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You Again

Lost It All

Day 30 of Warped.

Andy's been taking walks by himself everyday this past week. I'm really scared of losing him, but if I confront him, he might break up with me. I want to do something for him, maybe I'll write him a song.

I tell the other guys I'm going out for a walk, only to go to the nearest Starbucks. I sit at the table with my laptop trying to finger out some lyrics. But it seems almost impossible, I don't know how Andy did it.

How am I supposed to describe the love I have for him? There's too many ways and there's not enough words to describe how I truly feel about this man. But he's able to come up with a song for me with a flick of a wrist.

"It's weird seeing you here, I was going to call you." I look up and frown as soon as I see him.

"What do you want Drew?" I ask.

"I just wanted to talk to you about a job opening."

"At Vogue?"

"It's not a modelling job, but you being around there might get some attention."

"What kind of job are we talking about?"

"A temp."

"No way, I'll take my chances with Covergirl."

"Also I heard about your engagement to Andy, I thought you were smarter than that."

"Excuse me."

"You're excused. It's really pathetic, after all this time you get back with him. Did you ever find out why he cheated?"

"Go to hell."

"Only if you go first." He walks away and I'm completely pissed off now. I should stop letting this get to my head, I need to write a song for Andy.



Three Hours Later.

It took awhile but I think I've got it.

*We were just kids
Looking to find ourselves
Always wondering
Looking for something else

Didn't see till later on
How much you mean to me
You're all I've ever wanted
You're all I can see

I just want to give you the world
And all the things you want
I'll give you my heart
But I can't be nonchalant
With you
'Cause you get my heart beating
You keep my face blushing
Yeah and now you've got me singing
For you

Sure you broke my heart
But that was in the past
I wanna give my love to you
I love that will forever last

I just want to give you the world
And all the things you want
I'll give you my heart
But I can't be nonchalant
With you
'Cause you get my heart beating
You keep my face blushing
Yeah and now you've got me singing
For you

I will shout out to the stars
I will climb Mount Everest
I will stop time I'm telling you
I won't rest
Until you know
Until you get it through your head
I love you

I just want to give you the world
And all the things you want
I'll give you my heart
But I can't be nonchalant
With you
'Cause you get my heart beating
You keep my face blushing
Yeah and now you've got me singing
For you
I love you*


I know it's not as good as something he would write, but I hope he'll see how much I truly love him. I grab my laptop and leave Starbucks, I start heading back to the bus. When I get there, for some reason Ashley's talking with Oli in the living room area.

"Hey Belle." Ash says.

"Don't hey Belle me." I say rushing into the bunks area.

"I'll be right back." I hear Ash say. Ashley walks into the bunk area. "What's wrong?"

"Why is he here?" I ask.

"He wanted to talk to you and you weren't here. So go talk to him, I'm going to go see We Are Harlot preform." Ash says and leaves the bus. I put my laptop in my bunk and walk into the living room area. I sit down on the other side of the couch and cross my arms.

"Why are you here?" I ask.

"I'm here to beg for your forgiveness." He says.

"You don't even need to apologize, you read me like a book. I was mad because you were able to see how I feel better than I can." I say bluntly.

"So I was right?" He asks with a smirk.

"Well you can wipe that smirk off your face because I'm not cheating on Andy."

"I don't expect you to."

"Oh don't lie, you so expect me to."

"Maybe just a little." He says scooting closer. "We should watch a movie or something."

"What do you want to watch?" I ask.

"Whatever you want to watch."

I put in 'The World's End', and sit back on the couch. I'm not going to lie, it feels nice sitting next to Oli watching a movie. I haven't done this with Andy in like two months. Usually when he gets home he goes straight to bed or hangs out with the guys. Oli's around goes behind me and I kinda snuggle up to him. I miss doing this with Andy. Now Andy takes mysterious walks for hours by himself and I feel like I'm losing him. Halfway into the movie I briefly fall asleep before Oli wakes me up by gently shaking my shoulders. I jump a little and he lets out a soft chuckle.

"The movie's still going?" I whisper.

"Yes, we're barely halfway through Belle." He whispers back. "Look at me." I turn to him and he kisses me.

"I go on a walk and I come back to this!" Andy growls. When did he get here?

"Andy it's not what you think." I say jumping to my feet.

"So you weren't snuggled up to him and you two didn't just kiss?" He asks crossing his arms.

"Oli I think you should go." I say.

"Yeah you should go with your new boyfriend." Andy says.

"I think I'm gonna go back to my bus now." Oli says before leaving.

"He's not my boyfriend! Andy he kissed me! I didn't kiss him! I love you, in fact I was about to give you your present-"

"I should have known." He says.

"What?" I ask.

"I should have known this was your sick way of getting revenge. Well congrats, you did a wonderful job!"

"Andy I'm telling you the truth."

"I can't even look at you right now."

"Fine, you can do whatever you want, you can end this all right now, I just need to know something. Why did you cheat on me five years ago?"

"It doesn't matter now, does it?"

"Forget it, I'll be on Juliet's bus when you're ready to apologize you'll know where I am."

"Yeah whatever."


Did I just lose everything?

Notes

Big shout out to Rockcandypanda !
Thank you so much.

So it kinda looks like they've broken up, what a shame, it was just a simple misunderstanding. I hope Andy realizes the truth. Drew's kinda a douche-canoe too, am I write?

Guys can you please comment? I love you all and I just want to hear from you guys!

love ya<3

Comments

So I want a squeal xD

Aiesha Aiesha
9/22/15

I totally get what you mean, then it logs me out as soon is I upload it

EmmaFayebvb EmmaFayebvb
9/7/15

Sequel!

Kayla_Purdy Kayla_Purdy
8/7/15

Post the sequel pleaseeeeeeee

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