You Again

"Belle wait up!" He shouts. He walks over to me and smiles. "You look hotter than usual, what's the occasion?"

"I got prepped for an interview, I'm pretty sure it went well." I say.

"Well where are you going right now?" He asks.

"I'm not sure, I don't know where the guys are and my phone's dead." I say.

"We should hang out. First I have to stop off at my bus to change, then we can go grab something to eat or something."

"Sure, I have time."

We walk back to his bus and I sit on the couch and wait. Oli has been nice to me, but not that flirty anymore, I'm kinda glad cause part of me likes him. It's a very small part, but I still feel that way. I don't really know why though.

"Sorry, it's just really hot outside and I didn't want to look gross next to the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on." He says walking out of the bathroom. I guess he is back to his flirtatious ways. "We best be on our way, right?" I nod. We leave the bus and start walking down the street. "So where do you wanna eat?"

"I'm not really sure, any suggestions?" I ask.

"Domino's Pizza?"

"Sure, I love pizza."

"Wait are you sure? You're a model, aren't you supposed to be super healthy?"

"Do you eat healthy?"

"Not all the time."

"You're pretty thin, I think we can both have cheat days."

"I agree with the cheating part." I smirk and roll my eyes.

We go into Domino's, order, and take a seat in the booth in the back.

"So why are you here?" He asks and I look at him confused.

"You asked me to hang out." I say.

"I know, but why are you really here? Andy's probably told you enough bad things about me, but here you are."

"Well I don't believe in prejudice, I need to judge you for myself."

"I don't believe that. You know exactly who I am and what I want, and part of you likes me because of it."

"What?"

"You stick around me because I flirt with you and it's obviously extra effort because of your stubbornness and your beauty."

"Sure I like it when you compliment me, but-"

"But the real reason you like me is because I only want sex and I'm honest about it. You find it extremely attractive, which is why you're blushing."

"That's not true whatsoever, besides if I really wanted to fuck you, I would have done it already."

"No you don't want to lose your precious Andrew, but the other part of you doesn't mind a little of sneaking around, which is why you're here. You want to fuck me right now."

"You're fucking full of yourself!" I get up and storm out of the building.

He's wrong about me, I'm not some whore who's gonna cheat on her fiancé. I'd never do that to Andy, I love him too much to hurt him like that. He means the world to me, I remember what happened the first time we broke up, I was a complete wreck.






Flashback:

"Belley, get out of bed!" Luka calls from the kitchen.

"No! I'm never going to find anyone else so what's the point of getting up?" I yell back. He walks into my room and sits on the edge of the bed.

"Isabelle, you can't think like that. Besides, you're my beautiful sister, you're gonna find someone." He says.

"No I don't want anyone else! You don't get it!" I sob into my pillow.

"Then tell me so I understand."

"I'm in love with Andy, no one can fall out of love. So I'm stuck being forever alone because I can't love another and I can't trust Andy ever again."

"Maybe you are in love with Andrew, but he doesn't deserve you. You are a smart, talented, and beautiful girl, he is beneath you."

"How can you say that? You've treated him as your little brother for years."

"Because he hurt you. Before dad died he told me I was the man of the house. He told me to look after you and mom. So right now I couldn't care less about the past, he hurt you and I'm not afraid to hurt him."

"Luka, please leave me alone for awhile. I need to think about a few things." He nods and closes my door as he leaves the room.

He doesn't understand, no one understands. I love Andy and will forever. He is my everything and without him I'm empty. Look, I'm not afraid to keep on living, I'm not afraid to walk this world alone, but if I had a choice, I wouldn't.


End Of Flashback.






I walk back onto the BVB bus to see all of Black Veil Brides plus two other men. One man has a long troll like ginger beard. The other has tons of tattoos and black short hair. I look over at Andy's smiling face, and a feeling rushes over me. I look away and walk back off of the bus.

I take out a cig, light it, and take a very long drag. I don't know what came over me. It was like a wave of negative energy blowing me off the bus. Do I feel guilty? But I didn't do anything. But I did, I can feel it. Am I feeling guilty about what Oli said? Could that be the reason why part of me finds him extremely attractive? And that feeling rushes over me again. This is probably nothing, just a wave of emotions and it'll be over soon, I hope.

"Belle, you gonna come inside and meet my friends?" Andy asks as he opens the door.

"Yeah, I'm just gonna finish first." I say and Andy closes the door and walks over to me. He turns my head so I'm making eye contact and a sincere look flushes over his face.

"What's wrong?" He asks.

"It's nothing." I say.

"It's not nothing, what's going on?"

"I just love you so much and I don't want to lose you again." He gently kisses me, I drop my smoke and he steps on it.

"I don't want to lose you either. I was an idiot to cheat on you the first time around, I'm not gonna fuck up this time." He says and starts pulling me by the hand back into the bus.

"But I might." I whisper as we enter the bus.

Notes

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