If Heaven were on Earth

Andy's POV:

We were going fine.

Everything had been fixed after that day at the park; she had forgiven me, I had forgiven her, and then we'd kissed and made up. Things were back on track, and everything with Nicole ws just... perfect.

She had made new friends, my old friends but still, it was something. Especially since after I was gone, she'd have basically no one, so i was glad that she had met Amy. Cody on the other hand, was starting to piss me off. He constantly needed to be around her, yet she remained oblivious to his true intentions. Kid just wanted to fuck her.

Nikki refused to listen to me about him, and instead would opt to ignoring me. Me. I had done nothing wrong and she would just suddenly avoid me like i was the plague, and she would shut me out entirely. But then i would apologize and she'd be happy again, and things were back to being great between us.

She's been distant of late. I'm partially to blame, but it's mostly her fault. She doesn't text me back as much and whenever I ask her if she wants to hang out with me and Danny, she instantly refuses. I guess she'd rather hang out with my friends.

I stopped coming over shortly after, which clearly upset her. But I'm not going to waste my night when I could be sleeping or getting high talking to her when she's been acting so bitchy of late. I usually just offer some sappy apology and she's putty in my hands again.

i've been thinking of the future a lot. I'm off to LA next year, while Nikki has two more years stuck in this hellhole. I want to ask her to come to LA with me, but knowing her, she'll just snap at me before I even get to ask her. We haven't even talked about the future yet, which is something I thought girls loved to talk about, but apparently Nikki is different.

When i think about myself in a year or two, I always imagine Nikki in it. We'll buy a kickass apartment in LA and I can get things started for the band I want to start. She'll be alone when we go on tour, but I'm sure she'll adapt. The only problem is it would be two years of a long-distance relationship if she stays here, which i don't think either of us are ready for.

The only option I guess is I convince her to transfer to a different high school or just drop-out of school. She's just been too difficult to deal with lately, but I'm sure things will settle down soon, probably just her PMSing or some shit.

We're fine. We're going to make it, I just know it.

Notes

hmm... very different opinions between those two. It seems as if Andy's being an ass, and Nikki has had enough of it