The new girl in town

we walked to the coffee shop soaking wet, so wet that the owner came out and told us we had to leave because we were making a mess in the shop. We went back outside and my phone buzzed. it was Jinxx.
J- we're about to leave. where are you?
N- wait... you mean like leave, leave?
J- yeah, where are you so i can see you before we go?
N- Jinxx, i think it's best if you leave with out saying goodbye... i don't want you to get attached to me and feel like you always have to come back or see me all the time. i love you to death Jinxx, but there's not really a reason for you to say goodbye... i'm sorry...
J- i understand Noe. i'll see you again...
N- bye Jinxxy.

i almost tripped after looking up, but thankfully Zeke was there to catch me, i couldn't help but smile when he took my hand and continued walking with out letting go. i don't remember feeling like this with Johnnie. there wasn't anybody at the park seeing as it was torrentially raining. but i didn't care. there wasn't anybody i needed to be home for, there wasn't anything i had planned. right now i'm living in the moment, not the past or the future, just right now.
we stayed at the park for a long time,we played tag, swung on the swings and talked about our past and where we were hoping to go for the future. we sat there in science for a few moments until i realized it was 3 am on a school night.
"oh god, Zee, it's a school night, i'd better go. we have finals tomorrow."
"yeah, you're right. i'll see you tomorrow Noahelle."
"Bye Zee." i turned to walk away but i heard soggy footsteps running towards me, i turned just in time for Zeke to envelop me in a hug. then he did something i didn't expect, he kissed me. out of nowhere, he kissed me. then he turned and walked away.
that night i couldn't sleep, all i could think about was Zeke, the way he treated me. the way i felt around him. how my heart pounded the first time i met him, and how quickly i forgot about Johnnie. just hearing his name makes me want to cry, he hurt me and lied about it to my face. i decided its time to move on from him and see how my life goes with zeke, i'm hoping that he pushes me to be a better form of me, and that he helps me see things in life that i might miss. he's worth it. i know it.

Notes

sorry for the sappy chapter... i've been going through things with my boyfriend and it got rough yesterday. i know people don't understand the decisions i've made and that's fine, but when people get in the middle of it, it makes it a lot harder to get through.