The Arising of us
Tuning out~
Monday Morning my head was spinning yet it was the same old 'get ready and go' process even after everything that went on on Sunday I still manage to get myself up "oh great today's the day I move...." I didn't know what to think at first so I just sat on my bed fully dressed hair done teeth done and bag set "Sweetie it's time to go! Are you taking your car?" I started at my floor for a while "Em no..I think I'll just skate their ...gives me time to think...." By the tone in her voice I could tell my mother was not impressed "oh? That old thing...I suppose it would only take you a few minutes " She walked up the stairs and came into my room "I know your hurting...me to and I can't help it...I'm sorry I failed you " Walking over to me lightly she wrapped her arms around me and I began to weep. she let go of me and said to me in a hush tone "I love you with all my heart... Be brave but remember it's okay to cry..." I nodded and stood up "I better be going anyway..." I shot passed her grabbed my skate board and swung out the door and began skating Down the path.
That day I didn't talk to my friends or anyone however at lunch Luna approached me "what is up?!? All day you haven't said a word...and what are you wearing?!?! That's disgusting ..." I stayed silent as her words caused me to freeze up "Yeah that's right McKenzi stay quiet however this friendship is finished " She walked away with her perky attitude and I stuffed my face in my locker and cried.
