The Arising of us
Turning it around
The arising is what we call them, that small group of people that never fit in with anything, who are so bound to the darkness of their own minds they can't think straight.
It was a Sunday morning and I had just woke up from a terrible nightmare, my parents were splitting up and I had to go live with a total stranger. I struggled over to my desk and picked up a small brush and gently stroked it through my hair repeatedly. Rubbing my eyes gently I took a glance over at the time '2:34pm' "Shit...how long did I sleep?" picking my phone up I realised I had 100 missed calls off of Luna "Oh!! I was suppose to meet her today!!! Dang..." I sped my fingers across the screen and began to message her back 'sorry I didn't come I overslept' I shoved my phone back into the desk and began scanning through my wardrobe picking out so high class expensive clothes to wear for today before lightly stepping downstairs only to find my mom in a corner crying
"mom..? What on earth is the matter?"
she looked at me her face was pale "your father....he came home drunk last night...and he.....and I ...your father is in hospital love..." I stubbed back onto my heels "W-what?!?"
"why ?!? What happened?!?! Is he alright ?!?" I felt my eyes swell up with tears. "He fell and split his head and the doctor said there isn't much he can do and well....Hun I can't afford to take care of you...." This was it I could feel is coming..."I'm afraid it's off to the adoption centre for you ....I'm sorry please forgive me" I could keep my balance for much longer and I fell back and luckily there was a seat to catch me "MOM!! I can't !!! I love you!! Don't make me!!" My face turned as pale as hers was as we both sat there in silence for a moment. "Please....I'll get a part time job to pay for myself just...please.." My mom look up at me now crying even more "Hun your 15 you have your whole life ahead off you ! You can't ! No..I won't allow it, grow up ..live a normal life and become what you dream off and always chose kindness...promise me ?" I nodded but the thought of loosing my mother hurt me to much, I couldn't bare to leave.
