My Heros; My Saviours.

CC's POV:

I sighed as I looked down at Kara. She needed to be comfortable. I can't stand seeing her hurt. Ashley walks by and I stop him. "Ash! I need a favor." He looks at me and smiles slightly, "Yeah CC, What's up?" I sigh and look at him "I would like to trade you bedroom weeks. Kara needs a comfortable place to sleep. The bed is better than the bunk and it is closer to the bathroom." Ashley smiles at me and looks down to Kara. "Yeah. Go ahead. It's cool with me. I want her comfortable too." He smiles and walks off. I let out a huge sigh of relief. I stroke her hair gently. She wakes up and holds her stomach. "CC. It hurts." She has tears rolling down her cheeks. "I'm sorry baby... I sent Aria for your pills. Where does it hurt?" She sighs and puts her head closer to my stomach. She points to the bottom of her stomach. I sigh and lightly rub her stomach. "Does this help?" I continue to gently stroke her hair. "Yeah. A bit." She sits up and wraps her arms around me. She pulls me as close as she can get me. "CC. I love you. I love everything about you. Your beautiful brown eyes, the way you kiss me, the way you smell. You are so fucking addicting CC. I never want to be away from you." I smile and continue to rub her stomach gently. "I love you too Kara. I love you so much." I kiss her forehead and she continues to cry into my shoulder. It really hurts her. I hate that I got her in this position. Andy and Aria walk in hand in hand. Aria comes and sits by Kara. "Kara, I am so sorry. We got you your pain meds and we got you some water along with some food. We also brought you your favorite pancakes from IHOP. Blueberry pancakes with 3 strips of bacon and an iced coffee. Syrup on the side." She smiles and looks at Kara. It takes everything she has to smile and accept it. "Thank you guys. It means a lot." They walk off and she puts the food in front of me. "CC... I can't eat this..." I sigh and kiss her forehead. You have to eat K. Starving won't help you." She sighs and opens the container and takes a small drink of the iced coffee. She takes a bite of the bacon and a bite or two of the pancakes. She gets up and runs to the bathroom. She bangs on the door and I get up quickly to follow her. Ashley is in the bathroom showering. "ASHLEY GET THE FUCK OUT. I NEED IN!" I wrap my arm around her waist as she bends over in pain. Ash comes out in his towel. "What the fuck---" He gets halfway through his sentence as she rushes in and sits on the toilet. It was happening. The blood clots were starting. Her eyes were filled with tears as she squeezed my hand. She closed her eyes as tears flowed out. "CC. It hurts so bad..." I sighed and kissed her cheek. "I know K, I'm here" Ashley peeked in with pants on. "CC, is she okay?" I sigh and look up. "Go get her pain pills off the table ash. Please. With water." He brings back the pills and I give her one with water. She takes one and finishes her business.

I sit on the bed worried. She walks out and cries, laying her head on my shoulder. "I can't even start to flush that CC. You should see the size of that clot. It's like a little bit of a human." She is balling on my shoulder. I take her hand and walk to the bathroom. I flush the toilet quickly and sigh. "K, it will be fine.. I swear. I am here and I am not going to let this hurt you. You know that." She looks up at me with a glare. "You can't stop me from hurting CC! I don't know how this isn't supposed to hurt! I AM LOOSING OUR CHILD CHRISTIAN! WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ABOUT THIS?" I stare into her eyes. I let go of her hand and sigh. "I will be back later."

Kara's POV:

"You can't stop me from hurting CC! I don't know how this isn't supposed to hurt! I AM LOOSING OUR CHILD CHRISTIAN! WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ABOUT THIS?" He stares at me. I was wrong. I shouldn't have yelled. He drops my hand and lets out a small sigh. "I will be back later." With that he is gone. He walked away. I run after him. "CC! I'm sorry!" By the time I get to the living area on the bus he is out the door. I double over in pain. Ashley and Andy come by me. Ashley wraps his arm around my waist and Andy helps me up as Ash supports me to the couch. I sit on the couch and tears start rolling out of my eyes again. Man am I sick of crying. It is just instinct anymore. I am crying into Ashley's chest. His bare chest. He runs his hand through my hair. "Kara, What happened. What's going on. Will you please fill me in?" I look up into his eyes. Genuine concern filled them. I try to compose myself and sit up. "I was pregnant. I am going through a miscarriage. The doctor said there will be bleeding and it will be painful. That's what the whole bathroom thing was about." I sigh and blink a few times to keep my composure. "He told me that he was going to help me through it and that it was going to hurt... I kind of blew up Ash. For the first time in my life, I yelled at him. I never thought I would. I called him Christian. Not CC. In that moment, he wasn't my CC-bear. He was Christian Coma. The guy who loved the shit out of me but that my emotions caused me to snap on. I want to apologize but I don't even know where to start Ash." He looks at me and sighs. Give me one minute. I might know where he is.

Ashley's POV:

We are touring with Falling In Reverse. We go to their bus for an escape. I walk in their bus and Ronnie stares at me. "He's over there Ash. Party later?" I smile and nod. "For sure man." I go grab CC's arm. "YOU ARE NOT ABANDONING THIS WOMAN NOW CHRISTAN COMA! GET YOUR ASS BACK TO HER! SHE DIDN'T MEAN A WORD SHE SAID BACK THERE. SHE IS IN PAIN! GO FUCKING HELP HER COMA!" I glare him and pull him up. I just yelled at my best friend. He stares at me in pure shock. "Ash-" I glare at him. "Now Coma. Go help her. She needs you now more than ever." He sighs and walks off the bus. Ronnie looks to me. "What the fuck what was Purdy?" I shake my head. "You have no idea Radke."

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