My Heros; My Saviours.

Kara's POV:

I woke up, my eyes dry from the tears. I curl up closer to CC, not knowing what kind of pain I was going to go through today. CC felt my movement and wrapped his arms around me a bit tights. "K, you awake?" He lets out a small sigh and kisses my neck slowly. "Yeah. I am." I let out a small moan. Poor Ashley was above us. I tried not to be loud so he wouldn't wake up. "I'm going to make us an appointment. What gender do you want the doctor to be K? Does it matter?" I let out a small sigh and shrug. "Whoever you can get." I kiss him before he leaves and he walks off. Ashley leans his head over and looks at me. "K, are you okay?" I look at him and smile slightly. "Yeah Ash, I am." He lets out a fake smile, "Okay. That's good. CC is making you happy right?" I smile a very genuine smile, "Yeah. I couldn't be happier." Ash's smile turns into a frown, "Okay. Let me know if you need anything K." I smile and nod. "Thanks Ash. I will." I sigh and roll back over under the covers.

CC comes back and joins me in the bunk. "We have to be there at noon. She is going to see us during her lunch." I nod and sigh. "Kara, You are sure about this?" I shake my head no but I know I have too. I mean, this was my child. It is going to be our everything. My own little piece of CC mixed with a piece of me. He kisses me and cups my face in his hands. "Kara. This is up to you. Whatever makes you happy makes me happy." I smile and rest my forehead on his and my nose on his nose. "CC, I love you." He smiles and sets an alarm on his phone. "I love you too Kara."

CC's POV:

My arm goes off. 10 am. Time to get ready. "Kara, Wake up babe. We need to get ready." She looks at me and sighs. I can't even imagine what is going through her mind. I grab my shirt and toss it to Kara. She wears my baggy shirt and her white pj shorts. "Can I just go like this?" I nod at her. The least that can happen for her is that she can be comfortable. "Yeah Kara, I want you comfortable." She smiles at me and I look into her green eyes. Her sparkle, it's not as strong as it once was. At least it was there tough. I notice that lately, when she isn't with me, her sparkle isn't even there. I guess it's a good thing that she still has a sparkle around me. I finish getting ready and we leave the bus. We catch a cab and ride to the doctor. I walk in with her and smile at the woman at the desk. "Oh my gosh, You are CC! From Black Veil Brides." I smile slightly, "Yeah, I am. My girlfriend Kara has an appointment." She smiles and checks us in. The doctor comes out, "Uhm, CC and Kara?" I get up and take her hand. We walk back and sit in the office. I was terrified. They do a few tests on Kara and the doctor comes back in. "Kara, CC, I have good news and bad news, which would you like first." I look at her as my arms are wrapped around her. "Bad news." The doctor look at us and sighs, "You guys already lost the baby. It was at high risks. Kara, your hormones were off and it hurt the baby. Before you two try to conceive again, make sure you see your doctor and he or she can put you on vitamins. Now considering you are only a few weeks and you are had a miscarriage, you are going to be bleeding. It will be more intense than your regular period. When you go to the restroom if you happen to see clots of blood in the toilet that is normal. The clots are just hormones that the baby was forming into. It's disturbing I know." By this point Kara is crying in my arms. "Good News?" She smiles, "Well, other than this you are pretty healthy. I am going to give you medicine to help with the pain. Keep in mind you will be in a fairly significant amount of pain. I am so sorry for your loss." We get up and walk to a cab. I get it and pull her close to me. "It will be okay. I promise Kara." She can't stop crying as I kiss her forehead. I wipe her tears. "I know CC, I just can't believe this." I sigh and kiss her forehead. "I know K."

We get out of the cab and walk in to the bus. We sit in the living room. She grabs the remote and turns on 'The Fosters' on ABC Family. I put my feel up and she lays sideways on the couch.She lays her head on my lap and I stroke her hair. This is our one day without a show for a week or so. We sit on the couch for sometime in silence. We sit there as I stroke her hair and we hold hands. I realized one thing through this hard time. I never want to loose this woman. She is my life.

Notes

This chapter was actually harder to write than I thought it would be. I hope you guys enjoyed it! I will write again soon. :)