Leaving Hope To Bleed *May Be Triggering to Some*

By this point everybody has stopped eating and are watching us, to see what is going to happen next. The tray falls to the floor with a thud, the sauce covered noodles slowly sliding with it. I cross my arms over my chest as I watch her stunned face. Her eyes fill with rage and she flares her nostrils. Her face is priceless, I can't hold back from laughing, and in the corner of my eye I can see Ashley laughing too. Andy glares at him and Ashley stops laughing, but he keeps a smile. Kassidy quickly grabs a handful of Ashley's mashed potatoes and smashes it right in my face. Andy bursts out laughing and I quickly grab Jinxx's tray throwing it at him. The juice from the fruit cup gets all over his Miss Fits shirt and chunks of salad fly everywhere, some getting stuck in his hair. His expression changes suddenly, he gives me a look, only Satan could give, and I freeze.
"What is going on here?" A voice asks, I look over to see Amber with Jacob right behind her.

Kassidy turns to Amber, and says,
"Tell your anorexic friend to back off before she gets hurt, and tell her that starving herself is not going to change her disgusting face." I roll my eyes. Amber slowly walks over and stands beside me.
"You know Kassidy, that is not a way to treat somebody......but...." She then dumps her tray on Kassidy's head, making Andy growl but he doesn't move.
"You're a bitch and you deserved that." Amber picks up the full milk carton off the floor, opens it and pours it on top of her head it streams down her face and onto her white shirt.
"Oops it must have slipped...." Amber says giving an innocent face. My jaw drops and I laugh as hard as I can. Amber gives me a big grin, but then Kassidy grabs Amber by the hair. I quickly react by grabbing onto Kassidy's Hair.
"Let go bitch." I growl, pulling on Kassidy's hair as hard as I can. She quickly lets go of Amber's hair and thrashes out. I dodge the first hit but the second, she gets me good in the face, I'm sure leaving scratch marks, but I keep a hold of her hand.
"Kick her ass." Amber cheers. I smile at her.

"Get off of her." Andy growls.
"Or what?" Jacob asks, stepping up to Andy. Jacob is pretty tall, but Andy is about 2 inches taller. I'm distracted by them so Kassidy takes advantage and pries my fingers out of her hair, shit. She stands up straight.
"Stop." She says firmly. Both Andy and Jacob look at her.
"If the little bitch wants to start a fight, she can finish it. I don't need any help." She says. I've never really gotten into a fight, this is my first time standing up for myself, I've always been quiet and kept my mouth shut. Well, not anymore, not after what they did to me I'm not taking any more of their bullshit. And I will fight till I'm beaten to where I can't get back up anymore if I have to. Kassidy puts her hands up in front of her face, I follow her lead.
"You can do it." Amber says, seeing the nervousness on my face. I take a short breath and blow it out of my nose. You can do this Summer, come on you can do this....
"You ready bitch?" She asks stepping closer. I step back, preparing myself to block.

"Yeah, I am." I say throwing my first punch ever. Surprisingly I catch her right in her cheekbone.She stumbles back a few steps but I come closer. I throw another punch but she blocks it and punches me in the jaw, right where Andy hit me. My head whips to the side and my vision goes blurry for a second but I blink it off. She runs at me, but Amber puts her foot out and Kassidy trips, toppling over on to me. We both fall down screaming. Luckily I got the upper hand, and I fell on top of her. I quickly turn around and sit on top of her, she smacks me, trying to get me off. I grab one of her hands, and with my other hand, I punch her straight in the nose. She cries out in pain as blood drips out of her nose.
"Feel that bitch, does it feel good." I grab some her hair, lift her face, and then I bring my fist down to her face, hitting her anywhere I can. She kicks and thrashes around but I keep hitting. I think she might even be crying. Good, the bitch deserves it. After I've hit her about 15 times I feel a pair of strong arms wrap around me. I scream as I'm pulled off of Kassidy, I try to keep a good grip on her hair but my fingers slip.

I'm dragged away, and everybody surrounds the 'perfect' bitch.
"Let me go." I say trying to pull out of the arms. We're now about fifteen feet away from everybody and nobody seems to notice us. The person stops and lets go. I quickly turn around to see CC. I furrow my eyebrows at him.
"Why did you do that?" I almost shout.
"Because..." He says looking down. "What we did to is wrong...." He mumbles. I scoff at him.
"If you would have thought it was wrong, you would have stopped it!" I shout, making a couple of people look back.
"What have I done to y'all? What makes y'all hate me so much?" I say about to cry. CC doesn't answer my question, he just stares at me.
"I saw you smiling..." CC says.
"What?" I ask confused. He sighs.
"I saw you smiling when you was hitting Kassidy..." He clarifies. I nod my head.
"Yes, I was she deserved it. Every bit of it." I say and he shakes his head.
"See that's the thing. Even if she had deserved it, that doesn't give you the right to hurt her. If you just take a second to realize what you did, then you will see who you're turning out to be..."

He says walking away. I stand there for a second. What does he mean I will see who I am..... And then it hits me, I've resulted to violence and insulting other people, I've become and Andy in less than two days..........OH GOD

Notes

Sorry, I would have updated yesterday, but school is stressful and science fair has been hell, I just want it to end -_- Sorry, its not like y'all would care.
I'll Try to write as soon as possible.
Bye. *_*