we stitch these wounds
wake up
Ambers POV;
i heard beeping and crying,lots and lots of crying.the cries,though,where famillier,heartbreaking. its was my boys."amber,please wake up,please.i need you.we need you.i want my baby sister,please." i heard ben sob.
my heart broke.
i pushed my eyelids open to be confronted with blurr.i blinked a few time and saw white,i smelt a smell i was all to famillier with,i was in hostpital.i twisted my head to see ben,cameron,sam,phil,danny and james all in tears. "guys" i spoke,my voice weak and the tears falling from my eyes.it felt like i;d been hit by 20 million buses.every one looked at me and relief filled their faces. "you're awake"cameron smiled "no shit sherlock" i said,sarcasm dripping off of every word. they all chuckled "glad to see you're awake and well" a nurse smiled. she walked to me and checked me over and then left writings on her clipboard.
"amber,why?" ben asked,sadness apparent in his expression. "what?" i asked,competely confused "that" ben said pointing to my arms. "oh" "why" danny asked. "i deserve it,every cut,every scar,every burn.all of it" i cried "no you don't!" phil yelled,tears rolling down his face "i obviously do,otherwise i wouldn't be beaten everyday,at school at home,everywhere.people wouldn't hate me! i am a freak and i deserve to die!!!" i screamed "no you don't! who tlod you that bullshit!" sam yelled "my mum and dad!! everyone at school!! everyone!!" "Well they are lying assholes and are jealous of you" james said,his voice raised. "jealous?pfft,of what?! a suicidal freak! a fat ugly mess?!" "no,of an amazng,beautiful,kind,friendly,loving,talented young women.you don't deserve any of this.and we all love you"ben cried,holding my hand tight. at this point we were all in tears.an me in pain.i wonder if my mum and dad have realised im gone? proberly not.
i heard beeping and crying,lots and lots of crying.the cries,though,where famillier,heartbreaking. its was my boys."amber,please wake up,please.i need you.we need you.i want my baby sister,please." i heard ben sob.
my heart broke.
i pushed my eyelids open to be confronted with blurr.i blinked a few time and saw white,i smelt a smell i was all to famillier with,i was in hostpital.i twisted my head to see ben,cameron,sam,phil,danny and james all in tears. "guys" i spoke,my voice weak and the tears falling from my eyes.it felt like i;d been hit by 20 million buses.every one looked at me and relief filled their faces. "you're awake"cameron smiled "no shit sherlock" i said,sarcasm dripping off of every word. they all chuckled "glad to see you're awake and well" a nurse smiled. she walked to me and checked me over and then left writings on her clipboard.
"amber,why?" ben asked,sadness apparent in his expression. "what?" i asked,competely confused "that" ben said pointing to my arms. "oh" "why" danny asked. "i deserve it,every cut,every scar,every burn.all of it" i cried "no you don't!" phil yelled,tears rolling down his face "i obviously do,otherwise i wouldn't be beaten everyday,at school at home,everywhere.people wouldn't hate me! i am a freak and i deserve to die!!!" i screamed "no you don't! who tlod you that bullshit!" sam yelled "my mum and dad!! everyone at school!! everyone!!" "Well they are lying assholes and are jealous of you" james said,his voice raised. "jealous?pfft,of what?! a suicidal freak! a fat ugly mess?!" "no,of an amazng,beautiful,kind,friendly,loving,talented young women.you don't deserve any of this.and we all love you"ben cried,holding my hand tight. at this point we were all in tears.an me in pain.i wonder if my mum and dad have realised im gone? proberly not.
5/12/13