we stitch these wounds
tears of pain,tears of hurt,tears of aggravation
Ambers POV;
phil was asleep peacfully next to mei hadn't been able to sleep the entire flight from york to LA. everytime i close my eyes i see my parents,belts in hand ready to beat me,not to mention the horrific pain i am expiriencing (sp?).i didnt think anything of it.
i looked out of the window,asking aleandria blasting through my headphones.i saw the beatiful town of LA,lit up the the street lights and bright lights from the clubs. i had been here in total about 6 times,its home.i feel safe when im in LA.
the plane bagan to desend,so i woke up phil. "phillipa,wake up" i whispered gently.he just grunted and rolled over in the seat. "phillip micheal lester wake your ass up now,we're in LA!" i yelled.phil jumped startled and glared at me. "what,we're in LA and we need to get of the plane,both of us" i shrugged.phil sighed and nodded "im so sorry amber" "why?" "i could of stopped it,you wouldn't need to runaway if i told someone" phil said,a few tears escaping his eyes "no phil,if i told someone i wouldn't need to runaway.i would be safe.but no.i was to scared to do anything,its my fault phil,not yours" i said rubbing his back.just then a bone crushing pain shot through my ribs.i yelped and held my sides,which made the pain worse. "are you okay?whats wrong?amber?tell me?are you okay?" phil rambled on with his questions. "phil,shut it.im fine." i laughed lightly,which of course hurt me more.i brushed it off and ignored the blurriness that as my vision.
"please buckle your seat belts.our plane will be landing in LA shortly" the intercom spoke.me and phil obeyed and secured our seatbelts.
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"taxi!" phil yelled,waving his hand in the air.the a yellow cab pulled over and we slid in. "where to?" he asked.i gave him bens address and he sped off.
the driver kept giving me and phil weird looks through the mirror and i was beginning to get concious.
i lowered my head and looked at my lap to realise i was in my pajamas.i looked at phil and so was he. i giggled realising why we seemed unusual.
i was wearing my batman pajamas and phil was wear his pokemon ones. two british teens,in LA,at 4 in the morning,in their rather childish pajamas.well,at least the hodie i was wearing hid the cuts and bruises that covered my body.
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me and phil payed the taxi driver and he drove off.
we made our way to the front door and i knocked loudly.
Bens POV;
i was woke up by a loud knock on the door.i looked over at my alarm clock and it read 4:27am. who the actual fuck would be here at half past four in the morning! i grunted and made my to the front door,i heard muffled cries and a famillier voice trying to calm the crier. i opened the door to see amber,y baby sister and phil. amber was sobbing into phil chest and they were both in their PJ's.
"amber?phil?whats wrong?" i said ,worry seeping through my words. "can we saty with you,we'll explain later.amber really needs you" phil asked,tears in his eyes. "of course,come in" i grabbed ambers bags and her hand and led her through the house to the spare bedroom.
i let her hand go and placed her bags in the closet "whats wrong amber?why are you her?" i asked turing to find my sister lying unconcious on the floor,blood trickling from her mouth and arms. i screamed and instantly danny,sam,james,cameron and phil came running in the room "get her in the fuckng car!" i sceamed at the horrified face of my best friends. danny picked amber up and began to run down stairs,the rest of us following.what the fuck is going on?
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we arrved at the hospital,all of us in tears. "please someone help my sister she's hurt and is hardly breathing" i screamed. doctors and nurses came rushing around us and took amber from dannys grasp.
"what are they saying!"danny yelled "whats wrong!?".
"what happened?do you know whats wrong?" sam begged phil. phil nodded,still in tears. "the beat her,hurt her.your paarents.thats why we left york,she couldnt do it anymore.sh was going to leave,so i came with her.before we left her parents spent and hour hitting,kicking and beating her.as for the bleeding arms,i dont kow but i think she might be resulting to self harm to try to drive her pain away" phil sobbed. my heart shattered,my baby sister is depressed,she hurts herself.
i started to cry even more "im a terrible brother!i should've know!she was never her happy,hyper self.he eyes were always grey inteasted of crystal blue!" i yelled "no your not,none of us knew." cameron sobbed trying to comfort me.i shook my head,violently.and continueed to cry.why? im going to kill my parents when i find them! how dare they hurt my sister!
phil was asleep peacfully next to mei hadn't been able to sleep the entire flight from york to LA. everytime i close my eyes i see my parents,belts in hand ready to beat me,not to mention the horrific pain i am expiriencing (sp?).i didnt think anything of it.
i looked out of the window,asking aleandria blasting through my headphones.i saw the beatiful town of LA,lit up the the street lights and bright lights from the clubs. i had been here in total about 6 times,its home.i feel safe when im in LA.
the plane bagan to desend,so i woke up phil. "phillipa,wake up" i whispered gently.he just grunted and rolled over in the seat. "phillip micheal lester wake your ass up now,we're in LA!" i yelled.phil jumped startled and glared at me. "what,we're in LA and we need to get of the plane,both of us" i shrugged.phil sighed and nodded "im so sorry amber" "why?" "i could of stopped it,you wouldn't need to runaway if i told someone" phil said,a few tears escaping his eyes "no phil,if i told someone i wouldn't need to runaway.i would be safe.but no.i was to scared to do anything,its my fault phil,not yours" i said rubbing his back.just then a bone crushing pain shot through my ribs.i yelped and held my sides,which made the pain worse. "are you okay?whats wrong?amber?tell me?are you okay?" phil rambled on with his questions. "phil,shut it.im fine." i laughed lightly,which of course hurt me more.i brushed it off and ignored the blurriness that as my vision.
"please buckle your seat belts.our plane will be landing in LA shortly" the intercom spoke.me and phil obeyed and secured our seatbelts.
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"taxi!" phil yelled,waving his hand in the air.the a yellow cab pulled over and we slid in. "where to?" he asked.i gave him bens address and he sped off.
the driver kept giving me and phil weird looks through the mirror and i was beginning to get concious.
i lowered my head and looked at my lap to realise i was in my pajamas.i looked at phil and so was he. i giggled realising why we seemed unusual.
i was wearing my batman pajamas and phil was wear his pokemon ones. two british teens,in LA,at 4 in the morning,in their rather childish pajamas.well,at least the hodie i was wearing hid the cuts and bruises that covered my body.
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me and phil payed the taxi driver and he drove off.
we made our way to the front door and i knocked loudly.
Bens POV;
i was woke up by a loud knock on the door.i looked over at my alarm clock and it read 4:27am. who the actual fuck would be here at half past four in the morning! i grunted and made my to the front door,i heard muffled cries and a famillier voice trying to calm the crier. i opened the door to see amber,y baby sister and phil. amber was sobbing into phil chest and they were both in their PJ's.
"amber?phil?whats wrong?" i said ,worry seeping through my words. "can we saty with you,we'll explain later.amber really needs you" phil asked,tears in his eyes. "of course,come in" i grabbed ambers bags and her hand and led her through the house to the spare bedroom.
i let her hand go and placed her bags in the closet "whats wrong amber?why are you her?" i asked turing to find my sister lying unconcious on the floor,blood trickling from her mouth and arms. i screamed and instantly danny,sam,james,cameron and phil came running in the room "get her in the fuckng car!" i sceamed at the horrified face of my best friends. danny picked amber up and began to run down stairs,the rest of us following.what the fuck is going on?
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we arrved at the hospital,all of us in tears. "please someone help my sister she's hurt and is hardly breathing" i screamed. doctors and nurses came rushing around us and took amber from dannys grasp.
"what are they saying!"danny yelled "whats wrong!?".
"what happened?do you know whats wrong?" sam begged phil. phil nodded,still in tears. "the beat her,hurt her.your paarents.thats why we left york,she couldnt do it anymore.sh was going to leave,so i came with her.before we left her parents spent and hour hitting,kicking and beating her.as for the bleeding arms,i dont kow but i think she might be resulting to self harm to try to drive her pain away" phil sobbed. my heart shattered,my baby sister is depressed,she hurts herself.
i started to cry even more "im a terrible brother!i should've know!she was never her happy,hyper self.he eyes were always grey inteasted of crystal blue!" i yelled "no your not,none of us knew." cameron sobbed trying to comfort me.i shook my head,violently.and continueed to cry.why? im going to kill my parents when i find them! how dare they hurt my sister!
5/12/13