Why me

I woke up and saw Andy's tattooed arms holding me. I felt tears falling on my shoulder, i moved slightly and Andy held onto me tighter. "Charlie i am so sorry, i really didn't mean to, i thought you were dead" I looked down at my arms and saw blood covered bandages, i sighed and turned around and leant my head into his chest. "I'm still kinda mad at you" "As long as you're alive" I wrapped my arms around him. "Please don't do this again" "As long as you're here, i won't have to" "I love you so so much" "Can you please stop crying, i hate it when you cry" He looked down at me and smiled softly. He kissed my cheek and smiled. "Andy can i take the bandages off?" "Not until they heal properly" I heard Andy's phone ring, but he ignored it. "Who is it?" "That stupid girl" Andy put his hands on my face and i jumped back. "Seriously, hands freezing, are you a vampire or something" "Yeah maybe i am" Andy leant over me and bit my neck. "Owwee" "Haha" I pushed Andy back softly. He grabbed my waist and pulled me into a kiss, he was dancing his tongue around around my lip for permission and i let him. He moaned softly, i pulled back and looked in his eyes, i smiled. "I'm ready" "You sure" "Yeah" Andy carried me to the bed and lay me down. "I'll be gentle" Andy kissed me passionately as his hands moved up and down my waist. He kissed my neck as i moved my hands through his hair. He looked up at me. "You're so beautiful" He kissed me softly and lifted my shirt up. I pushed him back and moved away. "Babe it's ok, it's just me" Andy moved closer to me and slowly took my hand. My eyes watered and Andy wiped them. "I'm sorry, do you want to stop?" I shook my head and smiled. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a kiss. He started to pull my shirt off again and i let him. He lay me back down and leaned over me. "I love you Charlie" I smiled and pulled him onto me. "I love you too Andy" Andy smiled and started kissing my neck down to my stomach. I moaned softly and moved my hand down his back. Andy sat up and pulled off his shirt. I smiled and looked at his chest. He laughed and kissed my nose. He moved his hand down my body and slowly pulled my shorts off. He threw them onto floor and smiled softly. He kissed the scars on my leg as i played with his hair. "Babe, please don't do this to yourself" He mumbled against my skin. "I won't not anymore" I sat up and started unbuckling his belt, he smiled and started kissing my neck. I pulled back and let him pull his pants off. "You having trouble babe" "Shut up" "That's why you don't wear skinny jeans" He pulled them off and threw them down. He leant back over me and bit my neck. "Ow" "That's for making fun of me" Andy smiled and slid his hand under my underwear. He slid them off and smiled softly. "You sure babe?" "Absolutely" He chuckled under his breath and pulled his boxers off. "Oh my god" "What?" "Nothing" He smiled and pulled the condom on. He grabbed my waist and pulled into me slowly, i felt a tear fall down my face. Andy stopped. "Babe It's me ok, you want me to stop" "No no" Andy kissed me as he pulled the rest of him in me. He started to move in and out slowly. "Andy" I moaned, my nails digging into his back. "Andy i'm gonna.." "I know" He moaned my name as me and him reached our climax. He pulled out and lay down next to me. I smiled and laughed. "You ok Charlie?" "I'm just happy"Andy smiled, pulled me into a hug and we fell asleep..

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