Why me

Once we got home from the hospital, i layed Andy down on the bed. "Do you need anything Andy?" "I'm fine, thanks" "Why did you do that?" "I don't know, i didn't thing" "No you didn't" I kissed his cheek and turned on the TV. "Batman ok babe" He nodded and leaned over to reach for my hand. "Sorry" "For what?" "Making you look after me" "I don't mind" "You sure?" "I'm sure" "Good" Andy lay back down and closed his eyes.

When i woke up Andy wasn't in bed. "Andy?" "Yeah" Where are you?" "Kitchen" "Why?" "Breakfast" "You're meant to be in bed" "I'm tired of lying there" Andy walked towards me and picked me up, i wrapped my legs around his waist. "Doesn't it hurt?" "Not that much" "Really?" "I'm sure" Andy kissed me gently and walked to the sofa with me still around his waist. "Supernatural princess" "Supernatural" He nodded and turned the TV on. Suddenly Andy let go of me and i dropped to the floor. He leant forwards and clutched his side. "Andy is it hurting?" "Yeah" he looked up at me. "I'm sorry i dropped you" "It's fine, i understand" Andy sat back up. "Alright i'm good" "You sure" "Yeah" I got up and sat on the sofa. "Don't you have an interview tomorrow?" "Yeah with Byran" "Then you need to sleep" "Fine, but i'm not moving" "Ok" Andy kissed my cheek, lay down and closed his eyes.

At 4:00 pm, the next day, i heard the door open. I walked out and saw Andy lying on the couch. "Hey" I hit his boots "Get up" "I don't wanna" "Andy come on" "I'm tired" "Then lay on the bed" "NO" "Andy" "Fine" Andy stood up, grabbed me an put me over his shoulder. "Andy let me go" "I don't think i want to" "Your ribs are obviously better" "Yes siree" "Alright" "Oh we got invited to a party" Andy said while sitting me down on the bed. "When?" "In a hour" "Thanks for the warning" "No problem babe" Andy threw a dress at me. "Here, i brought you this" "What are you gonna wear?" "Black shirt, red tie" "YAY" Andy lifted his shirt and his rib supporter fell off. "I got it" "Thanks babe" I picked up the supporter. "You need to sit down you're too tall" "Haha no you're just too short" "Shut up and sit down" Andy sat down on the edge of the bed. "Charlie" "mm" "I won't let anyone hurt you" "Why are you saying this now?" "Because i love you" "I love you too" He kissed me softly and stood up. I started to pull my dress on, when i felt Andy's hands touch my waist. "Fuck your hands are cold" "Sorry babe" "It's fine, what are you cold blooded?" "Probably" I pushed Andy away and pulled on my dress.

When we got to the party, me and Andy walked over to the sofa and sat down. Andy put his arm around me and started playing with my hand. "The dress looks good on you" "I know i look amazing, but it shows a few of my scars" "You still look beautiful" Andy kissed my cheek, suddenly a girl walked in and sat right in between us. What the fuck can't she see we were talking, she was acting like i din't even exist" Andy drunk some of his drink, a little spilled on his face. I was going to wipe it off, but no bitch face had to. "You have an amazing jaw line, like oh my god" I was so tempted to slap her. "i'mm gonna get a drink, you want one Andy" "No I'm good, thanks" She got up and walked out. "Hey babe, are you ok? you look mad" Andy tried to hold my hand, but i pulled away. "Don't touch me" "Whats wrong with you?" The girl walked back in and sat down. The door opened again and a guy came in, he sat down next to me. "Hey what's your name?" "Charlie" "Did you come with anyone tonight Charlie?" "No, no one" I heard Andy growl quietly. "Andy it's a little crowded, can we go outside?" "Yeah sure" Andy the girl got up and walked. I looked outside as the guy carried on talking. Suddenly the girl jumped on Andy and kissed him. I gasped as Andy wrapped his arms around her and kissed her. When i turned away and looked at the guy, he put his hand on my face and tried to kiss me. "No, stop" I pulled away. "I'm sorry i should leave" I looked back out the window and saw Andy standing there, tears in his eyes.

I got in the car with Sammie, CC, and Andy. I had been crying a lot so my eyes were really red. "Me and CC are going to go bowling, we won't be back till late" I knew why she didn't want to hear me and Andy fighting. They dropped us off at the house and me and Andy walked in silence, until we got into the bedroom. "You are such a fucking slut" "I'm the slut you're the one kissing other girls right in front of me, you weren't even drunk" "I'm not the one who got all moody" "WHY WOULDN'T I GET MAD, SHE WAS TOUCHING TOUR FUCKING FACE, YOU ALSO KISSED HER, YOU'RE CALLING ME A SLUT, YOU'RE A MAN WHORE" Andy lifted his hand and slapped me. "Charlie.." "Get out" "I..I.. didn't" "GET OUT" Andy walked out, but i didn't hear him leave. I ran into the bathroom and fell on the floor. I opened the cabinet door and grabbed my blades. I started cutting, but my vision got blurry. Before i passed out all of the stuff out of the cabinet fell with me..

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