My Life

Andy's been gone for two hours, and how can I blame him? I would be pissed off if my girlfriend was pregnant with her soon to be ex husband's child. Right now Johnnie's trying to comfort me, but I can't feel better till Andy's back and no longer is upset with me. I was actually starting to be happy about having Sam, but now I don't want a baby if it means the loss of the man I'm in love with.

"Don't worry, dad will be back, he just needs to clear his head." Johnnie says.

"What if he doesn't?" I ask.

I get up and go upstairs. I take a shower and put my hair up in a ponytail. I put on a bandeau and one of Andy's misfits tanktops. I put on a loose pair of black jeans and a pair on black vans. I grab my keys and walk downstairs. Johnnie, Alice, and Amy are all in the living room.

"Guys I have to go out, I'll be back in a few hours." I say and walk out the door.

I hope Andy's where I think he is. I drive down to the diner and run inside. There he sits in the booth where we first met. "Hey." I say softly as I sit across from him.

He looks up and smirks at me. "My shirt?" He asks and I nod.

"Are you still mad?" I ask

"Yes, but I love you too much to stay mad at you." He takes my hand. "How'd you know I was here?"

"Because I would've came here in your position. So are we okay?"

"Yeah, and even though I'm not Sam's bio dad, I still get to be his dad."

"You're so sure Sam is going to be a boy."

"Almost certain."


(Two Months Later)

I'm twenty two weeks pregnant and I want to kill everyone. Amy and Johnnie don't clean up around the house, Andy keeps commenting on my baby bump, and Alex still hasn't signed the divorce papers. Right now I'm at a doctors appointment with Andy. Oh and we determined that Sam is going to be a boy, so Andy was right. Dr Brennan tells us Sam is coming along nicely and we leave.

"You know soon you're going to need help putting your seatbelt on because of how huge you're going to be." Andy says, I just stare out the window. I restrain myself from hitting him for his comment.

"I hate you." I mutter.

"No, you love me." He says and I smirk.

"Can we stop off at Alex's house? I really want him to sign the papers."

"Yeah, we'll be there in five minutes." I nod and continue to stare out the window.

When we get there, I ask Andy to stay in the car. The last time I saw Alex, he was pretty unstable and Andy's one to throw a punch. I walk up to the door and knock. The door opens almost instantly.

"I'm not signing the papers so you can go drive off with your boyfriend." Alex says. Fuck!

"Uh can I come in to at least use the washroom then?" I ask and he nods. After I'm done using the toilet, I walk out to see Alex making food.

"What's cooking?" I ask.

"Some wings, a few of the guys are coming over tonight to watch the game." He says.

"Sounds like fun."

"I know you want me to sign the papers, but I'm not gonna and you're going to have to except that."

"Why won't you let me be happy?"

"Because you're not meant to be happy with anyone else but me. We both made a commitment the day we got married, and I'm living up to my end. We both cheated on each other, but I'm not giving up on us."

"If you love me, you'll do it."

"No, I won't do it because I love you."

"Well thanks for letting me use your toilet, I'll be on my way."

"Oh Scar, don't forget our anniversary is next Thursday." I walk out of the house.

"How could I forget." I whisper to myself as I get in the car.

"Did he sign the papers?" Andy asks.

"No, I'll try again later." I say.

"Let me go talk to him, I bet my fist could persuade him." He says.

"No, I just want to go home." He nods and drives us home. We walk in the door and it looks like a hurricane hit. I sigh.

"Andy please tell your children to clean up their mess, I'm gonna go lay down." I say walking up the stairs.

"They're your children too." He says.

"Not at this moment." I walk into my room. I put on a pair of pyjamas and go to sleep.

Notes

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