Carolyn (Andy Biersack love story)

“I dont know Andy, I dont know” I answered honestly.
We probably looked like hobos that just got into a bum fight, oh well right, what could we do about it. It felt like we were walking for hours till we finally reached Andys house that was only a few miles from the hospital Since we were still in LA. We got a few rude remarks, I was still in my corset and shorts that were starting to chafe from all the walking. Andy was still in his ripped band tee and ripped skinny jeans, his face was so messed up. Some how he still looks hot, even though hes bruised, beaten, and bleeding, I want to kill Jinxx so badly but i dont want those Jinxx fans on my butt. Anyways we got to his apartment, He got the spare from under the welcome mat, i guess that spot is so obviously stupid no one would think to look there, smart. We stepped inside and what i saw was something happen that i would never expect.

Andys point of view

I turned the knob and walk in, and was tackled by Juliet in a hug.
“I knew you would change your mind and come back to me” she said then jumped and wrapped her leg around my waist and kissed me. I melted and kissed back.
“So i guess thats it right” Carolyn said “i guess that y-you dont lo-love me, I knew it was to good to be true right, i was just a charity case i guess, b-bye An-Andrew” she added choking on sobs. She spun on her heels and stormed out slamming the door behind her.
“Whats her problem” juliet asked dumbfounded by the situation.
I tore her from me and placed her on the floor quickly and ran outside to find a trembling Carolyn on the floor. She had her legs pulled to her chest with her head in between her legs and she was quietly sobbing. The strands that had gotten loose from her sock bun were stuck to her wet, teary face and some stuck to the dried blood on the side of her head, left because of Jinxx. “Baby im so sorry i didnt mean-” i said getting cut off
She snapped he head up to look at me with eyes going from blurry to fire, the death glare “Didnt mean what, didnt mean to say i love you, invite me on tour, lead me on then have your plan be foiled by your girl friend. No, No im sorry batman, cause you are the only one thats always right, huh?” she paused cuing me to speak which i didnt cause im stupid “exactly just, ju-just go, go to catwoman and live your amazing life” she said
“Please just let me explain” i put my hand on her shoulder
“No just leave me alone, i never want to see you again. please just please go” she pleaded, crushing my soul with those very few words, with her head still in between her legs. I stood up and walked back inside to find Juliet standing there waiting for me.
“Crazy fan?” she asked
“No crazy love” i said under my breath walking into my room crashing to my bed.

Carolyn point of view

“No just leave me alone, i never want to see you again, please, just please go” i said with my head back in between my legs. The image of them kissing crushing me from the inside out.
About 5 minutes of just sitting there feeling sorry for myself i finally decide to call lindsey, since my parents died about a year ago shes the only one i can trust and turn to, i got up and started walking. It rung 3 times before an answer.
Lindsey- Hello?
Me- hey
Lindsey- hey whats up im just about to leave your place
Me- wait, dont leave yet
Lindsey- why is something wrong
Me- can you come and get me
Lindsey- what happened, where are you
Me- Im by the dunkins donuts by the 99 cent store
Lindsey- im on my way
Me- k bye
Lindsey- wait what happ-
i hung up before she finished asking her question. About 15 minutes later, Lindsey finally honked telling me shes here, so i got up and hopped in the passenger seat.
“Okay start talking young lady” lindsey requested
I explained everything that had happened since she had left and by that time we were back at my apartment.
“Oh god hon are you okay, go get yourself cleaned up” she said shooing me to the bathroom. “did you lose all of your close in the fire?!” she asked outraged.
“No, i have a few pairs of sweatpants and overly sized band tees in the closet, bottom shelf” i yell back from the shower.
“So you did lose them all, well perfect close for the perfect situation” she said referencing that sweatpants are the best thing for a break up. ‘Break up, first time saying that’ i let out a little laugh and then a tear dropped out onto the floor causing me to look at the redish water.
Memories flooded through my head, the first time he looked at me, the piggyback ride, the i first i love you, his blurry face looking down on me after the fire, and the last time he said he loved me at the hospital after i woke up.
I totally broke down when i replayed the kissing scene with juliet, it kept replaying the way he held her and kissed back. I fell to the floor and cried. About 15 minutes of being broken, I got up and decided what needed to be done.
I stepped out of the shower and grabbed the razor hidden inside the empty Olay container. I sliced and ripped my arms, legs, thighs, stomach, and around the ankles. I was painting a picture, a picture with a twist, where the razor is the paintbrush, and the convus is my wrists. I quickly wash myself off and put on my clothes, going out of the bathroom to get my sweatshirt. I put it on and walked out to the living room to sit with my bestie.
I felt dizzy but ignored it and continued watching our Tim Burton movie marathon while eating random candy. i then heard Lindseys phone go off, was in the kitchen cooking, and the ringing was getting annoying so i quickly grabbed it not looking at the caller i.d. before answering.
Me- Hello?
Ronnie- hey
Me- who is this?
Ronnie- ronnie
Me- hey Ronald, what has you calling
Ronnie- is this Carolyn
Me- yeah, it feels good to know im remembered
Ronnie-only cause your memory is attached to the pain of my arm
Me- hurtful, i fixed it didnt i
Ronnie- whatever
Me- whatever isnt a nice come back, i know your quick come at me bro come at me
Ronnie- you mad bro, you mad
Both- *laughing*
Me- what brings you to the will of calling
Ronnie- that can wait, what happened to the bvb bus
Me- Andy tried to cook and big bus went boom boom
Ronnie- dude everyone knows not to let andy cook anything
Me- well i had other things to take care of, so it was either take a chance with him or starve
Ronnie- what did you have to take care of
Me- Well jake tried to prank me and lets just say that all the members of bvb have failed to beat me in a fight
Ronnie- wheres Andy
Me- i dont give a f-
Ronnie- if i cant cuss you cant
Me- okay, i dont care where he is, hes probably with juliet making out somewhere
Ronnie- What
Me- its a long story
Ronnie well im stuck on a bus for the next 2 days, so i got time
Me- *i explained everything from the last time i saw him to the time lindsey drove me home*
Ronnie- wow, i cant believe Andy would do that to you
Me- hey how did you get lindseys number anyways
Ronnie- I got it for kellin, why
Me- why did kellin want her number
Ronnie- come on Carolyn dont ask stupid questions, why do guys want girls digits
Me- no stupid question, just stupid people. But kellin has a wife
Ronnie- Dont tell anyone i told you this okay
Me- okay, tell me i can keep a secret
Ronnie- do you keep secrets like you keep boyfriends cause if so i cant tell you
Me- if only i could reach through the phone, you would be dead
Ronnie-do you wanna know or not
Me- hey you started it
Ronnie- so you dont wanna know okay then fine bye
Me- No no i wanna know i wanna know dont hang up
Ronnie- kellin and katlyine arent really married, they just tell people that because they dont wanna seem a broken family
Me- omg, is that why i saw kellin giving lindsey goo goo eyes
Ronnie- really lindsey, really, goo goo eyes
Me- dont judge, im practically 6 years old
Ronnie- okay whatever
Me- im hanging up
Ronnie- can i have your number first
Me- yeah i will get your number out of lindseys contacts and text you
Ronnie- bye
Me- Bye Ronald
Ronnie- dont call me by my real name
Me- whatever Ronald

I hung up, then texted ronnie on my phone, and ronnie said that kellin talked to Vic, Vic has a big mouth and so he told ronnie that kellin said he might love Lindsey. I almost freaked and had a inner fangirl moment. We kept texting back and forth while me and lindsey te and had our marathon.
“okay im going to bed, are you sleeping with me or in the guest bedroom” i asked sleepily
“Guest cause i have things to do and one more question” she said
“Continue” i requested
“Can i move here, and i can help pay rent” she asked looking at her phone
“Yeah but you dont have to pay rent and what are you doing about college” i asked i love how are friendship isnt hesitiant.
“I got excepted into UCLA and i insist on paying rent” she answered
“okay thats great” i encoraged
“Goodnight, love you” she said hinting that that was all she had to say
“Goodnight, oh and Kellin loves you” i said walking to my bedroom
“WHAT?!” she yelled
I just yawned and went shut my door laughing to myself a little. I went to my bed and lie there looking at the ceiling hopelessly letting tears silently run down my face. My phone starts to ring a little later and i slowly, but surely, answer the phone.
Me-hello?
Ronnie- I know its late but i was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me since my band is going off of tour next week?
Me- sure why not
Ronnie- okay we will arrange the date when im off tour
Me- goodnight ronnie
Ronnie- goodnight love you
Me- WHAT?!
*line goes dead*
The door bursts open.
“I heard a scream” lindsey said urgently
“ i didnt heard a knock” i said back. standing up to go to the bathroom to wash my puffy face.
“Carolyn what did you mean by kellin loves me” she asked softly. I just ignored her and tryed to walk away when she grabbed my wrist harshly and pulled. I dropped down to the floor holding in a scream and a few tears escape my eyes. “whats wrong”
She then pulled up my sleeves, seeing what i did, and she looked at me as if saying ‘where else’. I got the memo and i took off the jacket, shirt and shorts leaving me in my undies. She looked at them and i saw a few tears well up and some escape. I braced my self and she slapped me, i didnt think she was that strong. When her hand connected with my face there was a huge noise that came from the immense impact. She started walking out, but right before she closed the door she look into my eyes as if saying ‘sorry’. I just sat there and cried. Cried because the pain of not only her hand but also the pain of knowing Andy isnt mine anymore.

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