together we will be unbroken

Two weeks until I go back to L.A!!! I can't wait! I am so excited to see everyone again, and to finally meet sammi. I've been practicing like crazy, and working on the light show. I have been doing all the managery stuff, and emailing John. Ugh I can;t wait any longer! Just two more weeks Tum, two more weeks. Then you go on tour, come back for finals, then go to warped.

I walk into Starbucks and order my usual. I go back on the sidewalk and take a deep breath in. Ah I love the smell of spring. I make my way to the aquarium, and I go to the penguin pool. They make me so happy.

I return to my apartment at ten thirty. I have been just out and about all day, and I am exhausted. I go into my bedroom, and plop onto my bed, falling asleep instantly.

"I love you so much Rose." Ashley presses his lips to my temple.

"I love you too." I smile.

"And I want my hat back." He snatches his hat off of my head, and jumps off the couch.

"But Ashley my head is cold!" I whine.

"So come and get it." He smiles seductively and walks into our bedroom. I smirk and follow him. I'm lifted off the ground and Ashley's face is in my neck. "Time for some fun."

My eyes snap open, and I'm staring at my apartment ceiling. Damn it! I crawl out of bed, and grab my guitar. I plug it in and start strumming.

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive
I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

So I cry
(Holy)
The light is white
(Holy)
And I see you

I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

And I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed


When I finish I feel like all of my energy is drained from my body. I sang with all of the emotion I had. I collapse onto the floor, and fall asleep.

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