together we will be unbroken

I roll out of bed and walk out to the kitchen. Today's the day! Ronnie didn't tell me what time he was getting here, but I can't wait! He is staying for a week though. I start the coffee and get dressed in ripped jeans. Where is my Dracual shirt? I bet it's still in my suitcase! I pull out my suit case and begin digging through it. Aha! There you are! But what is that? I pick up tje piece of black fabric. It's a sweatshirt. I see Hustler written in white lettering. It's Ashley's sweatshirt. Why is it in my suitcase? It smells lik him and it's comforting. Ugh why can't you be mine? I mean I like Kina and all but I just want you. I sigh and put on the sweatshirt. The coffee pot beeps and I pour some into my favorite hello kitty cup. Make up time! I tightline my eyes with plum eyeliner that brings out my green eyes. I grab my smudger amd smudhe the lines. There we go! I take a sip of my heavanly hazelnut coffee. Mmmm mi amor! I pull my hair up into a messy bun and head off to class. -time skip- "I can feel you all around me thickening the air I'm breathing, holding on to what I'm feeling savoring this heart that's healimg" I sing and play piano. I've got a few more lyrics down, but not many. There is a knock at the door. I get up and open it. "Ronnie!" I jump into his arms. "Hey Tum!" He laughs. "I want a hug too!" Andy whines. Wait Andy? I look over and see Andy and CC stamding next to Ronnie. "Andy what are you doing here?" I'm almost in tears because i a so happy. "I came to see you of course." He lets go with one hand and strokes my hair. "Tummy I want one too!" CC complains. "Of course darling!" I koala him. "Ah I've missed you so much." "I've missed you too." "Oh, I brought someone for you to meet." He says as we walk inside. "Oh?" "Meet pugsley." He opens up a travel bag and out comes a pug. "Oh my gosh he's so cute!" I exclaim. "Ronnie told me that you've been feeling pretty down so I figured a pug would cheer you up." He smiles. "That will definitly do the trick. Thank you." I smile. "So what have you been up too?" Andy asks. I tell them about all of my classes and all of the people. I don't tell them about the crying and the cutting, and the nightmares. I also don't tell them about how much I miss Ashley. That would be horrible! "So how are things out in L.A.?" I ask. "Hot. Busy." Andy laughs. "It still takes like ten hours to go get groceries, but you know, whatever." "At least it's zet up in a grid, unlike here. Traffic is petrifying. I'm always afraid that I'm going to get t-boned at every intersection." "Yeah I noticed that on the way here." Ronnie nods. We talk and eat, and talk some more. Aperently Jacky got himself a girlfriend. I think it's great. After a while Andy and Ronnie fall asleep. "Tummy, do you want to watch Disney?" CC asks. "Of course!" I exclaim. "Come on let's watch tjem in my room so we don't wake those two up."

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