together we will be unbroken

When I've cleaned myself up I walk over to my grand piano and start playing. It's quiet at first, but it gets louder and more full of emotion the longer I play. I start humming a melody. "I can feel you all around me." I sing. I don't have any other lyrics yet, so I just stick to humming.

I run out of things to sing, so I just play. I play at the low end of the piano, and pound on the keys. "Come back to me!" I cry. "Please come back!" You're the one that left. You're right. I sit up and stop playing. My phone goes off, and the screen has a picture of me and CC dressed up in prom dresses. "CC!" I exclaim.

"Tummy! How is Boston?" He laughs.

"It's okay I guess. How is L.A.?" I ask.

"It's nice, but it's not the same without you." More tears fall out of my eyes.

"Just a few more months." I say this more for me than him.

"That's to long!" He whines. You're telling me.

"I know I know."

"I'm going to come see you with Ronnie in a few weeks." He states.

"What? Ronnie's coming?" I didn't know that.

"And me too! Wait you didn't know that?"

"No!" I exclaim.

"Oh, well when we show up just act surprised okay?"

"Okay CC." I smile. We talk for a while longer but I have to go to my guitar lesson.

When I get back I start crying again. What is wrong with me when did I become such a pansy?

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