together we will be unbroken

"Laci how are you?" Crystal, my horn teacher, exclaims when I walk in.

"I'm great how are you?" I smile.

"Better now that you're here. Bryan has been driving me up the wall." She groans.

"Oh I can imagine." I laugh. We chat for a little longer, then we work on the Hindemith. It's a very tricky piece with lots of funky rhythms and intervals. When I finish my lesson I head over to the special effects wing and find Dave. He's the professor.

"Hey Girlie! How have you been?" He smiles.

"I'm really good." I grin.

"You were doing lights for rock band right?" I nod. "Can I see them?"

"Do you have any LED screens?" I ask.

"Do I have." He scoffs. "Do I have LED screens! Who do you think I am my mother? They're right over here." We make a replica of the stage ans I set up my lights.

"Can you give me feedback so I can make them better for the next leg?" I ask before I start it.

"Of course! Fire it up!" Dave is a little essentric. I start up the lights and the music to go with it. The song happens to be rebel love song. I see Ashley looking at me while he was preforming. I feel his arms around me his lips on mine. I feel empty. "Laci?" A hand waves in front of my face.

"What? Oh sorry I zoned out."

"It was really really good. The only thing I would suggest is maybe use more graphics and possible use the lasers more but it was really really good. Awesome job."

"Thanks."

"Are you okay Hun? You seem a little down?" He looks concerned.

"Yeah I'm fine." I lie. We pack up my lights and I head back to my apartment. I sink to the floor and start to cry. I just miss them so much! It's only been a week and it hurts like hell. I can't eat, I can't sleep without more nightmares. They started to go away too...

I crawl to my room and put on Ashley's long sleeve shirt. It smells like him. I lay on the floor and sob. You're okay Rose... Ashley's voice echos in my head. I cry harder. This has to stop. I go to my bathroom and pull out my blade.

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