together we will be unbroken

New years is in a few days and the guys are stoked to go partying. I on the other hand am stoked for new years to be over. I pick up the phone and dial Kyle Cooper, the production manager of the Cleveland Concert Hall. "Hello?" a male voice asks.

"Hi this is Laci O'Connell, the manager of Falling in Reverse."

"Oh hey! Are you calling to get final details on your set?" He asks.

"Yeah that would be great." I smile.

"Okay so you can come in for sound check as early as eleven, doors open at six. Um, There are five dressing rooms available for the band. I've got some food coming for your crew and the band."I love this guy! "Some house keeping rules; no smoking inside, um, we ask that you don't trash the dressing rooms to much." He laughs a little. "Please tell your band to be.. how do I put this with out being offensive..."

"Ugh sir, you don't have to worry about offending me." I smile.

"Sir?" He chuckles." Okay well please tell your band to not be complete and total dickheads to the crowd. I understand it's a rock concert and they have a lot of adrenaline, but please make sure they don't throw alcohol on them because we have a lot of minor attending, and please make sure they don't hurt anyone."

"No problem."

"Alright thank you. Do you have any questions?" He asks.

"Nope I think you answered everything." I smile.

"Okay then. Call me if you do end up with any, and I'll see you in a few days."

"Thank you, bye."

"Bye." The phone goes dead. Well now that that's taken care of, Time for food! I walk down to the kitchen and open the fridge.

"Fat ass." Ashley snarls behind me. Ignore it. "Careful, if you eat anymore we'll have to rent a separate bus just for you."

"Can I help you?" i ask sharply.

"I'm trying to help you." He taunts. "You should really watch your figure." He looks me up and down. "You're looking a little... pudgy." He smirks.

I slam the door closed. "Don't you have anything better to do?"

"You mean something other than wear down your confidence? No. Tell me Lace, do you miss the way I touched you?"

"What?!" I exclaim.

He walk over to me and pins me against the counter. "Do you miss the way I kissed you until you begged for me to take you? You're heart is pounding pretty fast." He teases. I try to get away but he doesn't move. "You were fun, but now that I got what I wanted you're useless. So why don't you just go jump off a bridge or something an-" I push him off of me and run toward my room. "That's right, run from your problems!" He exclaims. Rage fills every inch of my body.

"Why don't you go go choke on your own dick!" I exclaim.

"Now why would I do that when I have you do do it for me." he smirks.

My jaw drops and tears sting my eyes, not in a sad way, in a furious way. "I was right about you."

"What were you right about?" He grins.

"I was right that you were just like Aiden and you were going to just fuck me and leave. I knew that you were one of the worst people to walk the Earth but I still decided to give you a chance. Looks like I won't make that mistake again."

"You're right, but I'm the second worst person in the world. I'm looking right at the first. Tell me Rosie, how does it feel to claim that title? How does it feel to know that no one wants you. Everyone you think is your friend, really hates you. They only put up with you because they pity you. They feel sorry that you're a poor little orphan and nobody, not even your parents loved you." He snarls. The wind is knocked out of me. I'm not going to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. I shake my head and run to my bathroom. I pull out my blades and start to cry.

Ashley's pov:

I really hate myself right now. I know I really hurt her but it had to be done. I had to make her hate me so maybe just maybe I can tell myself that I don't need her. Stupid right? The only other person home right now is Andy, and he's asleep. I walk downstairs and find him on the couch. "Andy. Andy wake up."

"What do you want?" He groans.

"Go comfort Laci." God I don't deserve to say her name. "She's in her room."

"Why what's wrong?" He sits up.

"Just make sure she doesn't do anything stupid." I start to walk up the stairs.

"Ashley what did you do?" He growls.

"I'm sure she'll fill you in." God I hate myself.

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