together we will be unbroken

After reading Aiden's text I ran to the bathroom. Laci, you shouldn't do this... I pull out my blade, and run it across my wrist. You're so pathetic. You're a waste of space. All your good for is breathing other people's oxygen. You should just kill yourself right now... My cuts get deeper. My sobs get more violent. "Okay Hun, you should stop now." Jinxx's voice says in my head. I take a deep breath, and asses the damage I've done. Anywhere there isn't a tattoo is covered in fresh cuts. I get the bandages out of my purse, and wrap them tightly around my forearm.

"God you look horrendous." I tell my reflection. I pull out my make up bag, and start working.

When I'm done, you can't even tell that I've been crying. I pull my sleeves sown, and go back to work. The platforms are set up, so I start placing the lights and fog machines in the right places. A thought pops into my head, Ashley has been ignoring me lately... I mean he talks to me, but only when we are with other people, and I have to start the conversation! I wonder if he doesn't like me anymore because I told him about my past. I wouldn't blame him....

It's the middle of the FIR set when Ronnie ask the crowd, "Do you wanna help out a dear friend of mine?" they cheer.

"Here, put these in." Dylan hands me a set of in-ears. What the hell?

"Okay, please put your hands together for my best friend, Laci!!"

"Have fun." Dylan sings, pushing me out on stage while Ronnie pulls my arms.

"Wait what do I sing?!?' I panic.

"Don't you worry about it, just have fun." Ronnie kisses my head and runs off stage. The guys start playing my song 'Better than Revenge.' and I smile.

"Thank you so much, you guys were amazing!" I smile and walk off stage.

"Have fun?" Ronnie smiles.

"Yes yes yes a thousand times yes!" I exclaim.

"I'm glad that you are." He pulls me into a hug. "You were amazing." He runs back on stage. "Let's give it up one more time for Laci!" They cheer.

"Dude that was awesome!" Jake yells. Wait... Jake? I turn around and see BVB standing behind me.

"I had no idea you could sing like that!" CC runs over, picks me up and spins me around.

"Thanks." I get out between breaths. I'm smiling and laughing like an idiot.

"It's good to see you smile." Jinxx says when he hugs me. Ashley is leaning against a table behind everyone. He smiles at me and gives me a thumbs up before walking away. I sigh, and my phone buzzes.

Bravo, Brava ;) -Aiden

Notes

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