Why!?!?! Why does it have to be this way? I begin to shake, and a scream escapes my lips. I'm in a ball on the floor screaming. There is a knock on the door, "Laci?" a voice questions.

The door opens and I'm lifted from the floor into someone's arms. "Shh.. shhh.. it's okay, you're okay." they whisper into my ear. The sobbing and shaking get worse. They stroke my hair, "Do you want me to get Ronnie?" Yes. I try to say but it comes out as a squeak.
"Hey What's going on?" another voice asks.
"I'm not quite sure man, will you go find Ronnie?" The person holding me asks.
"Yeah sure no problem CC." So that's who this is.
"Hey Tum, do you wanna hear a joke?" CC asks gently.
I let out a choked laugh and smile a bit into his shoulder. I can't really talk when I'm like this so I just nod.
"Okay, so a pirate walks into a bar with a steering wheel on his crotch, and someone asks him 'why do you have a steering wheel on your crotch?' and the pirate says 'aarrrgh so you can drive me nuts." I giggle a bit.
"Do you want to hear another one?" he says into my hair. I nod. "Knock knock.... Who's there?" he says the who's there in a leprechaun voice which makes me laugh. "Daisy... Daisy who?....Daisy me rollin'.. dey hatin'" I smile and pick my head up off of his shoulder. "There's that beautiful smile."

"Tum what's up are you okay?" Ronnie asks from the doorway. I open my mouth to say I'm better nowbut words don't come out. I nod, sand sigh.
"Do you want to go out there?" CC nods in the direction of the living room. My eyes get bigger. "You don't have to talk and I can tell them not to ask what's wrong." I guess it couldn't hurt. I nod and he helps me up.

I walk out to the living room and we are missing Ryan (shocker), and a few crew members. Ashley walks over to me and hands me a coffee. Thank you I mouth. He puts a hand on the small of my back, "Do you want to sit down?" I nod. He smiles and guides me to one of the couches.
"Here drink some of this before you drink that." Andy says, handing me a Styrofoam cup. I give him a look. I shouldn't drink drinks that strangers give me is what I hope he gets out of it. "Don't worry I'm not trying to drug you." he smiles. I take a drink of it. It's throat coat tea. "I figured it would help." Thanks I mouth.

"Want me to hold your coffee until you finish your tea?" Ashley asks. I nod. I really hate not being able to talk. He takes the coffee out of my hand, and wraps his arm around me. I lean into him. aaah this is nice..

The people we were missing make their way onto the bus giving us excuses for why they are late. The bus rumbles to life and we take off for Seattle.

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