The Destroyer
Purdy Party!
Ash said Thanks sweetie to me after he got the gift, well i didn't expect him to like it tho, but im happy he did anyway, but wait why is he staring at me right now? i looked down at myself to see that my bra was popping out from my dress, yeah that's why he's looking.. I should have expected that, it is after all Ashley Purdy i'm with right now..
Well i need to go out and get some fresh air soon, i'm feeling dizzy again, and this time i don't want Ash to drive me home, and yeah you know what happened last time..
There is a forest close by and i love trees even more when i'm drunk, i love to hug them and speak to them like : Don't leave me.. please don't go
Well they can't but yeah i believe they can, when i'm really drunk.. back to reality while walking towards the forest i feel like someone is following me and when i turn around to see it's Ash, wait.. why is he following me?
" Ash why are you following me??"
" Well last time you..ehm almost were raped "
" Oh yeah.. then come on i like to walk inside the forest at night "
i liked the thought of Ash following me around inside the forest, when the sky are so clear with stars, i like to look at the sky, it reminds me of how pretty this world can be sometimes, and with Ash here to.. it becomes more romantic tho! But for him it's just to watch over me like a friend would do, i sure hope he would like me some day..
Why am i thinking like that i know it will never happen, but back to looking at Ash
" So Ash.. have you ever been in love before? "
he gazed up upon the stars and smiled a little before giving me the answere
" I have.. but that's a long time ago "
" Can i ask when?.. you don't have to tell me if it's hurting you to talk about it"
" It does but i would like to tell you.. because i like you alot, well as a friend"
He is going to tell me, i didn,t expect that, and yeah he did say friend, why do i still expect that he will like me?
" She just broke my heart.. she never did love me and she cheated on me with some famous guy.. and now she is still trying to get me back because im famous now... i think the only reason she wants me is because of my money... and that's why i don't date.. most girls are like that"
i could see some tears falling down on the ground besides me, i shouldn't have ask him, im feeling so horrible right now, but now i know the reason he don't date..
" I'm really sorry to hear that.. but you know not all girls are like that.. well im not that innocent either.. i date guys to make myself happy for a stupid reason"
he turned his head around to face me, his tears made his face look so beautiful, i really wanted to hug him, to make him feel better that's the reason why i told him about why i date guys
" You must have a good reason why you are dating guys only to make yourself happy sweetie" Ash said with a bit of sad voice
" You wanna know why ... i think it's fair to tell you, because you mean alot to me to Ash"
" The reason is because my dad died while i was 15 and i loved him more than everything, i was really daddy's girl.. and he helped me trough some hard times when boys cheated on me and i was left alone to cry.. i have never felt loved by boys but my dad always said - Don't let them bring you down someday you will finde the one... and he will always be there for you and loving you more then these scumbags so far.. well that made me hate boys a little and i began to toy with them only to keep me happy..... and i know im a horrible person for doing that, but i just want to be loved by someone"
Ash eyes were in tears again, did i make him cry or? he just looked at me, i would seem that he could feel how horrible i have been for 7 years now.. why did he have to cry for me, i don't get it.. but im glad he's here and well..wait what his hugging me now, i can feel that he's holding me tight
" I can't believe some boys would do that to you.. in my eyes you are the most beautiful and caring person i've ever meet.."
that made me cry a little of happiness, Ash saying all that, he was truly someone i'll never let go.. maybe he's the one??
" Thanks Ash that means alot to me.. and i think you are the best friend i've ever had.. and i hope for your happiness to sometime"
" Well i think i already have my happiness here..right in my arms "
he said while blushing a little, but he's not trying to hide it from me, why would he say that im his happiness?
After hugging and some blushing i finally got the guts to ash him about why i was his happiness
" Why am i your happiness?"
" You are the first girl to make me tell about my ex and i just think you are perfect"
" I'm not perfect Ash.. im still not myself, but i feel like myself when im with you"
" You do??.. I'm glad you feel like that, but for now im not sure i know my own feelings sweetie.. but i will tell you after i get to know you better and, if i can love again.. im sure you will be the one i want to love forever"
That made me blush alot i tell you, but i hope he will find love even if it's not me, but those words made my heart feel like i finally could love someone again..
" So sweetie.. do you want to drink some beer with me here in the woods?"
" Sure why not, i think this scene is kinda romantic and it's really beautiful tonight"
" But not at beautiful like you babe"
Then he leaned down to my face and his lips touched mine, that sensation i got from his lips touching mine, was something i've never tried before, my heart was raising and my head feels like i could stay like this forever, his lips kept on kissing me for some time before he pulled a little back
" Sorry i just couldn't hole back anymore babe.. i needed to kiss you, i wanted to see if these feelings i feel for you are true"
" Then are they true??"
" Yes they are.. i think im falling in love with you little by little sweetie"
" I'm just glad you are falling in love again.. and wow you kiss so good"
Feeling like my heart would stop every second now ash pulled me into his chest while right hand were around muy back and his left were padding my head
" I'll never let you go.. you are to good to be true, but please give me more time babe"
" You can have all the time in this world Ash"
Then he smiled at me still holding me tight, i could just feel that he was smiling,, and we sat like that for a long time, and i don't remember much after that.. because i was so drunk in love..
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A bit fast, but they are not even close to be together yet.. but you will soon see if they are together or not?
Well i need to go out and get some fresh air soon, i'm feeling dizzy again, and this time i don't want Ash to drive me home, and yeah you know what happened last time..
There is a forest close by and i love trees even more when i'm drunk, i love to hug them and speak to them like : Don't leave me.. please don't go
Well they can't but yeah i believe they can, when i'm really drunk.. back to reality while walking towards the forest i feel like someone is following me and when i turn around to see it's Ash, wait.. why is he following me?
" Ash why are you following me??"
" Well last time you..ehm almost were raped "
" Oh yeah.. then come on i like to walk inside the forest at night "
i liked the thought of Ash following me around inside the forest, when the sky are so clear with stars, i like to look at the sky, it reminds me of how pretty this world can be sometimes, and with Ash here to.. it becomes more romantic tho! But for him it's just to watch over me like a friend would do, i sure hope he would like me some day..
Why am i thinking like that i know it will never happen, but back to looking at Ash
" So Ash.. have you ever been in love before? "
he gazed up upon the stars and smiled a little before giving me the answere
" I have.. but that's a long time ago "
" Can i ask when?.. you don't have to tell me if it's hurting you to talk about it"
" It does but i would like to tell you.. because i like you alot, well as a friend"
He is going to tell me, i didn,t expect that, and yeah he did say friend, why do i still expect that he will like me?
" She just broke my heart.. she never did love me and she cheated on me with some famous guy.. and now she is still trying to get me back because im famous now... i think the only reason she wants me is because of my money... and that's why i don't date.. most girls are like that"
i could see some tears falling down on the ground besides me, i shouldn't have ask him, im feeling so horrible right now, but now i know the reason he don't date..
" I'm really sorry to hear that.. but you know not all girls are like that.. well im not that innocent either.. i date guys to make myself happy for a stupid reason"
he turned his head around to face me, his tears made his face look so beautiful, i really wanted to hug him, to make him feel better that's the reason why i told him about why i date guys
" You must have a good reason why you are dating guys only to make yourself happy sweetie" Ash said with a bit of sad voice
" You wanna know why ... i think it's fair to tell you, because you mean alot to me to Ash"
" The reason is because my dad died while i was 15 and i loved him more than everything, i was really daddy's girl.. and he helped me trough some hard times when boys cheated on me and i was left alone to cry.. i have never felt loved by boys but my dad always said - Don't let them bring you down someday you will finde the one... and he will always be there for you and loving you more then these scumbags so far.. well that made me hate boys a little and i began to toy with them only to keep me happy..... and i know im a horrible person for doing that, but i just want to be loved by someone"
Ash eyes were in tears again, did i make him cry or? he just looked at me, i would seem that he could feel how horrible i have been for 7 years now.. why did he have to cry for me, i don't get it.. but im glad he's here and well..wait what his hugging me now, i can feel that he's holding me tight
" I can't believe some boys would do that to you.. in my eyes you are the most beautiful and caring person i've ever meet.."
that made me cry a little of happiness, Ash saying all that, he was truly someone i'll never let go.. maybe he's the one??
" Thanks Ash that means alot to me.. and i think you are the best friend i've ever had.. and i hope for your happiness to sometime"
" Well i think i already have my happiness here..right in my arms "
he said while blushing a little, but he's not trying to hide it from me, why would he say that im his happiness?
After hugging and some blushing i finally got the guts to ash him about why i was his happiness
" Why am i your happiness?"
" You are the first girl to make me tell about my ex and i just think you are perfect"
" I'm not perfect Ash.. im still not myself, but i feel like myself when im with you"
" You do??.. I'm glad you feel like that, but for now im not sure i know my own feelings sweetie.. but i will tell you after i get to know you better and, if i can love again.. im sure you will be the one i want to love forever"
That made me blush alot i tell you, but i hope he will find love even if it's not me, but those words made my heart feel like i finally could love someone again..
" So sweetie.. do you want to drink some beer with me here in the woods?"
" Sure why not, i think this scene is kinda romantic and it's really beautiful tonight"
" But not at beautiful like you babe"
Then he leaned down to my face and his lips touched mine, that sensation i got from his lips touching mine, was something i've never tried before, my heart was raising and my head feels like i could stay like this forever, his lips kept on kissing me for some time before he pulled a little back
" Sorry i just couldn't hole back anymore babe.. i needed to kiss you, i wanted to see if these feelings i feel for you are true"
" Then are they true??"
" Yes they are.. i think im falling in love with you little by little sweetie"
" I'm just glad you are falling in love again.. and wow you kiss so good"
Feeling like my heart would stop every second now ash pulled me into his chest while right hand were around muy back and his left were padding my head
" I'll never let you go.. you are to good to be true, but please give me more time babe"
" You can have all the time in this world Ash"
Then he smiled at me still holding me tight, i could just feel that he was smiling,, and we sat like that for a long time, and i don't remember much after that.. because i was so drunk in love..
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A bit fast, but they are not even close to be together yet.. but you will soon see if they are together or not?
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10/22/14