Jessica's POV:

I sit in the hospital bed staring blankly at a wall. I keep trying to focus but all my thoughts are too much. My mind is going to overdrive and burst. Why does someone I don't even know affect me so much? I don't love him, I know that for sure. I don't love anybody, love does not exist. 'I do not love Andy, I do not love Andy. I do not love Andy' I recite over and over again in my head, and each time it's easier to say. 'I do not love Andy, I hate him'
"I hate Andy." I whisper to myself. Even saying that hurts but it's true. He is nothing to me anymore, he is forever gone from my mind. He's dead to me. I hear a quiet knock on the door and look up.
"Come in." I call out. A girl with long brown hair and a boy with brown hair and blonde highlights.
"Yes?" I ask studying them. The girl is actually pretty, very pretty.

"Hey Jessica. My name's Amy, this is Blake. We only met one time before the accident but I thought I'd come and visit you." Wow, this seems so awkward.
"Oh. umm. Ok. How did we meet?" I ask and she grins.
"We met because of my brother."
"Who's your brother?" I ask confused.
"Oh, I thought he might have told you. I'm Andy's little sister." Just when I thought I could get away, she comes along.
"So Andy's here?" I ask, no what am I thinking. I don't care about Andy anymore He's dead to me. "Yeah, he wanted to wait in the car. Did you want to see him?" No, I don't, but I do. I'm about to say no, but then I nod. What is wrong with me, I don't want to see him. I want him to be out of my life. She pulls out her phone and calls someone.....I'm assuming Andy.
'Jessica, what are you thinking? You don't want to see him. Say something...' But I remain speechless.

Amy's POV:

"Hey Andy. Come up here."
"Why?" He asks.
"Because Jessica wants to see you." I say
"She knows I'm here?" He asks.
"Yes she does and she wants to see you. Now come up here."
"Amy, you don't get it. I can't."
"What do you mean you can't. All you have to do is walk up here." He sighs.
"That's not what I mean. I mean I can't."
"Why not?" I ask frustrated.

"Because Amy, she lost her memory." He says.
"Yeah and?" I ask. I look over at Jessica. She has pleading eyes.
"I want her to forget about me." I quickly step out of the room and shut the door.
"Why? Is this a good time to dump her, using this as a ticket because you was too scared to do it before. Is that it?" I ask.
"No. It's not Amy. I love her, trust me I do. I'm just....not good for her. It hurts to leave her like this but I'll just end up hurting her. I always hurt them. And you know that." He says.
"Yeah, but if you truly loved her, don't you think you can refrain from hurting her? You're weak Andrew."
"It's not that easy..." He says. I hang up and run my hand through my hair.

Andy's POV:

Amy hangs up on me.
"Fuck!" Maybe I should go up there, maybe I should try. But every body I've ever loved I've hurt. In one way or another. I sigh and lean my head back. I'm going to go up there. I open the car door and step out.

Jessica's POV:

"He...Umm....." My heart shrinks, I knew he wouldn't want to see me. I turn my head and look out the window. Tears blur my vision, I hate this. I hate loving the person I want to hate badly. I don't even know him! He's a complete stranger to me and I somehow love him.
"I'm sorry..." Amy mumbles. "No. Don't be, it's fine." I wipe my eyes with the back of my hand and sniffle. "No it's not. What he did was wrong." She says. I sigh, "Can we just....forget it." She gives me a sympathetic look and nods.
"So. How old are you?" I ask her, trying to forget about Andy.
"Umm, I'm fifteen. Oh, and you didn't meet him before but this is my boyfriend, Blake." She points to the guy. He flashes me a smile and holds out his hand. I shake it and pull my hand back.

"So Amy, tell me about yourself." I say. She smiles and sits in the chair beside me.
"Well lets see. I like cats, my favorite color is purple. I absolutely love Chinese food and my favorite Holiday is Valentines Day. I joke around a lot, I'm very crazy and kinda weird, and if you haven't noticed. I talk, a lot." She stops to catch her breath and I laugh at her. She grins, I might actually like Amy. "Now, you go." She says.
"My favorite colors are purple and black, my favorite TV show that I remember is Family guy. I like Chinese food but I like Mexican food better. I have a big fear of dogs and I love horses. And I..." I take a deep breath. "I don't believe in love, I know it may sound stupid but..." I shrug my shoulders, glancing over at Blake and Brandon, making sure they didn't hear me. They've started their own conversation.

"No...it doesn't sound stupid....but may I ask, why you don't?" I nod and swallow.
"When Brandon and I were little, our dad lived with us...and he was very abusive to my mom and brother. He would beat her every day and Brandon just as much. But she still loved him...It confused me so much....she was blinded, she wouldn't accept the fact that he was a bad person. And then one night he came home really drunk and pushed her down the steps...." Amy gasps. "She almost died. She was very close to slipping into a coma. He was taken to jail and I guess she finally opened up her eyes.....It took her that long, a near death experience for her to see. I don't want that to happen to me. You know what I'm talking about?" I ask, glancing up at her. She nods looking blankly.

"You may not believe in love....but that can't keep you from loving somebody." She says. I ponder this, she's right. I know she is. "Do you love him?" She ask, looking into my eyes. "How can I, I just met him." I whisper tears coming to my eyes. "He loves you, you know that right?" She asks. I shake my head, "No he doesn't. I know he doesn't" I say. She sighs loudly.
"How do you know?" She asks. "Because, he kissed me. Then left...just like that."
"He kissed you?" I nod, letting a tear fall. Just then the hospital door open to reveal Andy. Just the sight of him makes me angry, but gives me butterflies at the same time. Brandon stands up.

"What are you doing here?" Brandon asks. Andy doesn't keep his eyes off of me.
"Can Jessica and I talk, alone?" He asks still looking at me. Brandon shakes his head not backing down. "No, Brandon it's okay. Let us talk." Brandon looks at me like I'm crazy. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He asks me. I nod, not removing my eyes from Andy. They all hesitate for a second but finally leave shutting the door behind them.

Andy's POV:

They finally leave and I just stand there for a second, trying to find some words to say to her. We sit in silence, neither of us not knowing what to say. "Well?" She asks.
"Jessica, I'm sorry." She scoffs. "Sorry? What's there to be sorry about? You did nothing wrong." "What do you mean?" I ask stepping closer. "I mean, what you did was a good thing. I'm glad that you did that. You showed me how much I really hate you." She says, her words are like stones being thrown at me, hitting my chest harshly. "You hate me..." I whisper.

Jessica's POV:

"You hate me?" He asks, hurt plastered across his face. It hurts so bad to say it, but it's the only way to make myself believe it. "Yes Andy. I hate you with all my heart." I say this, even though I have no more heart, it's broken, Because of Andy. Another tear falls out of my eye. "I'm sorry Andy. But I don't love you, please leave..." I whisper glancing up at him. He looks at the ground briefly before turning and leaving. Leaving me to my broken heart Now all I have to do is pick up the pieces and put them back together again. But it wont be that easy.

Notes

Sorry it took so long.