My Saving Grace

I wake up, my mind filling with memories of the conversation I had with Amy. I'm going to confront him about it today. I prop myself up on my bed and look around my room. I get out of bed and I stretch. I look down at my phone and notice that I got a text. I take my phone off charge and I check it. It's a text from Callie.
Callie: Hey Jessica, when you get the chance I need to talk to you about something.
Me: Hey. What do you need to talk about? I text back and then I sit my phone down. I go over to my dresser to find an outfit for today. I pick a pair of Black skinny jeans with a Bring Me the Horizon tee shirt. I go to the bathroom and I take a quick shower standing under the hot water. When I get out I dry and I quickly get dressed. I brush out my hair and I put on my makeup. I go back to my room and I check my phone, Callie text back.
Callie: Okay I'll meet you at your house in thirty minutes. Ok, so she sent that ten minutes ago so she should be here soon. I go down stairs and in the kitchen to find Brandon sitting at the table. I sit down in front of him.

"Is mom here?" I ask curious. He shakes his head and shrugs his shoulders.
"I don't know. What are you doing today?" He asks. He seems like he's trying to avoid eye contact with me but it could just be my imagination.
"Well Callie is coming over in a few minutes to talk to me about something, and then I have to go talk to somebody. What about you?" He looks nervous when I mention Callie.
"Callie's coming over, to talk to you about something?" He asks. I nod like he's a mental patient. He rolls his eyes.

~Brandon's POV:

"Why?" She asks raising an eyebrow. I ignore her question.
"Do you know what she needs to talk to you about?" I ask. She shakes her head. I'm going to have to leave I can't be here when she tells her. I stand up out of my chair and she gives me a weird look.
"What?" I ask.
"Where are you going?" She asks raising her eyebrow.
"Umm, I'm going to go hang out with Cory why?" She shakes her head.
"Brandon is everything okay with you? You're acting really weird, what’s wrong with you?" I sigh and sit back in my chair.
"Nothing’s wrong Jessica, I'm fine."

There is a loud knock at the door. She's here this is going to be bad. Jessica gets up and goes to the front door. I stay in my chair as she opens the door. I take a deep breath as I hear their footsteps coming back.

~Jessica's POV:

I go to the door and let Callie in. We go back to the kitchen and Callie tenses when she sees Brandon. We take a seat at the table.
"Ok, Jessica, so I need to tell you something..."
"Wait, do you want to go to my room?" I say glancing at Brandon. She shakes her head.
"No, he needs to be here." I give her a confused look.
"Why?" I ask impatient.
"Well, because.....Can you promise that you won’t be mad?" She asks.

She did something bad I know she did because I would never be mad at her for something stupid. I sigh and nod my head.
"Brandon and I...Had sex....." My jaw drops and I don't say anything. My brother had sex with my best friend...I look at Brandon and he's looking at the ground.
"You what!" I yell at him.
"Jessica calm down." Callie says. I roll my eyes
"No! I will not calm down. He has been on me about a boy that I am not even dating and he goes and has sex with my best friend." He gives me an ashamed look. "When did this happen?" I ask crossing my arms over my chest.

"Last night when you were gone. It wasn't something planned...it just happened..." She trails off. I stand up and Callie grabs my hand. I quickly jerk away. I'm trying not to be mad at her but she had sex with my brother. That is not right. I start to walk out of the kitchen.
"Where are you going?" Callie asks me.
"I just need to take a walk. I promise I'm not mad at you." And with that I leave.
I go outside not trying to slam the front door. I shake my head trying to clear my mind. I take a deep breath and I exhale but I can't get this feeling off my chest. I just walk, I don't even know where I'm going, I'm just going anywhere. I end up at a park, I go over to the swing and I sit down. I've been at this park before...I always go here when I need to think. I look up at the white clouds and I remember the angel wings that we saw yesterday.

I see a figure walking towards me and I squint my eyes...Is that Zeke? As it walks closer I notice that it is Zeke. He walks up to me and stops in front of me. He has a black eye.
"Hi..." He says rubbing the back of his neck.
"Hi" I say looking down at my feet.
"Look, Jessica I'm sorry about yesterday, I know I should not have done that..."
"No, Zeke..." I get off the swing and step closer to him. "It's fine, I get why you did that. I've just been under a lot of pressure lately." I say looking into his eyes.

"Do you love him?" Zeke asks, not braking the gaze. I take a sharp breath...How could I love him? I just met him, but he also saved my life. I look away for a sec and he hangs his head.
"I...I'm sorry Zeke..." I say and he looks at me again. His eyes are filled with sadness and anger.
"No, Jessica. It's fine, I was just hoping that we could still be friends..." I don't think, I just kiss him. He kisses back instantly. It feels so bad, but it also feels so wrong. I don't know what I'm going to do. The worst part about this is not falling in love with someone anymore, its that I'm falling for two people at the same time. What am I going to do? I quickly pull away, and he gives me a look hurt look.

"I'm sorry Zeke I have to go...I'll talk to you later." Without waiting to hear his response I run, I don't know what I have gotten myself into....

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated in a few days....
I have school work and I'm also working on another story called Hells Island....
Anyways I will update as soon as possible.
So....Jessica is falling for two guys...What do y'all think of that?
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