where am i?

as we walk out to the car, and has a huge smirk on his face, "whats running thru that crazy mind of yours biersack?" I ask he chuckles and says "just you" I froze.

**FLASHBACK**
*TWO YEARS AGO*
sitting here I cant believe you did this to yourself, daddy you drank yourself to death and now your leaving me, I cant handle this, I dint even know where mom is, your all I have, "i know, and im sorry, but its my time, I want you to listen to me now ok?" my dad said "ok" I said, "no matter what you do, I want you to always find love, and always live your life to the fullest, never waste a minuet and have fun, one day it will be your time, and we will see each other again, but for now, just trust me, and never forget what I just told you" I never forgot my dads words of wisdom, but one thing I didn't listed to was to always find love, I never loved anyone again, to have someone ripped away from me like my dad was, he was all I had, and I knew if I found love, one day, he would be ripped away from me to.

**END OF FLASHBACK**

andys POV:
"whats running thru that crazy mind of yours, biersack?" she asked me,
"just you" I said, being flirty but 100 percent honest, but she didn't smile, she just froze.

emmaliees POV:
I snap out of it to see andy, waving his hand infront of my face, hes laughing so hard right now, I smack him in the chest and we get in the car, the rest of the day was awkward, I didn't want to fall in love with andy, what if he was ripped away from me too, I cant handle it happening again, but I promised my dad I would, what if... I was already falling for him, no. I push the thoughts away. we arrive back at my house and I say goodbye to andy, he kisses me on the cheek.

I walk in and see nonie on the couch watching cartoons,

"jeez woman, your 21 and still watch cartoons with the expression of a little kid" I tease
she pushes my comment away
"whats up with you and andy?" she asked,
"well, you know how I feel about love, no."
"emmy, one day, you will know when its right, don't just push all of your feelings away, you made a promise, to your dad, I think you should go for it girl, that man fell hard for you, and you don't even realize it"
"maybe I will" I say
"GREAT!!!" "now lets get ready, we are getting wasted tonight.
"what??" I said, "yea em, I told u this morning, you must have forgotten."
"ugh, my uncles club, vip drink free wristbands, no id."
" ok, im down, lets go get ready," I say
just as we finish andy knocked on the door with the rest of bvb.
"ready?" he asked
"yup"
we leave and go to the club, no was right, I didn't even get id'd, wwe walked up checked uor names and me no and andy got our wristbands, i drank a lot.
andys POV:
i notice emmaliee is drunk off her ass but no has only has one or two drinks, so i decided if no wants to stay sober, im getting fucked up.
after six beers and a lot of shots, i lost count. i was wasted, but that didn't stop me. i kept going and so did emmaliee, she looked so hot and wasn't looking at anyone but me, i pulled her off of the barstool, ant took her to the dance floor, she just hung on me all night, i honestly loved it.

no ones POV:
a-"babe your so hot"
e-"oh whatever, your just trying to het into my pants"
a-"i mean, yea maybe i want in your pants, but thats not all."
e-"what do u mean?"
a-"will you be my girlfriend?"
e-"okay."


andys POV:
"we should go home baby" i tell em
"but im having so much fun" she whined
"alright, if thats what you want?"

emmaliees POV:
i am suddenly lifted up and thrown over andys shoulder, but im to wasted to care. we get to my house, and i stumble down the steps of my underground wine cooler, and grab a few bottles of Smirnoff. i hand one to no, one to andy, and keep one for myself, even tho me and andy didn't need any more alcohol. andy kisses me passionately and i don't stop him, we go upstairs to my room and start ripping clothes off of each other, i mean literally, andy stops me, "i love you emmaliee, i dont want our first time to be while we were drunk and cant remember it , so we go back downstairs, me in my bra and thong ,and andy just in skinny jeans, we are wasted and fall asleep half naked cuddling on the couch.

Notes

so this chapter is special to me, because my dad actually died a month ago from alcoholism, he had cirrhosis of the liver and that caused a gi bleed, he actually said those things to me.
comment, vote, criticize me love yall
love, emmaliee