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where am i?

buying my own band merch

Andys POV:

Its 2:30 in the morning, and I cant sleep, I don’t know why, and I’m tired as fuck, but I just cant sleep, I decide to get up, I turn on the TV, and sit in the chair beside ems bed, she squeezes my hand, and I smile, I start singing done for you, but I fall asleep in the middle.

**two hours later**
I’m woken up by someone tapping my shoulder, I look up, and what I was beginning to think I would never see again, I see emmaliee, smiling at me, with her eyes open, she still has a breathing tube, so she can’t talk,
“I’m going to get a nurse, I’ll be right back baby, I promise” I say, then quickly go get a nurse, and tell her she’s awake, then run back to the room, I opened the door, and our eyes met, just like the first time, I go the her bed, and hug her, until the nurse walks in, she comes in with two other nurses, and they take her breathing tube off, but put the little oxygen thingy under her nose, as soon as they leave I kiss her, nothing passionate, just a peck, then I call the guys, they say that they are on their way, and I get off the phone, I look at emmaliee, and say,
“Baby, I’m so glad your awake, how do you feel?”
“I’m fine, a little sore but fine, and why are you freaking out, how long was I out?” she asked, her voice raspy
“Baby, you were in a coma for six months.” I say, kind of shocked
“What! What about Naomi, and cancer?” she tried to scream, but only raising her voice just above a whisper
“Naomi’s fine, she’s talking, and running all over the place, and baby, the first night you were here, they told me that the cancer was gone”
She almost leapt out of the bed inn excitement, I crawl into the bed next to her, and we both fall asleep.

Vic’s POV:

Andy called and said she was awake, we woke up Naomi, and all of the other bands, and went to the hospital, when we got there, we all walked in and saw them sleeping together, they both had smiles on their faces, I took a quick picture before waking andy, I tapped his arm, and he jumped, which woke emmaliee up too,
“Vic!” she tried to yell, but it was just a normal level, and raspy, just then Ricky walked in with Naomi
“mommy, I missed you so much!” she said, as Ricky put her down between emmaliee and andy, we all hugged her, and talked for a while, then a nurse came in to help her bathe, andy stayed in the room, but me Naomi and the rest of the guys all walked down to the cafeteria to get breakfast.

Andys POV:
The nurse was bathing emmaliee, while emmaliee told me about her ‘dream’
“I was walking around, and it was dark, I walked for days, it seemed like forever, then I felt a hand on my shoulder, I turned around and saw my dad, he said he was so proud of me, and that he loves and missed me , but that I needed to wake up, because my husband and my baby needed me, and that he likes you, and said that you’ll always be there for me, he kissed my forehead, then I woke up.” She said, the nurse left, and I helped emmaliee to her wheelchair, then we went down and met the guys in the cafeteria, we all sat and ate, but em said she wasn’t really hungry.
A few weeks went by, and em was finally able to come home, under the circumstances, the venue has let our tour bus stay, even tho bvb, and emmaliee had cancelled our shows, the other bands finished tour, and at the beginning of every concert, they would dedicate their show to emmaliee, and at the end they would say, “get well soon Emmy” it became a thing, warped tour was crazy this year. I guess I can say that.
Em was in a wheelchair, not permanently, but for now, due to the fracture in her spine, and her various broken bones, that are now pretty healed, but she hasn’t walked in six months, so she has to go to physical therapy when we get back to LA.
Nonie tried to come to the hospital, but she got arrested for PI and has an ankle monitor, and cannot leave the house, but she’s excited for us to be coming home, and honestly, so am I, em needs her rest, and she needs it at home, not in a cramped up tour bus.
I called nonie, and told her to call someone to build a ramp, so we didn’t have to take her out of the wheelchair and carry her up the steps, just to get in the house.

We are on the tour busses, on our way home, the bands all are coming over to help with Naomi, and stuff like that, vic, and Chris are on our bus, we aren’t that far from LA. Utah I think, so it shouldn’t be long, em is in the back lounge sleeping, so I walk to the front lounge/kitchen and get something to eat,
“Aren’t you excited” Chris says
“For what?” I ask him, confused
“That your wife is finally home, I know I am.” He says
“Oh, yea, I just hope she gets better soon” I say
“She will man, she’s a very strong girl, and I know she can get thru anything.”
“Hey Chris?”
“Yea man?”
“have you noticed, that for a long time now, that’s what we have been saying, but I just don’t get it, she’s never done anything wrong, she’s an amazing wife, an amazing mother, she has respect for everyone, she’s well mannered, yet she got cancer, and had to be strong for that, then she was kidnapped, and had to be strong then too, then she had to be strong, and fight to wake up from a coma, and now she has to be strong for all of the shit happening now, don’t you think she’s gonna get tired of being strong?”
“andy, she is, but that’s what you are for, that’s what we are all for, to be strong for her, when she can’t be strong for herself, everything is gonna be okay” I just nod, and go take a shower, I walk out, and Chris is bathing Naomi in the kitchen sink, I just laugh, and take over, the sink in the bathroom is way too small, and she’s too young to get in the shower, she can barely walk, so for the time being we just bathe her in the big sink.
I get her out, and wrap her up in her towel and take her to her room, I put her diaper on, then pick out some clothes, apparently I’m not good at dressing her, because she ‘never matches’ but I just put clothes on her.

We have been on the road almost all day, we should be home in a few hours, I told nonie, and she texted back, ‘YAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!’ I laughed and put my phone back in my pocket.
I help emmaliee in the bunk, we originally had a top bunk, but ash traded with us, so mow we have the bottom one, it makes things a lot easier, since we have to help her get up and stuff.
I get her settled in, and lay next to her, and gently wrap my arm around her waist, then we both fall asleep.

Vic’s POV:

We are final at Emmaliees house, in LA. I walk back to wake em and Andy up, they look so cute, I shake Andy, and he says
“Are we here?”
“Yea, were here”
“Ok” he rolls over, and wakes em up,
Andy just picks her up bridal style, and carries her into the house, because it would have just been more trouble to put her in, take her out and carry her down the bus steps, pit her in, take her out to carry her up the steps to the house, then put her in, then take her out to put her on the couch, so he just carried her to the couch.

Emmaliees POV:

Andy carries me to the couch, then nonie runs to me, and hugs me lightly, and asks how I’ve been, while andy goes back I tell nonie about the ‘dream’ that I had, maybe it was just a fragment of my imagination, but it put the longing for my dad to rest, I feel like we’ve made peace, like I’m finally ok to just live, and see my dad again someday when it’s my time, it also let me know that he loved nonie, and andy, it really put the harsh toughs I’ve been having to rest.
“That’s everything” I hear, as I look up to see everyone standing in front of the big pile of luggage, I just smile, and say
“I’m so happy to have all of my family back”
“Not near as happy as we are to have you back” samii said
“Love the shirts by the way” I said, noticing they all had shirts that said ‘team emmaliee’ on them, then Ella said,
“okay, I’m taking a picture, everyone gather round the couch” everyone did, and I smiled as she took the picture, then took many more with other guys phones, they all took selfies with me, and put them on twitter, and Instagram, I looked a mess, but I guess the fans needed to know I was okay, I asked andy where my phone was, he went and dug thru a few bags, and pulled out the smashed up iPhone and said,
“it was already broken when they gave it to me, but over the past months, it broke more, and more, you really can’t see the screen anymore, but we can go get you a new one tomorrow, and they will put your pictures and contacts on it”
“oh, well can I use someone’s phone to check my twitter, and stuff like that” noni handed me her phone, and I logged into my twitter, and posted, ‘thank you all for all of the support, you guys are amazing and I love you all’ then I got on my Instagram, andy sat beside me with Naomi, and I took a picture and posted, so happy to be back at home with my wonderful family, and my amazing friends, thank you all for your support, you guys are amazing, and I love you all’then I looked at andy and said
“Babe, I wanna go out”
“What do you mean princess?”
“I mean today, I want to all go out, together as a family, eat a meal, and go shopping, I was in a hospital bed for 6 months, even tho it doesn’t feel like it, I don’t want to be locked up in the house, I want to get out”
“Okay, okay, your wish is my command” he said back
“okay smartass” I said laughing, nonie and samii helped me go to the bathroom and take a shower, then they helped me get dressed, and somewhat do my makeup, I just did some eye makeup, and lipstick, because I had semi healed wounds everywhere, and I did not need an infection on top of all this,
“Okay guys, I’m done” I yelled, no one came,
“Guys” I yelled again, still no one, I haven’t tried to walk yet, maybe now would be a good time,
I grab the vanity, and stand up, and grip various thing, making my way to my wheelchair, like a baby taking their first steps,
“easy there bambi” I heard Chris say, followed by laughter, “fuck you” I said bluntly, never taking my eyes off my goal, I kept wobbling, then I felt someone swoop me off my feet, I looked up, and Ricky was carrying me to the wheelchair, he put me in it, and started wheeling me out of the room, “I got it Ricky, I’m not an incompetent child” I say, laughing, “oooh, feisty bambi are we?” he mocks, he wheeled me out to the back yard, where everyone was standing around laughing, and talking,
“look guys, bambi tried to take her first steps today” he said, pulling up a picture of me with wobbly legs, gripping the crown molding on the wall, they laughed and andy said, “babe, you’re not supposed to walk until we go to physical therapy” with that Alex started screaming,
‘My ship went down
In a sea of sound.
When I woke up alone I had everything:
A handful of moments I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.

In a city of fools,
I was careful and cool,
But they tore me apart like a hurricane...
A handful of moments I wished I could change
But I was carried away.

We all started to sing along

Give me therapy.
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything.
Therapy...
You were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery.

My lungs gave out
As I faced the crowd.
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous.
I'm flesh and bone,
I'm a rolling stone
And the experts say I'm delirious.

Give me therapy.
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything.
Therapy...
You were never a friend to me
And you can take back your misery.

Arrogant boy,
Love yourself so no one has to.
They're better off without you.

Arrogant boy,
Cause a scene like you're supposed to.
They'll fall asleep without you.
You're lucky if your memory remains.

Give me therapy.
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything.
Therapy...
You were never a friend to me
And you can take back your misery.

Therapy...
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything.
Therapy...
You were never a friend to me
And you can choke on your misery.’

We all start laughing, then go get in various cars and drive to a restaurant, we wait for the waiters to push enough tables together so we can all sit down, I get a burger, and fries, and everyone else orders, we all talk and laugh for a while, and discuss where we were going to go shopping, after a long wait, our food is ready, we all eat, and andy shares his food with Naomi, we finished about an hour ago, but we have all just been talking and laughing, Naomi fell asleep in Ricky’s lap, shocker.
We finally leave, and head towards the mall, we all park and go in, the first store we went to was hot topic, my favorite, I got some eyeliner, one ofmy own band shirts, to which I was very excited about, and my new album, well I guess it’s not new anymore, but I bought one, and a few other shirts, and some pants and leggings and stuff like that, we checkout, then go to rue 21, I bought some clothes there, then me samii and Ella thought it would be a good idea to drag all of the guys into Victoria’s secret I bought a few corsets, some cute panties, that andy picked out, his face was so red, but I couldn’t see, so I told him to just grab some, then some bras and a jacket, all the guys except for andy ended up walking out, but me and samii intentionally looked at everything just to make andy stay longer, I don’t know how it was so embarrassing for him, but it was, we went to a few more stores, then a fan ran up to me and grabbed my hand and said
“I’m so glad you’re okay, I can’t even explain the feeling I had when I saw your post on Instagram” she smiled and took a picture, but was surprised when I made and help me up, I told him to hold my waist so I didn’t fall over, and I stood up and hugged the girl, she looked shocked and said, “well I have to go, but I’m so glad I saw you, and I hope you have a fast recovery” and ran off, I giggled and then andy said,
“we should go, it’s almost time for your physical therapy appointment” and with that we left, me andy and Chris went to the dr and Naomi went with nonie and everyone else, they taught them how to help me, and stuff like that, while they were helping teaching me to walk again, at first it was really hard, and hurt a lot, but after a few weeks it got better.
I was so excited to finally go home without that ugly blue wheelchair, I was still a little wobbly, but andy held me around the waist for support, yesterday I almost fell, and he grabbed my boob on accident, causing me to shriek in the middle of the food court, I’ve been insisting on going out as much as possible, I wanted to see as many fans as I could, but today I just wanted to stay home, I felt like being lazy today, I slept until noon, then went to physical therapy, then me and andy walked to the park with Naomi, we passed my gym, and I started to cry, thinking that I may not ever be able to do that again, that thought was accompanied by, if I can’t do gymnastics, how and I supposed to jump around and head bang onstage,
“Are you okay baby?” I heard Andy say, snapping mw from my thoughts, I wiped my tears away and said,
“Yea, I’m fine, just thinking about how I probably won’t be able to do gymnastics anymore, and how touring is going to be from now on, it’s just gonna suck.”
“it will be fine” he says, as he walks up the steps to the slide with Naomi, I take a picture while they are at the top, they both have big cheesy smiles, I laugh, and just keep taking pictures, since I can’t really play with her, we were at the park for about an hour, then we went home, I cooked supper for everyone, I was kind of used to it by now, especially because I had to do it from the kitchen of the tour bus, you learn pretty quickhow to make over 20 grown men shut up, we all ate, then Ricky went and laid on the couch with Naomi, they always fell asleep together after a big meal, I laughed, and went upstairs, and took a shower, halfway thru, I got tired, and sat down, I just relaxed and let the water fall on my back, I felt arms wrap around me, I leaned down and kissed the batman tattoo on andys arm, he giggled, then helped me up, I washed my hair, then got out, andy soon got out too, we laid in bed together, before andy said, “it’s been a long six months” I laughed and pulled him on top of me, and kissed him, I bit his lip, we pulled apart, and I said, “gentle” just as someone barged thru the door,
“oh my god, I’m so sorry” samii yelled, as she turned around and left, andy let out a loud sigh, and kissed me again, then he kissed my neck, and trailed down, lower, and lower.

Notes

hey my lovely people, sooooo, I know exactly where im going with this now, and I cant wait, but the question is, are you ready for this story to end, or do u want a sequel? please comment your answer below, peace out thug pugs XD (who knows what a thug pug is, if your a thug pug, I love you.
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Comments

@Emmaliee


Anytime Em!

@PurdyGirlAndBiersackBabe
Thank you

Emmaliee Emmaliee
1/31/15

@Emmaliee


Well, I highly doubt you'll loose every reader you have. You're amazing at writing. If people dropped your story... They are silly! This is amazing.

@PurdyGirlAndBiersackBabe
Thank you, I hope that too

Emmaliee Emmaliee
1/30/15

@Emmaliee

Glad I could Em! :) I had just saw your comment before and I had to say something. <3 I love your fan-fictions and if not many people read them oh well. Everyone could stop reading them.. I still would be though because you're an amazing writer. But lets just hope you don't loose everyone who reads xD