Ash's POV

"Jinxx I'm done arguing with you. I'll leave the hospital, but only for a few hours." I sighed.
Getting up from the stained cream chair I've spent so many hours in, I looked to Jinxx before slowly exiting Rain's room.
I walked snail's pace down the pristine white hallway flooded with medical equipment.
Heading toward the rickety elevator, which seemed like it was to crash at any second, I began thinking of what I was to do if I were to let her go.
I pressed the button what seemed like a million times before there was a small ding.
The doors slid open and I made my way in whilst hitting the button to get to the first floor.

With every step I took that widened the gap between Rain and I, my world came down more and more.
I pressed my back against the thin metal and put my head in my hands.
Holding in all of my emotions as best I could
My best isn't enough, I felt everything start seeping out.
If there is a god he is a cruel one, because he has put someone who didn't deserve it through hell.
She shouldn't have the life she has.
She shouldn't be the one in a coma.
It should be me.
I'm the one who has had it all.
I'm the one who has used women for my own advantage.
She's the one who changed me, and she's the one who's being punished for nothing.
Suddenly the tin box with buttons they deemed as an elevator came to a halt, and the doors opened to show the lobby. Oil paintings and faux plants sporadically placed around.
The cheap waiting chairs and smells of antiseptic everywhere.
I walked through and out the automatic door as quickly as possible, and made my way to my car that they brought over.
I assumed they did it in case I decided to leave the hospital, but honestly I didn't care why.

My mind was somewhere else, still in that dreadful hospital room.
As soon as I sat down my dam burst.
I couldn't hold in my tears anymore. I couldn't keep my strong act up.

"Why did this have to happen to her? Why did Max have to do this?" I whispered to myself before wiping my tears and driving away from the hospital.

Notes

sorry its short. Next one will be longer, I promise.