Rose's POV:

He was here.

Fuck my life.

I had just gotten over him, finally realized just how toxic our relationship was, when he suddenly decides to just waltz back into my life? Fucking bastard, that's what he is. I was doing fine for a change, i had more or less managed to shut up the other me living in my head, thrown away my blade, fixed things with Andy. i had my life back together, and now, he was back.

Things before were fine, and then Chris ruined them. When i had first met him at BVB's party that night, my life was perfect, to me at least. then he decided to pull Andy and I apart, and I fell for it. After we broke up, he swept in, acting all heroic, putting me back together and all that shit, when he really was the one who broke me more then any guy could ever. And Andy fixed my broken heart with his love and care. With being my best friend, my saviour, my knight in back armour. My true love.

And Chris ruined that before, he could do it again, that i was certain of.

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I was curled up on one of the couches in the back lounge, hugging my knees as i gazed blankly out the window. There was a commotion in the front of the bus, but I figured it would just be made worse if i entered the room.

I glanced at the doorway as Andy appeared suddenly., smiling softly at me, although his jaw was tense.

"hey baby," he said, plopping down beside me and putting my legs in his lap.

I smiled at him and snuggled closer to his side, running my fingers through his hair. it had gotten longer over the months, and was back to black now. I missed the brown colour, it suited him ore, made him look less intimidating I suppose.

"what's going on out there?' i finally asked.

He sighed, "Motionless is in there, and Chris wants to talk to you. Need I say anything else?"

I shook my head, looking down at my legs in my boyfriend's lap. I didn't want to see Chris, to be honest, i was scared of him, and i think i have every right to be afraid. He cheated on me, broke my heart, hit me, drank a fair amount when he was upset (a new habit he had picked up recently), and on top of that, he was the reason Andy and i broke up.

"I don't want to see him, ever again," i voiced my thoughts, and Andy smiled, cupping my cheek.

"you don't have to baby," he cooed, "I'm not making you. Hell, I'll do anything I can to keep him from you, I love you too much fro you to ever get hurt again."

I smiled at him, and crawled into his lap, kissing his cheek and then his lips. He smiled into the kiss,wrapping me up in his arms, pressing me to his chest. I wound my hands into his hair, our lips pulling softly at one another. it was a soft kiss, filled with passion, but not fierce. It was everything we had ever left unsaid in our relationship, because we just didn't know how to say it. It was one of those kisses that left me wanting more, and made my heart turn to mush. I loved those kisses the best.

Another series of shouts brought us out of our haze and we reluctantly pulled away from each other. Andy groaned and shook his head, "those faggots are still here?" he almost growled.

Despite his harsh words, I couldn't help but giggle, poking his nose playfully, "be nice. you're stuck touring with them for a couple more weeks. Besides the other guys aren't that bad, they''re my friends still."

"But you like us more right?" Andy asked in a small, childlike voice.

I laughed and thought for a moment, "I guess, you guys are okay. i mean, you can kinda get annoying at times but-"

Andy started tickling my sides and I squealed, trying to escape his tight grip, but he only tightened his grip and continued running his hands up and down my sides. "take it back! You love us the most, well, me the most, but you prefer BVB, right?" he smirked as I laughed and squirmed.

"Yes! Stop being mea you jackass an let me go!" I gasped between laughter.

Looking rather smug, he released me, and I went toppling off his lap and onto the floor. I stood up, huffing as i dusted myself up. I stuck my nose in the air as i turned away from his laughing form, and prepared to face my worse nightmare.

Notes

shortish update, another one coming your way!!!