She slams the door in my face and I finally let myself start crying. Juliet cheated on me. I need to come to terms with that. God, whats wrong with me? I cant even talk to the guys. They dont even know. I sit on Angel's porch and just cry ignoring the world. I get weird stares from passing cars but I dont really care. "A-andy?" Angel's shaky voice sound from her door and I sniffle quietly, trying to quit crying. "Sh... come in side." She whispers pulling me to my feet. I can barely stand. She pulls me inside and guides me to her room. She sets me on the bed before grabbing a first aid kit. "I'll be right back..." She mumbles quietly and I look up to see her eyes red and sad. Blood trickles down her fingers and quietly hits the floor. She turns to leave and I grab her hand, making her flinch. "Why did you do this?" I ask and she sighs. "Maybe I'll tell you one day Andy, but not today." She says dryly pulling out of my grasp. I sit on her bed, hiding my face in my hands. Andy you must be useless, why the hell would anybody like you? Juliet fucking cheated on you. She never even liked you neither did Scout. I let out a choking sob as Angel walks back in, forearms wrapped in goze. "Andy where is the rest of your band?" She asks quietly and I shake my head. Right now I dont know. They probably dont even care. She sighs and grabs her phone. "Do you want to call them? I have extra rooms if you need." She says quietly and I shake my head, she turns to me. "Andy they care about you. I can prove it." She whispers and I shrug. "T-they dont care about me... why would they? Juliet cheated on me..." I whimper and she growls lowly. "Bitch..." She mutters pulling open twitter. She searches for my band mates and messages them 'Do you care about Andy?' I cry quietly into her side and she wraps an arm around me. Less then 5 minutes later her phone buzzes out of control.
Ashley: Oh my god, did you find him? I'm worried sick!! DX Yes I care about him more then anything. He's family.
CC: FUCK ANDY I LOVE YOU MORE THEN PUGS!!
Jinxx: Bro of course I care. You are family. Please call me.
Jake: More then pizza, more then anything except my lovely girlriend Ella of course. Andy please contact me.
She turns to me and shows me the messages. Its been 2 weeks since I had talked to any of them. "Andy what happened?" Angel asks quietly and I choke on a sob. "Juliet cheated on me, and I couldnt face the guys so I ran." I whisper and she sighs. She looks down at her phone again and soon its ringing. "Hello." She says calmly and I hear screaming on the other end. "Ok ok, I'll ask." She speaks soothingly and smiles gently at me. "Ashley would like to talk to you." She says and I nod. She puts the phone on speaker. "Hey A-ash." I whisper and am greeted by muffled sobs. "Andy I thought you had died. Where are you? Please tell me youre ok. I dont know what I would do with out you." Ashley whispers through the phone. "I'm sorry... I just couldnt face you guys after Juliet cheated on me. I feel like I've done something wrong..." I say quietly and he sighs. "Where are you Andy, I'll be there for you buddy." He says and I sigh. I have no clue where I am. I hopped on a bus and just disappeared. "California, LA. To be exact." Angel says and I nod. "Andy I'm coming bro. I'll be there tonight. We'll all be there tonight." Ashley says and Angel nudges me encouragingly. "Ok Ash. Text Angel the details." I mumble and he hangs up after saying "Love you bro." Angel lookst at me sympatheticly and I look down. "It's alright. Andy, I'm here for you." She says and I nod slightly. "Why do you cut?" I ask and she turns away. "Its in replace of taking my life, I guess. I'm holding so many people together, I cant leave." She mumbles and I pull her into a hug. "Stop, stop for me. Please." I whisper and she shakes her head. "I'll try Andy, but I'm not makig a promise that I'm not sure I can keep." She says standing up and grabbing sweats. She walks out of the room to change and then comes back in Batman pajamas. I smile and she blushes. "Nice PJs." I coment she smiles shyly. "I'm sorry about Juliet Andy, I truly am. But at the same time I'm not. I know you treated her like a queen and she barely gave you the time of day. If you ever need a friend, that isnt realated to the band, I'm here." She says crawling on the bed and pulling me back. I smile at her words, she's so sweet. "Thanks Angel." I mumble rolling over to face her. She smiles warmly and yawns. "Their getting here at midnight. I said I would pick them up. Can we take a nap first?" She ask and I blush when she says we. I nod and she smiles snuggling up to me. "Night Biersack." She whispers and I wrap my arms around her. "Night Angel." I whisper back falling asleep.