Carolyns POV

"well that went well," i said to ash as we walked out of the bus and headed toward my bus.
"yeha, not too sure about how your lot are gunna take the news...." he sounded worried and really hesitent about telling my band. i could see why...i mean if rhys is gunna be a moron again then why should i tell him?
"it'll be fine, and if any of them start, we got cc! by the way im thinking him and lily-pad would be so fucking cute!"
"they actually would....hmm i think we should set them up, it would be rather sweet..."
"come on, i wont let them do anything to you," i said as i pulled him inside the homely bus my band invaded.

"oi!" i shouted above the racket the guys and alex and lil made, "we need to talk now!"
"go on then migdet!" alex shout back as everyone gathered around the sitting area. ash was stood next to me, and he looked nervous. well who would be with another four guys and a lily there to kick your ass if they didnt like the news?
"look i understand the fact some of yo dont like the fact me and ash have been hanging out lately... but, screw it. forget about mine and his past, we are starting fresh. me and ash are back together. and i dont care what you think. i love him and he loves me, any of you got a problem save it! its me and ash not us and everyone else ok?" i said ashleys hand in mine as i finished
"what if he cheats again?" rhys asked
" he wont, he never did, it was some stupid bitch who wanted 15 minutes of fame." i said back sharply with a unpleasent tone.
"ok. i get it you all think im a dick and you dont like me -" ash started
"i like you! just thought id....carry on," lily inturupted
"thanks and anyhow, i cant loose carolyn again. i love her so bad and being away from her ruined me, it was the biggest mistake ive ever made letting her go...i promise you that i wont hurt her, i am not letting her go, hell she will kick my ass if i step outta line," everyone laughed and it seemed to be going ok
"you get one chance kay?" alex said with rhys giving me our secret look no one else understood.
"he wont need it, he means it," i said snuggling into him
"in that case welcome to that family bro!" jj and dan jumped over and said

well could have been worse... ash hugged me tight and kissed me infront of them
"ok if its gunna go back to the amount of snogging from before leave now!" alex shouted shielding his eyes
"Alex shut up!" i shouted back to him as me and ash hid my bunk. i was so comfortable... i started to fall asleep snuggled into his chest. thats when the nightmare started...and this time it was the most scared i have ever been of it