Ashley POV

we didnt leave for hours and we spent the time catching up on each others lives, tryna find out what we had missed.
"i know i probably shouldnt ask but, why did you...yano...i saw them, why did you do it?" i asked staring into her beautiful eyes.
"basically, after leaving you, that was my trigger. i didnt feel good enough for anyone or anything and then i got loads of shit at school and just around town so i just did it... and then shit with leo got brought up again and everything made me think of him and i was blaming myself more. things were getting outta control and i was so lost...thats when i met my lovely boys and my lily-pad... they really helped me and the dreams have started to go, i still have one every so often but theyre fading and thanks to the band i havent slipped up for about three months,"she explain he face was emotionless as she spoke
"bub im so so sorry, i wish i was there to help..." i said
"i stilll had your songs, i listened to saviour and ritual everyday and because of that i got through, but hey now we are back on, and i know that with you i wont slip up again,"
"no il protect you, i promise,"
i felt so bad for not being there, i could have lost her...

"shit we need to get back!" i siad when i saw what the time was. not that either of us had a gig but we neeed to sort things out for tomorrows gig.
"okay come on purdy!" she grabbed my hand and we walked to her car. i pressed play on her cd player and oh god this cd was amazing! kiss, motely crue, guns and roses, bon jovi, van halen, queen... all the legends. there was even iron maiden, metallica, black sabath and acdc. it was the best. while rocking out to the cd we talked about other stuff like our tattoos what ones we were gunna get, families, our bands, and even what else we had been up to in the last four years. it didnt seem like we hadnt been together for four years either, we picekd up where we left off only difference was, we had grown up a bit.

"ready to do this babe?" i asked her as we pulled up out side my bands bus.
"yeah, i mean the only thing im woried about it cc, he might hug us to death," she giggled
"ok thats true, dont worry i wont let him kill you just yet,"
after we gout out the car we went to go and tell the boys and sammi.

"sammi, jinxx, andreww, jakey, CCbaby, we need to talk..." carolyn said as we rounded everyone up
"fuck it!" i leant in and snogged carolyn and we heard various reactions.
"YOUR BACK TOGETHER!" cc yelled embracing usin a tight hug.
"welcome back caro-woo-woo!" andy said as he walekd over kissed carolyn on the cheek and hugged her
"oi biersack, shes my girl remember," i winked over and he laughed
"yayayayayayay!" sammi, jake and jinxx said in unision...things looekd well
"so am i accepted back into the family?" carolyn asekd shyly
"you never left!" jake and andy shouted over
"im so happy you two are togther! i mean i got another girl to talk to on this stinky boy bus!" sammi said running over to give carolyn a hug.
"im offended you find me stinky samantha!" i said as i hugged her
"well ash you do wear too much colonge some times..." she said
"oh no! jinxx control your woman!" i shouted obve at jinxx who walkd over.
"yeah, your stink husband am i? tickkle time!" he picked sammi up and started tickling her, ok they are adorable

me and carolyn were about to leave when boom CC and picked her up and she was hanging upside down over his shoulder and he was running awag with her
"CC GIVE MY GIRLFRIEND BACK!!" i shouted over to him
"NEVERRRR!" he yelled back
"PURDY!! YOUR MEANT TO BE SAVING ME HERE! NOT FALLING TO THE FLOOR IN FITS OF LAUGHTER!!!" carolyn shouted to me
after another tn minutes i finally saved carolyn.. well she is definatly apart of the big crazy BVB family now