Carolyn POV

somehow seeing Ash made me fill with butterflies but at the same time, it broke my heart. every memory i had with him followed me, but seeing him made them more evident. i missed him but at the same time i hated him. he kissed me, then told me he tried to find me...if he really wanted me, then why didnt he find me, it was four years! we were in a deep arguement , well it because a arguement thanks to mr ladys man pissing me off, and i just couldnt do it anymore

"you know what, i dont wanna fight with you anymore. bye ashley." i said and walked away.
"i still find it hot when you do that!" i heard him shout behind me, as much as i didnt want to laugh right now, a smile spread across my face.
"and now your smiling even though you dont want to," he called back
"shut up purdy!" i screamed back, tryna mask my laughter
"you love me!" he shouted back, the only thing i could do was run away. of course i was bloody in love with him! he was the one guy i couldnt ever move on from...he will always be mine.

i hadnt said a word when i walked into the bus. i just went and sorted my hair and smeared makeup. we were on in a bit so when we were all done we walked over to the stage as a group. I could hear the crowd screaming, suddenlythe whole ash thing had faded and me and lily where running hand in hand on to the main stage.
"Whats up warp tour?!" i screamed
"come on let me hear ya?!" jj shouted
"ok so we are Wheres Wonderland and we gunna sing you a few songs cool?" the crowd screamed back and we started out set. i was in love with this feeling.

"thank you warp tour! we have loved you! come on give it up for my guys! and my gorgeous bestfriend Miss Lily!" they screamed moree
"Dont foregt my girl Carolyn!" rhys shouted into the mic
"thankyou guys we love you! and give it up for my main boy Alex Gaskarth of all time low! hes up next so give it up for the incredible All Time Low!!!" we ran off stage and alex shouted out to usand me and lilystayed there to watch the boys play.

"Ive never seen someone so at home on that stage," a deep voice said behind me. i turned to see ashley behind me, he smiled at me then went to say more but i talked instead.
"you actually came to watch?" i asked
"of course i did... can we talk tonight? let me take you out for coffee or something?"
"fine. but just coffee and i wanna see the boys first. i miss them."
"ok thats great, they really miss you, " he smiled ,"can i meet you band too? then we can go? il pick you up at six?"
"sure.."
"okay il see you then beautifull," he leant into kiss me but i took it into a hug instead. he laughed and walk oiff with cc who was waving at me histerically.
"i love you CC Baby!" i shouted
"i love you too CC Bubbsiee!" he screamed back then walked off with ash. lily had her gaw on the floor and was so in shock.
"Who the fuck was that?! he was freaking fit!" she said loud enough for themstill hear as they walked away...shit i was going on a date with my ex boyfriend. why am i doing this to myself?! oh wait, im still in love with him....