The Black Widow

Maxine's Personal Point of view.

My hand trembled as i paced up and down the large bathroom of the Las-Vegas hotel. "Come on." I picked up the bag going through the instructions. "Two minutes or one?" I asked myself gazing at the pregnancy stick laying on the edge of the sink. Hell i have been pacing up and down for five minutes now waiting for three pregnancy sticks. I grabbed the first one and closed my eyes before peeking at it. "Positive." I grabbed the second one and it was the same. "Mother fucker." I pulled out the third one from my gaze and rolled my eyes. "Son of a bitch."

I walked into the room seeing Juliet, Ella and my sister looking at me. "Yes, i am fucking pregnant." I bellowed. "Alert the media!"

My sister breathed heavily walking up to me, hugging me tight. "I am so sorry."

"Why are you sorry?" Ella asked with her brow arched. "This is amazing. You are going to be a mother."

"Maxine hates kids." Sam said plainly. "She wanted kids. That's what she and her ex had in common."

"I need some time to think." I grabbed my leather jacket and walked out of the hotel room. My eyes starting to water, I don't want to be a mother, i don't know how to be a mother...

With all the pooping, and throwing up and worse, crying! Oh god i think i am going to throw up. Shaking that thought off i sat at the small fountain in front of the hotel swaying my legs to and fro. I am so confused.... "Sis." I look up seeing Sam sitting next to me. "I hope you are not considering..."

"No, i can do that, the last time i did." I breathed. Flash backs coming back to my mind.

A few years ago.

"You said what?" Kelvin snapped. "You are pregnant!" He bellowed throwing the dinner i made for him on the floor. "I don't want a kid."

"But we can be great parents." I whispered lowering my head. "We can work it out." Pleading and begging, but i knew it would not work. Kelvin marched up to me and grabbed my hand haling me to the front door. "You are getting an abortion."

"That's killing. No please. If you don't want the child i can put it up for adoption. Don't kill it please." He punched me hard into the stomach again and again, as blood came out of my mouth. Trying to stop him he threw me to the wall. "No!" I cried out.

"If you don't kill that thing, i will. And i will you."

Present.

"I am going to keep this child, there are books that can help me, Google." I stated. "I am not going to kill my baby again. I was a month Sam, i- it will haunt me for the rest of my life, that's why i don't want to get pregnant. I had two abortions because of Kelvin Samantha," Tears welling down my cheeks. I held my stomach and chuckled. "No one is going to take this baby away from me, i am going to protect it." My sister pulled her arm around me as i sobbed into her neck.

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