Broken Souls
When you can't sleep at Night
1 hour later*
Andy's POV*
I had been crying the whole way to the hospital, I was just rubbing her head the whole way here. We had been sitting in the waiting room for an hour when the doctor finally came out. "Friends of Jade McCartney?" I stood up and walked towards him quickly along with the rest of the guys. "That's us. I'm Andy her boyfriend." I said with a shaky voice. He looked up at us then back to his clipboard. "She lost a lot of blood, and we had to stitch up some of the cuts. You can see her now if you would like, her room is on the second floor, number 132." "Thanks" I smiled and walked towards the elevator. We packed into it and went to Jades room. "Who wants to go in and see her first?" I asked still crying a bit. "You should be the one to see her first Andy" Jake said. I smirked and nodded. I opened the door and walked in slowly. She was just laying there not moving at all. She was hooked up to an IV drop with blood. I walked over and sat down in the chair next to her, she was so pale. I grabbed her hand and kissed it softly. I just looked at her and started crying even more, I hated seeing my precious baby like this. "I love you, Jade" I whispered to her. I got up and kissed her head and turned to walk out and leave. "Andy...?" I turned around and smiled tears streaming down my face. "Hey baby.." I whispered. She looked at me and had tears running down her cheeks. "I-I'm s-s-so s-so-sorry Andy" "Shhh, it's okay baby, it's okay. I'm just glad that you're alive." I said and smiled whipping away her tears. She smiled at me and grabbed my hand gently.
Jade's POV*
"I love you, Jade" I knew this voice, it was Andy's, the love of my life. "Andy...?" I managed to choke out his name softly, I turned my head and looked at him. "Hey baby.." He had been crying, I hated seeing him like this. But it was my fault that he was like this. "I-I'm s-s-so s-so-sorry Andy" I said while tears were streaming down my face. "Shhh, it's okay baby, it's okay. I'm just glad that you're alive." He whispered whiled whipping away my tears. I smiled slightly and grabbed his hand. "Is it just you?" "No, the guys are out in the hall. They're all so worried about you, especially Jinxx" "Oh...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you guys worry.." I looked down, tears started to form in my eyes again. "Hey it's okay baby.." He lifted my chin up and made me look at him. I smiled shyly and blushed a little. He leaned in and kissed me softly. I kissed him back and smiled. He pulled away and smiled. "I'm gonna go get the guys." "Okay." I looked down at my arms when he left to go outside and sighed. 'I really am stupid. Why did I do this to myself, but then again I did deserve it...it's my fault that my mom died. I should have died instead of her.' As I was thinking this the rest of the guys came in and smiled at me with sympathy. "How are you doing?" "Ehh.." Was all I said in response to CC's question. It had been about three weeks before they let me go home. I was in group therapy at the hospital every Monday and Wednesday at 10 am. It helped me quite a bit. I made some friends. There names were Jessie and Cathy. They were like me, in there for cutting and trying to kill themselves. I learned this on the third day of group therapy. I had asked Andy if they could come over and hang out with me when I got out of the hospital. Since they had finished there tour last week, and we were already home in California anyways. He said sure and I was glad that he did. I told them and we all settled for this Friday. "Bye guys, i'll see you every Monday and Wednesday. Oh and don't forget about this Friday!" "Of course not. I could never!" said Jessie. "I won't I'm so happy that I finally have some friends to hang out with! Yaay!" Cathy said, she was a more quite and shy kind of girl while Jessie was a bit more outgoing and talkative. We hugged and then we all went home.
Andy's POV*
I had been crying the whole way to the hospital, I was just rubbing her head the whole way here. We had been sitting in the waiting room for an hour when the doctor finally came out. "Friends of Jade McCartney?" I stood up and walked towards him quickly along with the rest of the guys. "That's us. I'm Andy her boyfriend." I said with a shaky voice. He looked up at us then back to his clipboard. "She lost a lot of blood, and we had to stitch up some of the cuts. You can see her now if you would like, her room is on the second floor, number 132." "Thanks" I smiled and walked towards the elevator. We packed into it and went to Jades room. "Who wants to go in and see her first?" I asked still crying a bit. "You should be the one to see her first Andy" Jake said. I smirked and nodded. I opened the door and walked in slowly. She was just laying there not moving at all. She was hooked up to an IV drop with blood. I walked over and sat down in the chair next to her, she was so pale. I grabbed her hand and kissed it softly. I just looked at her and started crying even more, I hated seeing my precious baby like this. "I love you, Jade" I whispered to her. I got up and kissed her head and turned to walk out and leave. "Andy...?" I turned around and smiled tears streaming down my face. "Hey baby.." I whispered. She looked at me and had tears running down her cheeks. "I-I'm s-s-so s-so-sorry Andy" "Shhh, it's okay baby, it's okay. I'm just glad that you're alive." I said and smiled whipping away her tears. She smiled at me and grabbed my hand gently.
Jade's POV*
"I love you, Jade" I knew this voice, it was Andy's, the love of my life. "Andy...?" I managed to choke out his name softly, I turned my head and looked at him. "Hey baby.." He had been crying, I hated seeing him like this. But it was my fault that he was like this. "I-I'm s-s-so s-so-sorry Andy" I said while tears were streaming down my face. "Shhh, it's okay baby, it's okay. I'm just glad that you're alive." He whispered whiled whipping away my tears. I smiled slightly and grabbed his hand. "Is it just you?" "No, the guys are out in the hall. They're all so worried about you, especially Jinxx" "Oh...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you guys worry.." I looked down, tears started to form in my eyes again. "Hey it's okay baby.." He lifted my chin up and made me look at him. I smiled shyly and blushed a little. He leaned in and kissed me softly. I kissed him back and smiled. He pulled away and smiled. "I'm gonna go get the guys." "Okay." I looked down at my arms when he left to go outside and sighed. 'I really am stupid. Why did I do this to myself, but then again I did deserve it...it's my fault that my mom died. I should have died instead of her.' As I was thinking this the rest of the guys came in and smiled at me with sympathy. "How are you doing?" "Ehh.." Was all I said in response to CC's question. It had been about three weeks before they let me go home. I was in group therapy at the hospital every Monday and Wednesday at 10 am. It helped me quite a bit. I made some friends. There names were Jessie and Cathy. They were like me, in there for cutting and trying to kill themselves. I learned this on the third day of group therapy. I had asked Andy if they could come over and hang out with me when I got out of the hospital. Since they had finished there tour last week, and we were already home in California anyways. He said sure and I was glad that he did. I told them and we all settled for this Friday. "Bye guys, i'll see you every Monday and Wednesday. Oh and don't forget about this Friday!" "Of course not. I could never!" said Jessie. "I won't I'm so happy that I finally have some friends to hang out with! Yaay!" Cathy said, she was a more quite and shy kind of girl while Jessie was a bit more outgoing and talkative. We hugged and then we all went home.
Notes
Here you go guys. Outfits below!
Jessie's Outfit:
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=155380795
Cathy's Outfit:
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=155383116
Jade's Outfit (in the hospital):
http://www.polyvore.com/jades_outfit/set?id=155224325
Jade's Outfit (out of the hospital):
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=155385412
Hope you like this chapter! Love you guys, night!
~Amber
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4/15/15