Broken Souls
Crying little blue boy...
Jade's POV*
I woke up with Andy's arms around my waist and his chin on my head. It was still night time so I tried not to wake him up as I got out of the bunk. I managed to get out without waking him up, I headed to the bathroom with my makeup bag, which had my razors, lighters and cigarettes. When I got into the bathroom I locked the door, then I took out my razor and lighter. Looking in the mirror I see my ugly face and my fat disgusting body. I was sickening. "There's no way Andy can like me...I'm to fat and ugly.." I undressed and turned on the shower, I got in and stood there for awhile before I started to make cuts. "Fat, ugly, worthless, waste of space, unwanted, useless garbage" I just kept making cuts until the water was red. I got out of the shower and dried off. Putting my clothes back on I didn't bother to trying and hide the still bleeding cuts. I grabbed my lighter and headed to the kitchen. I sat down on the couch and grabbed a pillow. I bit down on it hard and flicked the lighter till it started. I put the flame to my skin and whimpered in pain. I did this a few more time on each leg and arm. The cuts were still bleeding but I didn't care, I hoped that it killed me. It was about 6:30 in the morning and it seemed only Andy was on the bus. I got in the shower at 6 so it's been thirty minutes. I was starting to get dizzy and right before I passed out the bus door opened and the rest of the guys came in.
Jinxx's POV*
When we walked in the first thing I saw was Jade falling to the ground. I rushed to her side and saw that her arms and legs were cut up and still bleeding also along with a few burn marks here and there. "Guys someone get Andy. I'll carry her to the car!" "Okay!" all of the said in unison. I carried Jade the car and laid her down in the back. The guys came rushing out and by the look on Andy's face I can assume that the guys told him what happened, because he was crying. Everyone got in there cars, Andy in the back of mine with Jade. We drove to the hospital and told the doctors and nurses what happened. They took her away and we waited till they came to us about how she was doing, which didn't happen for about an hour.
I woke up with Andy's arms around my waist and his chin on my head. It was still night time so I tried not to wake him up as I got out of the bunk. I managed to get out without waking him up, I headed to the bathroom with my makeup bag, which had my razors, lighters and cigarettes. When I got into the bathroom I locked the door, then I took out my razor and lighter. Looking in the mirror I see my ugly face and my fat disgusting body. I was sickening. "There's no way Andy can like me...I'm to fat and ugly.." I undressed and turned on the shower, I got in and stood there for awhile before I started to make cuts. "Fat, ugly, worthless, waste of space, unwanted, useless garbage" I just kept making cuts until the water was red. I got out of the shower and dried off. Putting my clothes back on I didn't bother to trying and hide the still bleeding cuts. I grabbed my lighter and headed to the kitchen. I sat down on the couch and grabbed a pillow. I bit down on it hard and flicked the lighter till it started. I put the flame to my skin and whimpered in pain. I did this a few more time on each leg and arm. The cuts were still bleeding but I didn't care, I hoped that it killed me. It was about 6:30 in the morning and it seemed only Andy was on the bus. I got in the shower at 6 so it's been thirty minutes. I was starting to get dizzy and right before I passed out the bus door opened and the rest of the guys came in.
Jinxx's POV*
When we walked in the first thing I saw was Jade falling to the ground. I rushed to her side and saw that her arms and legs were cut up and still bleeding also along with a few burn marks here and there. "Guys someone get Andy. I'll carry her to the car!" "Okay!" all of the said in unison. I carried Jade the car and laid her down in the back. The guys came rushing out and by the look on Andy's face I can assume that the guys told him what happened, because he was crying. Everyone got in there cars, Andy in the back of mine with Jade. We drove to the hospital and told the doctors and nurses what happened. They took her away and we waited till they came to us about how she was doing, which didn't happen for about an hour.
Notes
Sorry if it sucks....I'm not doing to good right now...
Bye guys love you
Jade's Outfit:
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~Amber
Love it!!! Hope you update soon!!!!
4/15/15