My actual adoption..

CC's PoV~

i held jez until she fell asleep. i grabbed my keys and slipped out the door. i walked downstairs and grabbed my keys. "hey jake you wanna come and get some baby stuff? i mean its early but its better than later y'know?" he nodded and got up. "andy keep an eye on jez?" jake asked as we walked out the door. we got in the car and drove. "im happy for jez, but im not about one of my bandmates getting her pregnant." jake was looking at me as he spoke. "i get it but i love her more than anyone ive ever loved before. please understand." i loved jez so much and every morning i was scared to death that jez went through on anway attempt or is gone. i dont know if jake feels that way. we didnt talk for the entire way to the store. after the silence grew uncomfortable we got to walmart. i walked in and just stood there. "its over here." jake grabbed my wrist and dragged me to the back furthest section. "how bout a black crib. its not expensive so thats good." jake looked over the crib and shook his head. "nah its too cheap probably break soon." he went over and looked at a wooden crib "we should take this one." i let him pay for it and i got a couple black onesies that are cute. we payed for everything and we went home. jez was up "whats in the bag?" she saw the crib jake brought in. i showed her the onesies "omg its sooo cute!" she squealed. i smiled i thought she'd like them. "should we put the crib in our room?" she nodded and i helped jake get the crib upstairs. we put it together and jez was really happy and excited. i was glad she was happy and i knew she was a little worried about being a parent. i hugged her "ill always be here for you if your upset. i swear." she looked up and i gave her a quick kiss on the forehead. she was so sweet and innocent i loved it.

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