My actual adoption..

Jez's PoV~

i woke up during cc and jake talking. i heard jake saying that cc needs to choose loyalty between me and jinxx. i kept my eyes closed and listened. when they both left i got up went into my and cc's room and grabbed my bag. i filled it with some clothes. i went into jakes room he had a mini fridge full of alcohol. i took some jack-daniels and vodka and thew it in my bag. i went back into my room and grabbed my knife. i took my phone and a shirt from cc. i snuck out of the house and walked to the furthest motel i could walk to. i checked in and went up to my rented room. i grabbed my knife and held it. i grabbed the vodka and drank it until the room was spinning. i wasnt done. i took my phone and sent a text to cc. i love you with all my heart. but i dont want to be living anymore. i want to go away. im sorry to do this... im in the motel near the edge of town. *jez
i took the knife and slashed my wrists and arms. i felt tears going down my face as the blood leaked to the surface. black spots danced in front of my eyes and the room went black at the edges and spun. i passed out slumping against the bed.

CC's PoV~

i felt my phone buzz and pulled it out. i opened it and read it. i felt tears going down my face. i ran out to my car and drove to the motel. "what room did she go in?" i asked the clerk "who?' i showed her a picture of jez. i ran up the stairs and burst into her room. she was slumped against the bed her wrists and arms bleeding. i picked her up and carried her out to the car. i rushed to a hospital. "someone get a doctor! i yelled as i came in. the nurse took one look at jez and called a doctor. the doctor took jez "anything we need to know?" he asked "yea shes pregnant." the doctor nodded and left quickly. the other guys came rushing over. jake was crying and we clung to each other sobbing. ashley looked surprised and andy was beyond upset and trying not to cry. i wanted to be with her and make sure she's ok. after a while the doctor came out "is she ok?" jake asked as soon as the doctor came near. "she didnt hit any major veins but she drank a lot of alcohol. shes in the ICU for now." i was relieved beyond relieved. "what about the baby?" jake asked. i got nervous again. "the baby's fine. she can go home in about three weeks." jake's expression is pure relief. "can i stay with her?" i asked. the doctor nodded and i walked with him to jez's room. i walked in and saw her curled up in a bed. she looked so small in the white bed. there were three monitors near her bed and she was hooked up to all of them. i sat on the edge of the bed watching her and looking at the monitors. thank god that she was ok and nothing serious happened. jake sat next to me and we still clung to each other watching.

Notes

poor jez she wanted to die because she thought cc would pick jinxx over her.....