my life in a story a shitty story ( a Andy biersack lovestory)

I get in the house and wiped the tear that fell from my eye ,I walked into the living room with a fake smile on my face and looked at my best friend and boyfriend sitting on the sofa talking , Alex looks up at me and winks Ashton turns around and smiles at me , Alex gets up and walks upstairs leaving me and ash , I sit next to him and he looks nervous and he's looking down at the floor
" babe what's up"i say and he looks up at me
" listen to me and please don't interrupt please " I nod and he continued to speak " baby, I love you and your my world and you've been an amazing girlfriend so her we go , will you marry me " I look up in shock and my eye tear up again and I run out the house and down the street , I can't say yes but I want to I can't go home and tell him no, I stopped at the end of my street and find am beside a house am that frustrated with myself I punch the brick wall and now my knuckles are bruised and bloody but I can't think of the fact my knuckles are in agony and more then likely broken , I can't go home and I can't go to my dad's I grabbed my phone and phone the one person I can talk to.

Later I knocked on the door and the door swung opened " Amie come in" Faye said softly and she pointed me through into the front room and Faye went over to her first aid kit and go an anti bacterial wipe and cleaned my knuckles " how the fuck did you hurt your knuckles that bad"
" I punched a brick wall"
" your a fucking nutter honestly" I laughed as she finished wrapping
" do you think am selfish and a bad person" I asked her
" Amie your the kindest person I know and your forever putting people before yourself never think your selfish because you far from it Angel face "
" honestly even though I want to marry him but I don't and what if I say no ash will never forget it and I also want to love my dad I love him but I push him way , I cannot decided what the fuck I want am a disaster movie that's getting worse"
" babe you clearly aren't ready to let you dad go and you obviously aren't ready to marry as your only 19 and have your whole life ahead of you and you n ash have only been together for a short time " I nodded and I have my decision am going to say no.

I phoned Alex to tell him I was here but he didn't sound happy
" hey Faye ,can I ask you something" I asked her and I sat next to her on her sofa
" sure sugar plum" I laughed at her nickname she gave me
" why did you can Al brake up " I asked
" because of you " I look at her in shock
" me , why what did I do"
" you didn't do Anything , He loved you Amie he loved you and he still does when you left he was so much in a stat he got drunk nearly killed a guy but there was no charges and he also sleep with someone because he thought she looked like you " I sit there completely gob smacked " he told be it was over and he never spoke to me since " she explained
" am so sorry , I'm like a curse every time I have something good or every time I have someone good it gets wreaked" I say
" babe that's not true "
" Faye am sorry and thanks for everything but I have to go " I said rushing out of the house and running across the road but the suddenly I only saw blackness.

( no one's point of view)

There Amie body lies broken on the middle of the road, the driver has called the ambulance and they one there way. When the ambulance arrives the paramedics try to wake her but can't they quickly safely take her to hospital and she is fighting for her life. (To be continued)

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