my life in a story a shitty story ( a Andy biersack lovestory)

It's been almost a year and a half ago since I moved ,New York is amazing aspecially at fall , a lot have things have changed and happened like my surname isn't Biersack anymore it's now Simms , my friends call me amz , they way I dress is different , my hair is blonde like my natural color , I have a boyfriend named Ash she's so sweet we've been getting out for a year and he's been a rock to me. Am scared to go in cars now because I was in a car accident , I was driving and I swerved off into a tree and I nearly died but am fine apart from now I have panic attacks a lot , I have flash backs and am not that good at finding places I didn't lose my memory but I lots were locations are and if you're wondering me and my dad haven't spoken since the day after I left when I told him to go fuck himself , I went his tour a couple of months ago and I was tempted to go see him but I didn't to this day I still hate him , as for Alex I haven't spoken too him in months and I miss him he was planning on coming to see me but he lost contact with me. Am just back from Ash's house I was helping him look after his new baby brother Preston , he's so cute but now ash wants a baby but am way too young " hey mom " I say giving her a hug
" you know I hate hugging you because your so tall you make me feel small " she said and I laughed
"thats because you are small "
" don't be so cheeky you " she said pushing me " love you princess "
" love you too momma , ill be in my room playing call of duty "
" okay ,ill shout on you for dinner "

i got side tracked looking at my dad's instagram " Amie come get you dinner honey " my mom shouts ,i think she made my favorite , I run into the dinning room and nearly screamed " ALEX !" I shouted he stood up and I jumped into his arms " what you doing here " I said as exited as a little kid at Christmas " I came to see my best friend do you know where she is " he said " am here you idiot " I said laughing
"funny I thought my best friend was Amie Biersack who loves black and is "emo" , your a blonde girl that extremely pretty and normal " he said jokingly
" shut up " I said shoving him
" aww before I forget am also here to take you home "
"alex I am home "
" back to L.A I mean "
" Alex I don't really know about it "
" please your mom already said yeah and she has your ticket "
"what the fuck , I where am supposed to stay "
" at mines "
" I can't , my life's here , I have friends and a boyfriend and don't forget my mom "
" your mom's going on tour next week and you've got friends in La , please visit for a week or 2 please "
he said with a put
" okay "

he picked my up and sprung me around

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