When all else fails... fake a smile.

Leah's POV
*Dream*
I was laying down in a field, with my head in Jake's lap. "You know, you are an amazing person. No matter what everyone else says," he said as he was playing with me hair. "You think that but..it is hard to believe it." I look up at the sky. It is beautiful. I see Jake lean down to kiss me when *BOOM* everything changes. I'm standing alone on a tiny ass island, if you could even call it that, surrounded by sharks, and I am bleeding. I had cuts on my wrist. "Help me!!! Someone," I scream. I see a boat come up, and Jake is on it.....and he is holding another girl to him. I feel tears start coming to my eyes. "But...why...," I mumble. I just hear him laughing...... and I hear crying. Crying that is not mine...

I shoot up from my sleep...and find Brooke sitting on her bed, knees pulled up to her chest, crying. "Hey..." I say as if I am talking to a scared wild animal, "what's wrong?" Brooke looks up to me, "there is still more..."

Brooke's POV

"What the fuck," I mumble when the phone call was cut short. Leah's phone still had battery left...so it must have been the guys....After my phone call was cut short it hit me, I need to tell Leah the rest. I went inside and sat on my bed. Why did I resort to pushing away people that actually care about me and want to be close? I mentally face palmed my self, was my reason for all this unhappiness...... I started to cry.

Andy's POV

"What the hell CC," I growled as I hung up the phone. I knew my face said everything, and so did Ashley's. "What ya'll just wanted her to not go kill herself, and well... she kinda needs a reason. So I told her how I felt," he said surprisingly calm. God, now why didn't I fucking do that?!?!?! "Well she told me that she wasn't going to fallow through," Ash boasted. I rolled my eyes, "Don't go acting like you won her over just yet cowboy."

Leah's POV

'What do you mean," I some what whispered. I could tell that I was not going to like this. Brooke sat up, "I would rather you find out from me then from Jake or anyone else," she took a deep breath in, "ok, so after the show, before I met the guys, I was...um, going to go get rid of on less piece of trash..." I couldn't breath. Brooke was thinking of going and killing herself. I was sad, hurt, but more angry, "Why would you do that?! Do you know how selfish that is?!" I yelled. I saw Brooke flinch.

Brooke's POV

Leah had a right to be angry. And she was right, it WAS selfish.... I looked down at my now shaking hands. "Why didn't you tell me this earlier," she asked, calmed down more. "Because..... I didn't want you to stop me... or.." I tailed off. "Or...?" Leah asked. "Or go along. I couldn't drag you down any more then what I already have." Few got everything out of me... but I still felt like shit. Leah just stood there. She finally moved and hugged me, "I wouldn't go along... I would stop you, because, come on lets ace it, the world needs to bad assess, on ain't enough." I kinda laughed. I looked in to her eyes at last, pain, hurt, and angry was gone, replaced by something lighter. Happiness? "Oh I also used your phone to call the guys." Leah laughed. "Well seeing as we have not really gotten any sleep and it is about 6 in damn morning....want to go get some monsters?" Yep she knows hoe to get to my heart. "And Taco Bell!!!!" Ok the BEST way to start the morning of going to a black veil brides concert.

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