Happy (Andy Biersack love story)

When Andy and I were about to exit the house, Andy said he would drive. I didn’t argue. I didn't feel much up to anything at the moment. Then he left to go start the car. I turned down the hall to say goodbye to Braden. I couldn't just leave him for a week without telling him where I had gone. I tapped lightly on his door until I heard the familiar sturing of him making his way to the door When he opens, Its a sight to see.

His hair was messy and tangled in every which way. His eyes were red and puffy with bags under them that sunk purple. His eyes weren't the vibrant and happy blue that they always were, His spark was dulled and his smile was faded. But when he seen me, He smiles a bit.

“What's up?” He smirks, I smell alcohol.

“What’s wrong?” I respond.

“Anniversary” He says holding up his bottle of vodka.

I see how much he truly loved this girl. He loved her to the point to get drunk off his ass, Just to forget the pain for a little while. He was quiet as hell and looked so sad. I almost wanted to ask him to come with me for a moment, I was hesitant to leave him alone. I do care, a lot.

“Oh” I say “well, I just came to say goodbye” I say.

His eye widened and I swear I seen pain “Where are you going?” He asks.

“I need to go get my sister” I say reassuring him “Ill be back I promise, will you be alright without me?”.

He frowns so hard that it makes me giggle a bit “Why do you need to pick her up?”

I swear I could start crying at that moment “My parents got into a bit of an accident, And she has to come live with me.”

“I’m so sorry, Fawn” He says wrapping me in his warm embrace, I feel safe for a moment “Text me as soon as you get there, And get back okay? I cant wait to meet your sister, I promise everything will be alright”.

He kisses my cheek softly and closes the door after saying goodbye. I walk down the hall and through the door to meet Andy, and I enter my pickup truck.
“I’m going to help you get through this, Fawn” He says looking me in the eyes “Somebody as beautiful and sweet as you doesn't deserve to be sad”

He kisses my forehead lightly and starts the engine soon taking off on our long journey. The first hour or so we sit in comfortable silence. He understands that I am not much for talking right now. He leaves me be and I stare outside, After the first hour, He finally says something to me.

“You like music?” He says blatantly.

I roll my eyes at him and smile a bit “What kind of question is that?” I ask.

He laughs a deep laugh making me shiver “Let me rephrase, Do you like good music?”.

“I’d like to think so”.

“Then put something on, I'll judge” He says wiggling his eyebrows.

I look through my ipod looking for the perfect song wondering how I got so lucky as to find him. Andy is perfect, He might have had his problems in the past. But the past doesn't matter. The now matters. When I finally pick a song, Andys face lights up.

“I love Rebel Yell!” He exclaims, “When I join a band, I will cover that song”.

“Join a band?” I question.

“Its my dream, I will be on stage for a million people. I want to help people” He says “I don’t wanna fade away, I will be something”.

“I don't doubt you” I laugh “I just didn't know you played”.

He laughs hard and slaps the steering wheel “I don’t play, I sing” he laughs.

“Sing for me then” I laugh poking his cheek repeatedly.

He pulls my close and kisses my cheek “Maybe in time”.

We listen to music for who knows how long, I could watch him drive for hours Could I be in love this quickly? I shake my head. Thats stupid Fawn, You obviously like him a lot. You can't deny that. But love? Thats such a strong word. You have never felt love before.

Then how do I know this isn't love? If I have never felt anything like this. The constant butterflies, The overflowing love for him, My constant need to have him around? What is love? Did he feel love with Ivy?

Ivy comes to my mind often, this girl must have been amazing. For both the boys in my life to greve and love her. But Andys not grieving. Hes fine.
“Andy” I say.

“Yeah babe” He responds.

“Tell me about Ivy” I say.

Notes

Filler :/ At least I udated!