The calm on the horizon
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Ashley's POV
We lay there for awhile just relaxing, my whole body hurts especially my ass. I don't think I can walk. "Ashy lets eat breakfast." Britni says and I can hear her stomach grumble. I sigh and nod ok. "Ash I know your anerxic and I promise to help you. But you have to eat." She says standing and taking my hand. I try to stand too but it hurts too much. I let out a quiet sob and she picks me up. "It hurts..." I whimper and she smiles softly. "I'm so sorry, I'd do anything to make the pain go away." She says and I smile. "Kiss me," I giggle like a school girl and she rolls her eyes. She sets me on the couch and leans over pressing her lips softly against mine, I wrap my arms around her pulling her closer. She runs her fingers gently through my hair and pulls away. I pout and she laughs. "I'll be right back Ashy, I'm fucking starving." She says making me slightly nervous. She leaves and I'm left alone with my thoughts. The images run through my head, like their stuck on repeat. I break down and start sobbing. "Ashy it's alright I've got you." Britni cooes wrapping her arms around me. I'm shaking and she pulls a blanket over us. I curl up to her and she rubs my back comfortingly. "It's alright Ashley, that man is never going to touch you again. Ever." She says kissing my cheek and I nod. I slowly start to calm down and Britni hands me my phone. "I didn't go through it Ashley I picked it up last night." She says sweetly and I smile. "I trust you babe." I say and my phone lights up. 10 messages from Andy, 6 from Jinxx, 6 from Jake, and 3 from CC. "You should tell them Ashley, it'll be alright. Have them come over, I don't want to carry your ass everywhere." She says smirking and I chuckle. "Ok." I put the phone on speaker and dial Andy. "Ash where the hell have you been!?" He yells through the phone, I flinch and Britni holds my hand. "I-I... C-can yo-you all pl-please come o-over?" I stutter and Andy immediately freaks, I only stutter when I'm upset. "Holy fuck Ashley what happened last night? We're on our way, don't you go anywhere. We'll be there in 10." He says quietly and I lean against Britni. "Th-thanks And-andy. B-bye." I say slowly and hang up. "Ashy will you eat for me? Nothing big just something small?" She asks and I nod slowly, of course I will there is nothing wrong with me after all. She smiles and grabs something that's beside her. "I've got pop tarts!!" She giggles and immediately my stomach growls. She opens the package, handing me one and I have it eaten in seconds. "More!" I whine like a 4 year old and she giggles. "Anything for my baby..." She teases handing me the box, soon I've eaten the whole thing and couldn't be more content. "Thank you Ashley." She says kissing my sugar coated lips. I sigh and lean up against her, she wraps one arm around me and holds my hand. "It'll be alright Ash." She says kissing my nose. I flinch as I hear heavy footsteps running through my house. "Living room!" Britni calls and the band rushes in seconds later. I hide my face in Britni's shoulder, starting to shake uncontrollably. Why are they so scary? Britni wraps her arms protectively around me and I feel someone sit next to me. I jump and Britni kisses my head softly. "Ashley what's wrong?" Andy asks gently from beside me. I sigh and manage to uncurl myself from Britni. "I w-was ra-raped..." I whimper and Andy tenses. "Calm down Andy you're scaring him, you all are. So just chill. I saved him and that bastard isn't coming near my Ash anytime soon." Britni says calmly and her voice soothes me, not mention hearing her call me her Ash made me have butterflies. "I'm so sorry Ashley I shoulda never let you go outside." Andy sighs. "It's alright Andy, you couldn't have known." I say quietly and everybody jumps as I hear the door open again. "Everything ok?" A man calls walking in the room and I cry quietly. It's him, the man who raped me. Our bodyguard raped me. Britni lets out a low growl and stands up. "You sir need to leave and never come back." She snarls and he swings. "Now come on let's all be nice. He's just our bodyguard." Jinxx says calmly and Andy wraps his arms around me. "It isn't just you're bodyguard! He fucking RAPED ASHLEY!" Britni growls and everybody turns on him. "Is this true?" Andy asks me quietly and I nod. "Like you could do anything about it! Look at you little bitch wants to try and stop me from raping everyone in this fucking room!!" He scowls swinging again. She dodges easily and hits him in the jaw. "You obviously don't recongise me!! I'm the one who pulled your sorry ass out of him!! Now I'm going to kill you!!" She screeches and I can tell she's not kidding, not even when he pulls out a gun. "I recommend you sit down!" He growls but she doesn't back down. "Gonna make me!" She growls and CC tries to pull her down. "Do you wanna get shot? He has a fucking gun!!" He whispers and Britni pulls something from the couch, a pillow? The fuck? I start crying harder and turn away from the scene. I don't hear anything but a single gunshot then it goes silent.
We lay there for awhile just relaxing, my whole body hurts especially my ass. I don't think I can walk. "Ashy lets eat breakfast." Britni says and I can hear her stomach grumble. I sigh and nod ok. "Ash I know your anerxic and I promise to help you. But you have to eat." She says standing and taking my hand. I try to stand too but it hurts too much. I let out a quiet sob and she picks me up. "It hurts..." I whimper and she smiles softly. "I'm so sorry, I'd do anything to make the pain go away." She says and I smile. "Kiss me," I giggle like a school girl and she rolls her eyes. She sets me on the couch and leans over pressing her lips softly against mine, I wrap my arms around her pulling her closer. She runs her fingers gently through my hair and pulls away. I pout and she laughs. "I'll be right back Ashy, I'm fucking starving." She says making me slightly nervous. She leaves and I'm left alone with my thoughts. The images run through my head, like their stuck on repeat. I break down and start sobbing. "Ashy it's alright I've got you." Britni cooes wrapping her arms around me. I'm shaking and she pulls a blanket over us. I curl up to her and she rubs my back comfortingly. "It's alright Ashley, that man is never going to touch you again. Ever." She says kissing my cheek and I nod. I slowly start to calm down and Britni hands me my phone. "I didn't go through it Ashley I picked it up last night." She says sweetly and I smile. "I trust you babe." I say and my phone lights up. 10 messages from Andy, 6 from Jinxx, 6 from Jake, and 3 from CC. "You should tell them Ashley, it'll be alright. Have them come over, I don't want to carry your ass everywhere." She says smirking and I chuckle. "Ok." I put the phone on speaker and dial Andy. "Ash where the hell have you been!?" He yells through the phone, I flinch and Britni holds my hand. "I-I... C-can yo-you all pl-please come o-over?" I stutter and Andy immediately freaks, I only stutter when I'm upset. "Holy fuck Ashley what happened last night? We're on our way, don't you go anywhere. We'll be there in 10." He says quietly and I lean against Britni. "Th-thanks And-andy. B-bye." I say slowly and hang up. "Ashy will you eat for me? Nothing big just something small?" She asks and I nod slowly, of course I will there is nothing wrong with me after all. She smiles and grabs something that's beside her. "I've got pop tarts!!" She giggles and immediately my stomach growls. She opens the package, handing me one and I have it eaten in seconds. "More!" I whine like a 4 year old and she giggles. "Anything for my baby..." She teases handing me the box, soon I've eaten the whole thing and couldn't be more content. "Thank you Ashley." She says kissing my sugar coated lips. I sigh and lean up against her, she wraps one arm around me and holds my hand. "It'll be alright Ash." She says kissing my nose. I flinch as I hear heavy footsteps running through my house. "Living room!" Britni calls and the band rushes in seconds later. I hide my face in Britni's shoulder, starting to shake uncontrollably. Why are they so scary? Britni wraps her arms protectively around me and I feel someone sit next to me. I jump and Britni kisses my head softly. "Ashley what's wrong?" Andy asks gently from beside me. I sigh and manage to uncurl myself from Britni. "I w-was ra-raped..." I whimper and Andy tenses. "Calm down Andy you're scaring him, you all are. So just chill. I saved him and that bastard isn't coming near my Ash anytime soon." Britni says calmly and her voice soothes me, not mention hearing her call me her Ash made me have butterflies. "I'm so sorry Ashley I shoulda never let you go outside." Andy sighs. "It's alright Andy, you couldn't have known." I say quietly and everybody jumps as I hear the door open again. "Everything ok?" A man calls walking in the room and I cry quietly. It's him, the man who raped me. Our bodyguard raped me. Britni lets out a low growl and stands up. "You sir need to leave and never come back." She snarls and he swings. "Now come on let's all be nice. He's just our bodyguard." Jinxx says calmly and Andy wraps his arms around me. "It isn't just you're bodyguard! He fucking RAPED ASHLEY!" Britni growls and everybody turns on him. "Is this true?" Andy asks me quietly and I nod. "Like you could do anything about it! Look at you little bitch wants to try and stop me from raping everyone in this fucking room!!" He scowls swinging again. She dodges easily and hits him in the jaw. "You obviously don't recongise me!! I'm the one who pulled your sorry ass out of him!! Now I'm going to kill you!!" She screeches and I can tell she's not kidding, not even when he pulls out a gun. "I recommend you sit down!" He growls but she doesn't back down. "Gonna make me!" She growls and CC tries to pull her down. "Do you wanna get shot? He has a fucking gun!!" He whispers and Britni pulls something from the couch, a pillow? The fuck? I start crying harder and turn away from the scene. I don't hear anything but a single gunshot then it goes silent.
5/18/13