Submissive in Lust: Fortell my Fate

Nessa’s POV
I run up to the door, and knock. It pushes open, my heart starts beating in my chest. He can’t be in the right state of mind.
“Andy? Its Nessa honey, where are you?”
No one answers. I walk in, and the house is destroyed. Tables are turned over, there are pictures and broken glass everywhere. I start expecting the worst.
“Andy? Please answer me.”
“I’m in my room.”
Oh thank god
I run to his room and what I see breaks my heart. He is curled up on the bed, eyes swollen from crying.
“Andy, what happened? Did Juliet do all of this?”
“No, I did.”
“Why honey?”
“I’m pissed. I did everything for her. All of it, and this is what I get in return. I can’t believe I fell for her lies.”
“Why did you leave Andy? You know you could have stayed and cooled down.”
“Why, so I can be your slave still?”
“No, it wouldn’t have been like that. I would have voided the contract anyways. Your purpose for the contract had ended. I’m you’re friend above all else, you could have just stayed to get your head on right.”
He sits up in bed and stares at me as I stand in the doorway to his bedroom, his personal space. It hasn’t been altered by me, it feels almost intimate. And his blue eyes stare at me, almost through me, like he knows my innermost secrets. I wrap my arms tightly around myself. I’m completely out of my element.
“Why did you come here Nessa?”
“To make sure you were ok.”
“What’s the real reason Nessa?”
Shit. He can see through me. How do I tell him that my feelings for him go beyond that of a client? How do explain that I finally let emotions take over…..”Uhm…”
He stands, and slowly walks towards me.
“What did you expect to accomplish?”
“Andy, I...”
“Tell me.”
His glare turned predatory and the next thing I knew, I was pinned between the cold wall and his hard warm body. “It’s, it’s, nothing.” I can’t tell him yet. He’s to broken.
He leans his face into my neck, his lips brush gently over the spot under my ear. “Are you sure?”
I shiver, “Andy, it’s too early.”
“No, it’s not. I knew me and Jules were over. It was a last ditch effort to try and save what we used to have. I’m not mad or upset that I lost her, honestly, I’m just mad that she drug me into thinking that it could be saved. I’m only angry that I was fooled so easily. With you I feel alive again. So tell me, please. Tell me what it is I see in your eyes. I know it’s not my imagination, but I need to hear it.” He presses a soft gentle kiss on my cheek, “Please Nessa,” then on my lips.
I melt.
He pulls back and rests his forehead against mine, eyes closed, brow creased intensely. He wraps his hands around my head and threads his fingers into my hair. He whispers his final plea, “Please, tell me Nessa.”
“I love you Andy.”
His breath rushes out in relief, and a light smile plays across his lips. “What happened to not getting overly involved with clients?”
“You were different.”
“Oh really?” He kisses me hard, hands leaving my hair and gripping the bottom of my shirt. He breaks the kiss long enough to get both of our shirts off and then crashes his lips back to mine. He lifts me gently, wrapping my legs around his waist, and brings me to the bed. Laying my down gently he starts a trail over my chin and down my neck.
I am overwhelmed with passion and need. So completely out of my element. This is soft and gentle, this is the opposite of everything I have come to know. And it’s absolutely amazing.
I squirm underneath his attention, his kiss trailing gently over my stomach as he starts to undo my jeans.
He stands and takes off my boots and socks, kissing the instep of my foot. I am breathing heavily, on the verge of hyperventilating. He hooks his fingers into my belt loops and tugs, ridding me of the material getting between him and what he wants. He steps back, like he was admiring his work.
I sit up quickly and remove his pants. I pull down his boxers and free him. He stands at full attention. His head angry and swollen, a small drop of fluid forms at his tip. I lean forward and gently run my tongue across it, and moan at the salty taste of him. He knees buckle a bit and he gasps.
“Nessa, please, I want to taste you.”
“Andy, let me first. I’m so used to being in charge and giving orders. Very rarely have I been able to service a man. Let me do this for you.”
He nods, a look of lust shines in his eyes. I take him into my mouth and moan again.
“Oh, fuck, Nessa.” His deep voice rumbles through his chest, raspy and full of passion. If I wasn’t wet already, I am now.
I bob my head, using the flat of my tongue to run along the underside of his shaft and head. His legs start to shake, and his hands find my shoulder to keep him standing.
“Oh, Nessa. Oh god, it’s so good.”
I comply with earnest, his moans becoming higher, his breath becoming raspy. I moan around him, my own need building, I can feel every noise he makes reverberate through my entire body.
“Oh Nessa, stop, you’re gunna make me cum.”
I pull off him with a whimper. I was enjoying that.
He pushes me back on the bed and kneels between my legs. His hot breath against my folds almost does me in. I cry out, covering my mouth quickly.
“Someone’s eager,” he runs a finger through my folds, “and so wet.” His last few words come out in a breathy moan.
He kisses my center gently, before running his tongue over my clit. “Oh, Andy. I’m not gunna last long.”
He smiles but never leaves his spot. His tongue running circles over my clit, every once in a while dipping into me, probing me. I shamelessly press myself into his face. I’ve never knew it could be this intimate. It’s not a client, doing what he’s told. Its someone wanting to do this because they have feelings for me. Someone has feelings for me. I feel the tears fall before I realize whats happening. He’s see;s this and stops.
“Nessa? Hey, whats wrong? Am I hurting you?”
“I haven’t felt like this in so long.”
~
Andy’s POV
I look up, enjoying watching her give into the pleasure instead of directing it but I notice she’s started crying.
“Nessa? Hey, whats wrong? Am I hurting you?”
“I haven’t felt like this in so long.”
“Felt like what? Talk to me.”
“I’m so used to taking the pleasure from people forced to do as I say. It’s been so long since someone’s done it because they have feelings for me. Like, real actual feelings.”
“It feels good doesn’t it?”
“Andy, you’ve become the teacher in this, do you realize that? I’m afraid I’ll always be that broken girl, the one who has to have control.”
“Nessa, I fell for you that night you let me take control. Your personality is amazing, you’re funny, and that control thing is, sexy as hell. I don’t mind it at all. If you’re worried about us being together, we will work on it together. I’m here for you. I love you.”
“I love you too Andy, I’m sorry I kept it from you.”
“You didn’t, I just never brought it up that I could tell.”
I lay over her, kissing her passionately, pouring all of my emotion into it. I want her to feel how wanted she is. I want her to know that this is real. I line myself up with her entrance and with one deep thrust, I hit bottom.
I move slowly, rolling my hips, rocking back and forth. Both of us on an agonizingly slow climb to the top.
When we do reach it, we jump. Our cries of pleasure echo through the house. I collapse on top of her trying to catch my breath. After a while, I roll off of her, and she curls up next to me. We close our eyes and fall asleep.
~
The next morning I wake up and Nessa’s gone. I panic, did I scare her off?
“Nessa?”
“In the kitchen Andy!”
I walk my way out and see her standing at the stove. I wrap my arms around her waist and bury my nose in her hair. “Why are you up so early?”
“It’s almost 11 Andy, I’ve been up since 6.”
I step back and blink. I look around and notice my house is spotless.
“Uhm, Nessa, you know you didn’t have to do all this.”
“We fell asleep early Andy, I laid in bed with you for 2 hours before I got up and did this. I couldn’t sleep anymore…breakfast?”
“Sure, I…” I turn to the door hearing a knock, “Who the hell could that be?”
Nessa shrugs her shoulders as I turn and walk to the door. I open it to see Jinxx and Ash standing there.
“What up guys?”
“We just wanted to check on you, Jinxx wouldn’t get off my case til I did.”
I smile as Jinxx smacks Ash in the arm. “You wanted to know just as much as I did you jerk.”
“You guys wanna come in for some breakfast?” Nessa pokes her head from around me and the guys’ eyes go wide. I swear I heard the thump as their jaws hit the floor. “I think we should take that as a yes, what do you think Andy?”
“I think you’re right.”

Notes

not to be a debbie downer or anything, but just like the prequel to this, this is going to be short. And its almost over :(
i hope you've enjoyed it so far.