Submissive in Lust: Fortell my Fate

I woke up with my head pounding, curled up in my bedroom at Nessa’s. I looked at the time and saw it was only 10. Nessa would be home soon, and I’m not sure if I’m in the mood to see her, or even what she has in store for me. I’m not even sure if I want to go through with the contract anymore. The terms have changed. I’m no longer doing this to keep Jules. There is no Jules.
My heart shatters for the umpteenth time in the past 12 hours and I cry, and cry. Everything I’ve done for her. The years I’ve wasted. Everything I’ve done, I did it for her. Even this contract thing. Not anymore, I’m done.
I decide to text Jules and tell her she has til the end of tonight to get her stuff out of my house. I want to go home, I want to be alone.
J: It’s already out, I’m gone Andy. And for what it’s worth, I’m sorry.
Me: Fuck Off Cunt!!!
Deleted, and blocked!
I write a note to Nessa, explaining what happened, and thanking her for her time. Leaving the note on my bed, I pack up my stuff and call Ash.
Ash: “Andy, hey are you ok?”
Me: “I’m fine dude. Can you pick me up from Nessa’s, I just want to go home.”
Ash: “Yeah sure man, I’m on my way.”
Me: “Thanks”
I feel like a robot, an empty robot.
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“Thanks again for picking me up Ash.”
“No problem Andy. Are you going to be ok in the house by yourself? You want me to hang for a while?”
“Don’t you and Jinxx have some wedding planning to do?”
“Yeah but its nothing that can’t wait, he’s worried about you too, you know.”
“Thanks Ash, but no, I think I just need some time alone.”
“Andy, please, talk to me.”
“About what? How depressed I am? How my whole life was pretty much just shattered in one night? How much I wanted to work on things for the woman I love, even go to the extent of seeing Nessa? Isn’t that already obvious? What else do you want me to say Ash? Imagine what it would be like for you if you lost Jinxx right now. Then think about how it would feel losing him a few years down the road. How would you feel?”
“Ok, you’re right. I’m sorry. I was just trying to help.”
Oh no, “Ash listen, I’m sorry. I’m just not in the right frame of mind. I just need some time to myself.”
“Alright, just promise you’ll call, one of us, if you need anything.”
“Yeah, I promise.”
We pull up and I get out, without saying another word. I walk up to the door and open it into an empty, cold house.
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Nessa’s POV
“ANDY? I’M HOME!!” Nothing…that’s strange. “ANDY?”
I walk into his room, and see the note laying on the bed
“Dear Nessa
I’m sorry I have to tell you like this but with what happened I’m not really in the mood to talk to anyone. I went to the club with the guys and found Jules there with another man. She had me here, with you, thinking I was doing something to save the relationship when in al reality, she was just using this as an excuse to get me out of the house. I’ve decided to go home, and end the contract. There really isn’t a point for it anymore. I do thank you for your time, you have shown me things about myself that I needed to know. And I will use what you taught me in the future.
Thank you again
Andy”
Poor thing. He needs me now more than ever. I call Jinxx
Me: “Whats Andy’s address.”
Jinxx: “Well hello to you too Nessa. Why do you need his address?”
Me: “I’m going over there.”
Jinxx: “Ash just dropped him off, he said he wants to be alone. I don’t know if you want to go over there, or if he would even want to see you, He wouldn’t even let Ash stay,”
Me: “Jinxx, please, just give me the address.”
Finally Jinxx gives me the address and I grab my stuff. I hop into the car to head over to Andy’s. In the back of my mind I remember the one rule I told myself I would never break, but I find myself breaking it with Andy. “Do not get overly involved in a client.” Too late.

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