Love isn't always fair

Niamhs POV
I sat outside my house, I didn't want to go inside, I just wanted to sit here. Hoping someone would come and murder me.
Okay, so I have been sleeping with Ashley quite a lot, but I don't know how Teya found out?
I saw a bright light as Andy pulled into my driveway. He got out the car and sat next to me. There was a long awkward silence.
"Did you sleep with Ash?" He says in his deep voice. I didn't know whether to deny it or whether it was truth time. Without thinking, I nodded my head.
"Why?" Why? Why was he so cool about this? I thought he would go on a rage and hit me again or etleast shout. I shrugged my shoulders.
"Was I not good enough? You needed more?"
"NO! Andy you are good enough, I don't need more, you are all I need! I love you so much Im so sorry, I cannot believe I did that, please baby, I would die for you! I bleed for you, forever I would lie awake, I would die for you, I see the truth, Ive given you my heart to break." He cut me off
"Stop! I need answers. How many times, how often, how long has it been going on for?"
I looked him straight in the eyes "Ive lost count, a lot. All the time, like 6 or 7 times a week, normally 7, and up to 9 times each of those days. Its been going on for 2 years."
"So most the time weve been going out?" I nod. He sighs.
"I wish I didn't love you" That was the most painful thing he could've said. I would rather he say he doesn't love me, but this...
I didn't know how to reply
"I love you Niamh, but when you've been having sex with my best mate nearly everyday. hen was the last time?"
"Today"
"How many times today?" I wish he would stop asking questions, but I had to answer
"three"
when was the last time you went a day without sleeping with him?"
"4 months ago"
"what was the least amount of times you've done it all those day from 4 months ago?"
I want him to stop, but he deserves to know.
"6 times, for the last four months we have been fucking for etleast six times a day"
I saw tears form in his eyes, Oh my god! Ive never seen him cry. He put his hand on mine and reached over into a kiss. We kissed for about 20 minutes till he pushes me down and rips my shirt off. I pulled his trousers down and vise verca. We screwed. In front of my house, on my door step, 3 in the morning. We screwed. His long length pounded inside me as he released his load, giving me a warm sensation. It was amazing and when I came around him, it was like I was releasing the guilt that has been building up inside me for the last 2 years.

Notes

Sorry its been a while

Niamhs outfit
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