~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~

Andy's P.O.V.~

After I left Star's room, I passed the guys on the way out, ignoring their calls as tears started sprinkling down my eyes. I sat in the driver's seat and started the car. I pulled the mirror down to my eye level and harshly wiped away the tears with the back of my hand, smearing the little amount of eye liner around my eyes. I pulled the stick in reverse, and pulled out of the parking lot, going home. I threw the front door open and ran up the stairs. When I got to my room, I felt like my heart was ripped from my chest, stomped on, then handed back to be as it was bleeding out with footprints. Tears started pouring as I pathetically cried, back against the wall on the floor, knees to my chest. I never knew I had this emotion before, to feel so, broken.

My break down had calmed, but I had yet to move from my previous position and drop my gaze from the floor. My eyes uselessly wandered over the floorboards, finding patterns that circled around each board. I couldn't understand why she just threw me out like that. Sure, I didn't have to say that stuff about Ronnie, but it's true. He's not known to stay in a relationship for very long. My arms dangled from my knees, loosely crossed and my hair was a mess from me frustratedly pulling at it. "Hey...Andy?" I heard Ashley creak the door open, then peak through. "Hey man...how're you feeling?" He propped himself down on my knee, the other leg was supported by his foot. I gazed up at him, but looked back down, pulling my knees tighter to my chest. My heart was on fire, crackling and sizzling, laughing at my pain.

"What happened?" I ran my hands through my hair, tugging at the ends. "She's gone. Ashley did left me. She told me to get out and stay out of her life." I was close to all the guys, but Ashley and I were definitely the closest. Tears Punctured through my eyes once again, and I didn't bother stopping them. "She's just having a rough time man, Give her time to figure shit out. A lot of damage has been done, and it takes two to fix or keep a relationship going." I flipped my hair out of my face and stood up. "I'm getting a shower." I grieved, hearing him let out a sigh before closing my door behind him.

I let the water run down my back as my forehead lay against the clean tile. He really thinks it's going to be that easy to take my Star away from me? He knows I'm not one to just give up. It makes me wonder what his motive is. Does he really like her? Or is he just trying to prove a point? She's my brightest star, and I'm not going to let her slip away. Not this time. I pulled on a pair of black sweatpants and a white t shirt and lay under the sheets. The pang of loneliness stung in my heart as I stared at the ceiling, thinking about the day of her birthday when I gave her that locket. 'If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky'. Her smile was just as I expected it to be, and her features glowed in the moonlight, of course, I had only thought of her as a friend. She was just turning 13 years old, I was 15. We were young and we were best friends. Little did we know how much we would hurt each other.

Star's P.O.V.~

I sat on the roof near the window while Ronnie was sound asleep. I watched through the clouds, waiting for the sun to set and the moon to shine, I snuggled closer to the fuzzy, BOTDF blanket and listened to the wind. "Hey mom." I started, looking up at the sky. "Something happened today, and I don't know if I'm proud of it. Andy's gone mom, I lost him. And you know Ronnie? Well he kissed me today, and I'm not going to lie, It didn't feel totally wrong, but it didn't feel right. I love Ronnie but I'm not in love with him. But Andy, gosh I feel so stupid. My heart was shattered, how do I fix it? I miss him mom. Please, give me some sort of sign of what I need to do. I miss you, I miss dad, and I'm alone. At least I feel like I am." A small tear rolls down my cheek as the moon peaked out from behind the clouds.

I climbed back into the window and rolled Ronnie's sprawled-out body over to the other side of the bed. I lay down and stare up at the ceiling. My dreams were about the boy eyed boy I once called my best friend, my crush, and my hero. My everything. What has it all become?

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