~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~

Star's P.O.V.~

A strong pair of tattooed arms held me in place around my waist. I turned around and saw Ronnie sleeping, I guess he didn't leave after I fell asleep. I grabbed his arm and gently tried to push it away, but he only gripped harder. "Ronnie...can't breath!" I dramatically coughed, making him chuckle lightly in my ear. I shivered and continued to unleash myself from his grip. I ended up rolling onto the floor, hitting my back on the soft carpet. "Shit...owwww" I sat up and scowled at Ronnie, ignoring the fact that he's asleep.

I ran my fingers through my hair and hopped down the stairs. The smell of coffee and bacon filled my scent as I stepped into the rather large kitchen. "Good morning!" Ryan exclaimed, engulfing me into a huge hug. I squeezed him back and stole a piece of crisp maple bacon of the plate. My phone has been going off since last night so I had to turn it off. I finally turned it back on, listening to the little beeps it makes. 6 missed calls. 10 messages. Most were from Andy, but the others were from the other guys, telling me to be careful and text them if I needed anything. The last one was from Violet, telling me to meet her at the mall around three.

I stripped from my previous clothing, leaving me in a black and red striped bra and matching bottoms. I didn't hear the door open until I heard Ryan scream and cover his eyes. "Ryan! Knock first you ass!" He shook his head and tried to turn around but ended up face planting into the door, falling backwards. I groaned and walked over to him, helping him stand up. He tried to put his gaze anywhere but me. "Get out Ryan!" I screamed while laughing. He shouted sorry and opened the door, throwing himself out.

I unclipped the bra and slid down my bottoms, stepping into the steaming water. I leaned back against the wall and thought about Andy. I missed him, more than a broken heart should, but I couldn't help it. How could he be so unloyal? Was I really that boring of a girlfriend? I sighed and ran my hands through my hair, noticing how long it was getting, even after cutting it. I washed my hair, shaved, and turned the water faucet to the right, making the shower turn off. I wrapped the blur towel around my body and walked out of the bathroom after grabbing my clothes from yesterday.

Before going upstairs to get new clothes, I turned to Ryan who was sitting in the love seat, "okay, Ryan, knock. Didn't you learn that in kindergarten? Damn boy, I need privacy." His cheeks turned a light shade of pink. "Sorry Star" I smiled at him and ran up the stairs, holding on to the towel. I walked into my room, noticing that Ronnie was still sleeping. I shook my head with a smile on my face. I looked at the clock to see that it was turning twelve, meaning three more hours until I had to meet Violet at the mall.

I pulled over an Escape the Fate tshirt (the band Ronnie use to be in) and a pair of dark blue high waisted jeans. I blow dried my hair. Ignoring Ronnie's protests, and ran a straightener through it. Next was my make up. I put on a mixture of purple and blue on my eyes before lining my eyes with a thick, black liner and added a red gloss to my lips. Satisfied with my look, I smirked and jumped right on Ronnie's stomach, making him sit up really fast. "What the hell Star?!" He yelled in shock, scratching the back of his neck. "I need youuu to get up and drive me to the mall!" I said excitedly. "When?" "Three hours." I giggled. "Three hours? Why'd you wake me up now?" He yammered on, setting me off of him. "Because you." I said while poking his nose. "Need to get up and ready"

Time went by and soon I had to go to the mall. Ronnie stopped at the entrance and said goodbye, telling me to be careful. "Okay bye!" I ran to the entrance and searched for Violet's purple hair. I spotted her by Spencer's, sitting on the bench. "Hey girly" I said while sitting beside her. "Hey..." She said. "What's the matter?" "Uh...Andy's kinda here...he wouldn't let me leave unless he drove me. I'm sorry Star." She sighed. "No, it's fine. I know how to ignore people." I reassured, mentally slapping myself for thinking I could truly ignore those blue gems and his perfectly plump lips.

We walked around for awhile, grabbing some lemonade. "So, how are you and Noah?" I asked, not truly caring for the answer. I saw her flinch slightly but recover quickly. "He...Star I'm sorry. You were right, and I know this. I just, can't find myself to let him go..." Tears pricked her eyes. "What did he do?" I narrowed my eyes and watched as her pulled her sleeve up, showing a bruised hand print on her left forearm. "Violet! That is not okay!" I whispered loudly, not wanting to cause a scene. "I know, I know. I don't think he meant to. He was trying to move me." "Stop making excuses for him Violet. There are a lot of better people out there who would love to all you there's." She tilted her head. "Like who?" "Well, I know for a fact Ashley has a thing for you." I admitted, sitting down on the fountain. "Nuh uh. He's to busy bringing a new slut to fuck every night." She rolled her eyes.

"Yes, but he even told me he liked you. But then you got back with Noah." I told her, taking a sip of lemonade. "Really? Oh my god, I need to fix this!" She stood up quickly and grabbed my hand. "Where are we going?" I questioned, trying not to spill the drink. "He's here. And I'm going to fix this." We ran into Hot Topic to see him, Andy, CC and Jinxx looking at the accessories. I pulled my arm back and stopped in my tracks. Violet understood why but kept running. "Ashley!" She screamed. He turned around as she threw her arms around him and kissed him, hard. He pulled her close to his body and kissed her back, avoiding the stares. "Star!" CC yelled, tackling me in a hug. "Hey CC!" I screamed back. Andy stared at me, pain flashed through his eyes. I quickly looked away and swallowed the tears that oh so desperately wanted to be free to fall.

He started walking towards me but I took advantage of the distance and turned around, running for the exit. "Star Dammit wait!" I heard him shout, running after me. My heart was hammering against my chest as I ran down the escalators and sprinted towards the exit. I leaned against the brick and took a gasp of air. 'Why did I run? I couldn't answer, my mind told me to be mature and stay, but my heart took over, telling me to get away from the pain.' I dialed Ronnie's number and waited for him to pick up. "Ronnie, pick me up, now please." "Okay, which entrance?" I saw Andy come out of the doors and search for me. "The one where you picked me up at. Please hurry." I pressed the end button as he saw me. Tears shoved their way from my eyes as he was in front of me, catching breath.

"What do you want?" I snapped, crossing my arms. "Star, please come back. I miss you, the guys miss you. It was a mistake and I know that. Please baby, please come back to me." He pleaded. 'He hurt you Star. Don't look into those gems.' I shoved him away from me and started walking. "Then maybe you shouldn't of cheated on me. Again! May I add. Your an ass Andy. It makes me wonder if you really love me or if you were using me like you did eighth through tenth grade. Am I a toy to you? I gave you all i have Andy! Is that all you wanted?! For me to give you my Virginity only to throw me away like trash?!" His expression turned from upset to angry. "Use you?! No Star I fucking wasn't! I think you forget that you fucking wanted to have sex with me! I didn't fucking ask you too, you willingly fucking did it! Being so far out there and shit, you've probably already fucked Ronnie haven't you?! Acting like a fucking whor-" "don't you fucking finish that Andrew." I warned, angry tears rushed out from my eyes. "Finish what? The fact that you're acting like a fucking whore?!" I felt my hand smack hard against his cheek.

He looked at me, shocked. I looked down at my hand and back at him. His blue gems were a dark navy blue, as I saw his hand clench. My eyes widened as he raised it, pointing at me. "Did you just fucking hit me?" He asked, poison laced his voice. "I...Andy I'm s-" "Save it Star. Why'd I even bother to try with you? I remember why I didn't fucking waste my time with you in high school. Have fun fucking with Ronnie you little sl-" "hey! Don't fucking talk to her like that Biersack!" Ronnie interrupts, slamming his car door shut. "Oh Look who saves the day once again!" He threw his arms up in the air. "Who are you?" I whimpered in disbelief, backing away from him. He turned towards me. "A very disappointed and pissed boyfriend. Or is that ex-boyfriend by now?" He shot back. I felt my heart crush into little pieces.

Ronnie shoved him back away from me, guarding me from Andy. "Don't fucking touch me!" Andy yelled shoving him back into me, making me fall on my back. I groaned as the back of my head made a sharp contact with the cement. "Look what you fucking did asshole!" Ronnie barked, helping me up. I held my head to see blood laced through my fingers. Andy seemed to see the blood because all anger flushed from his face. "Are you okay?" Ronnie asked, holding onto my arms keeping me up. "Yeah...I'm okay." I said quietly. I took a step forward and nearly collapsed of it wasn't for Andy catching my waist. "Get off." I groaned. He didn't hear me so he continued to hold onto me.

I turned towards Ronnie and saw his face filled with worry as I felt myself getting dizzy and suddenly drop. "Star! Hold on baby, hold on." Andy's voice was the last thing I heard before passing out. 'Hold on baby, hold on. Hold on.'

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