~Stars Can't Shine Without Darkness~

Star's P.O.V.~
After checking each other for any errors in our makeup and costumes, we finally take a deep breathe and walk downstairs, arms linked together. As we reach the stairs, we hear a loud whistle coming from Ashley whose standing by the doorway. Violet's face flushes with a deep blush but I don't say anything.

Ashley grabbed Violet's hand and spun her around before asking us what we exactly were. "Well, she's a little miss good angel while I, am a Fallen Angel. Like it?" I tease him. He nods and smiles before grabbing Violet's hand and running the table with all the drinks. I don't see Andy anywhere, but I don't worry about it to much. "Oops! I'm so sorry!" I screech as I bump into someone.

He turns around I instantly recognize him. "Oh my god! Ronnie!" I yell as I jump into his arms and he embraces me in a tight hug. "Hey! Where have you been?" He asks me while taking a drink. "Well...here. I kinda live here now." I say. "Live here? With Andy?" He asks. "Mhmm. Yeah, him and I are sort of a thing. Finally." I rush out my words as I spot him across the room, jaw clenched tight. "Really? Well it's about time! I'll see you around Star." He hugs me again and walks around the corner.

"What was that?" Andy asks while walking up to me. "Nice to see you too." I joke. "Well?" "What was what?" I ask confused. "You saw me, yet you were still flirting with him. Right infront of me!" What? "What are you talking about? That was not flirting. I haven't seen Ronnie in years. He was there for me when you and Brittany were together and she was tormenting me. The least I can do is say hello." I defend myself and Ronnie. "That wasn't just a 'hello'." Andy rolls his eyes and starts to walk. I grasp his arm and pull him back to me. "I wasn't flirting. I'm all yours, and you know that. I love you. But I will have other friends. He happens to be one of them. He was a really good friend to me back then." I explain. "Since he's so god damn perfect, why don't you just date him?! You guys would be perfect together!" He snaps. "What is your problem?!" I shout back, trying not to cause a scene. "My problem is that you were flirting with him! Just go date him. See if I care!" He screams. I felt my heart shatter as he said that. And my face showed it. I backed away from him slowly. "Wait...Star...I didn't.." He started. Tears instantly threatened my eyes as pushed past him to the door.

"Star wait! Please!" I heard him yell for me as I ran out the door and through the yard. I looked back to see if he following when I bumped into someone. They caught my arms and stopped my movements. "Hey, Star what happened?" Ronnie asked me quietly before wiping the fresh, hot tears from my face.

I hugged him tight before I saw Andy running outside to find me clung to Ronnie, bawling. His face twisted into anger as he approached us. "What did you do Andy? Look at the poor girl." Ronnie asked, stroking my back. "Leave her alone Ronnie." Andy warned. "Why? Isn't this what would happen in high school too? You would go along with whatever that bitch said and she'd end up crying in my arms?" Andy took another step forward and tried to pull me away from him. "Let me go!" I say as I yank my arm away from him.

"Star...come on...please baby. I didn't mean it that way. I just got mad. Please baby." He pleaded. Ronnie released me from his tight grasp but still stood close. "I..I'll see you later Ronnie. Thank you." I whisper as he nods then walks away.

Andy's P.O.V.~
"Star...come on...please baby. I didn't mean it that way. I just got mad. Please baby." I begged. She told Ronnie she'd talk to him later and left us alone. "Star.." "Shh. Andy. Just don't. I don't think you understand how hurtful that really was to hear you say to me." She explained while tears still spilled down her cheeks.

"I know that was really fucked up, just please. Let's go back inside." I begged. "No Andy." "What?" I asked her. "No." She repeated. "Oh come on. Stop being a stubborn bitch. Just come inside." I demanded. She lifted her head up. "Excuse me?" She asked, putting her hands on her small, yet curved hips.

"I said, Stop being a stubborn bitch and let's go." I said again. "What the hell is wrong with you? You don't fucking control me." She spat. I rolled my eyes and began to get really irritated. "Let's go!" I shouted and grabbed her wrist, pulling her to the house. She got out of my grip and slapped me. "Let go of me! God!" She screamed and stormed off into the yard.

I huffed and stormed back inside. Before I even got inside the door, I felt a delicate hand trail down my back. "Hello handsome. Mind if I come in?" I rolled my eyes once again and followed her inside, instantly roaming towards the container of alcohol calling my name.

Star's P.O.V.~
After the fight with Andy, I decided to take a small walk around the block. It was a beautiful October night, so I might as well take advantage of it. I felt the small breeze blow through my perfectly waved hair and watched as the feathers on my wings blew a rhythm through the fall's breeze. I was mesmerized by it.

I found myself back at the party and bravely took my steps through the door. Violet and Ashley were nowhere to be found and neither was Andy. I had already fixed my makeup in one of the car's side mirrors so I didn't look like a total mess. I made my way upstairs and went towards my room.

'shit' I mumbled to myself. I had just remembered that I had left my phone in Andy's room when I was searching for my eyeliner. He wouldn't be in there. He's probably downstairs drunk off his ass while I'm wayyy up here. I heard crumbled voices down the hall where Andy's room was but I didn't think anything of It as I walked down. I should've.

As I got closer I heard his voice, along with another girl's. What the fuck? "Come on Andrew. We use to do this all the time. Refresh my memory on how good you are. Please." Oh no...Please..."Brit no. I said no." An obvious drunk Andy slurred. "But baby, she's not here. It can be our dirty little secret." She whispered. I put my ears against the door trying not to make any other noise.

"She's pathetic you know. Stop wasting your time. I'd give you what you really want." I could hear the smirk in her voice. I opened the door and sure enough, there she was. Straddling his hips on his bed. Anger and betrayal instantly covered my heart. Her perfectly manicured chest roamed his bare, tattooed chest as she quickly turned her head to see me wide-eyed staring at them.

"Awh. Look who wanted to join." She whispered. He sighed and was nearly passing out. How much did he have to drink? She saw my eyes beginning to water and took advantage of it. She started kissing down his stomach. I couldn't move. No matter how much I wanted to just run away, I couldn't. my feet were like cement.

She moved even lower to where his boxers were just showing over his black jeans. My eyes were glued to the slut and the man I love. "Look at her Andrew." She instructed. She took his face in her hands and move it over so he could see me. His eyes widened but he didn't move. "She's fucking pathetic. You could probably fuck me right here, and she would just stand there like the pathetic little bitch she is." I balled my fists in tight.

Her hands went lower over his pants, causing a soft groan to leave his perfect lips. She slid her hands over his belt and roamed her small fingers over the metal of the buckle. That was it.

I pounced over to her and ripped her off of him by her hair and threw her. He jumped up, watching. I jumped on top of her, punching her in the mouth, nose, just everywhere I could. She was screaming in pain as I pulled her hair up and slammed it down onto the hard-wooded floor. "DON'T EVER. FUCKING. TOUCH HIM!" I screamed in between punches.

I felt arms wrap around my arms but I jerked them back, elbowing whoever it was. I felt multiple strong arms lift me off of her as I screamed and kicked, trying to get back to her. Jake and Jinxx held onto me while Andy just stared back and forth between Brittany and I, clearly in shock of what just happened. She lay on the floor, curled into a small ball, crying. My face was red and my eyes were dark. My hands were bloody and I felt a scratch on my neck but It didn't hurt.

They released their grip on me and I walked past Andy, but stopped at the doorway. "I hate you Andy. I really fucking do. Fuck you." I said quietly before walking out and finding my way to my room.

I washed all the makeup off in the shower and washed out the blood that was covering my knuckles. I pulled opened the curtain and tied the rope to hide my body under my purple robe. I sat on the window sill and looked up at the sparkling moon. The stars seem to twinkle behind the dark grey clouds in the blue sky.

"Please mom. Just this once, set me free. I just want to be happy. Not constantly worried about what tomorrow will bring. Is this the right life style for me? I feel like I'm losing my mind. I love you mother. I always will. Goodnight." I drifted off into sleep.

Notes

Goodnight!!! I hope you liked her little outburst. Comment want you think :)