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Ashley's POV:

God damn hangovers.

And god damn Courtney. But at least she was here, living with me. Me and my baby sister; I would finally get the chance to be the older brother that she deserved.

I opebed a bleary eye after several failed attempts to possibly the worst sight in the world. Andy had his arms wrapped around Courtney. My baby sister, Courtney, and my best friend were wrapped in an embrace. I think part of me died at that sight.

Nauseau and dizziness swept throughout my body, as I shakily sat up, and awkwardly coughed, breaking the two from the embrace. I shot a death glare towards Andy, who simply offered me a sheepish, apologetic smile, while Courtney first seemed confused, then happy, then angry.

"Well good morning, darling brother," she drawled out sarcastically, her voice making me wince.

"How was your night of drinking? Still remember my name?"

"Ugh.... Sorry Court, I get out of hand occasionally. I'll clean everything else, promise," I offered her, clutching my hair and shutting my eyes.

Her eyes softened when I looked back up, and she wrapped her arms around me, burying her small head in my shoulder.

"I understand Ashy. I made you and the boys breakfast, with the help of Andy," she released me and smiled up at Andy who scratched the back of his neck. "And don't worry about cleaning up, we took care of that already."

She was honestly so nice and caring. Always thinking of others before herself, and she was just the sweetest girl in the world on top of that.

Andy helped her up as the rest of the guys slowly all woke up, groaning and complaining in pain no doubt. I watched my best friend as he laughed with my little sister: she tossed a strawberry at him to which he caught it with his mouth, Andy sprayed whip cream on her nose making her giggle.

I felt my whole world begin to slowly unwind and fall spat at the seams. My heart ached at the sight of them, playing and laughing with each other. Andy and Courtney were falling for each other. I'd lost my sister once, and I couldn't afford to do it again, but this time, I wasn't so sure if she would choose me over him.

Notes

Short chappie, I know, I'm the worst :(

im really not feeling like writing but figured I should update. My brother is home, and that just brings up all kinds of emotions, and not all are good

siblings right?